Chapter 10 (the last)
The Wedding And A New Addition To The Backstreet Family ~~The Day Of The Wedding~~
~~Jenna~~
Brian Stayed the night at Nick's and Laura stayed the night with me. I tried my hardest to sleep, but couldn't. I was thinking about the wedding and it was also wierd sleeping alone.
I rolled out of bed at 7 a.m. and went down to the kicthen. Laura was there drinking some coffee. "Mornin." She said cheerfully. "Goodmorning." I said still half asleep and poored some coffee. "Are you nervous?" She asked me. "That and every other emotion a person can feel all at the same time."
A little while later all the other girls came over. The plan was to get ready at my house and then go to the church. It was alot of fun. We were like teen age girls getting ready for prom. For something blue I got a blue garder. For something new Laura bought me a pair of realy pretty earings to wear and for something old, I wore Calie's cross neacklace. After we got ready we got into the limo and went to the church.
When we got there the girls rushed me to a small room so Brian wouldn't see me yet. I asked to be alone for a few minutes and they left. I was looking in the mirror making sure everything was ok and I heard a soft knock on the door. "Who is it?" I asked walking up behind the door. "It's your soon to be husband." I stomach did flips. I loved hearing him say that. "Hun you know I can't open the door." "I know I just wanted you to know I missed you like crazy last night!" "I missed you too sweetie. I love you." "I love you too, Jenna. I better go." A few minutes later Nick came in.
"You look amazing!" He told me with a hug. "You look good yourself." We sat down on the little couch by the wall. "Are you nervous?" He asked me. "You know, I was, but not any more. Just realy happy!" "I'm happy for you guys, Jen. And I just want you to know that, your like a sister to me and I love you. We'v been through alot together and you have always been there for me when I needed you and I'm happy to see my bro marry such a sweet, amazing and wonderful women." "Nick, that's so sweet, damn your gonna make me cry...I feel the same way Nick I love you too and I'm proud to have you as our baby's god father." He hugged me one more time and turned to me befor walking out the door. "You know, she's here." He said softly. "I know, I feel her too."
A few minutes later it was time. I met up with Kevin behind the girls who were already starting to walk down the isle. "You look beautiful." He whispered and handed me my flowers. I noticed my hands lightly shaking. We started down the isle and the first thing I did was look at Brian. He looked so good. He had the sweetest smile I had ever seen befor on his face. Kevin gave me a hug and then gave me to Brian. "You look beautiful!" Brian said taking my hand. When the priest started the ceromony Brian lightly sqeezed my hand. It was time to say out vows and Brian turned to me and held my hands lightly in his. He had a huge grin and a tear fell from his eye as he spoke. He slid the ring on my finger and a few tears fell from my eyes. I was so happy there were no words to describe how happy. I said my vows a little shaky trying to hold back my tears of happiness and slid the ring on his finger. "I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." Holding my hands Brian gave me a sweet soft kiss. We turned to face our families and friends and applouse echod through the church. We walked back down the isle and when we got to the end Brian stopped and turned to me. "I love you Mrs. Littrell." "I love the sound of that." I told him with a smile and kissed him.
We pulled up to the reception in a limo and I was upset to see people from magazines, fans and even mtv hanging out front. They found out where the reception was. I was a little nervous about getting out of the limo. I kept picturing upset fans throwing rocks at me. Brian got out and then helped me out. We stood next to each other for maybe one minute annd then ran inside.
The reception was nice and we had alot of fun. At dinner I decided to stand up and say a few things. So I got everyone's attention and started. "Umm, I just have a few things I want to say to everyone. I'll start by saying that this is the most wonderful day of my whole life." I looked down at Brian. "You are my heart and my soul. You bring out the best in me and there are no words to describe how much I love you. I never even knew these feelings exhisted till I met you." There were a few awww's from people and I looked back up. "I love everyone here and I'm glad to share this day with you all. Thank you for your suport and being here." I looked over to the end of the table where all the guys sat. "Nick, Howie, AJ and Kevin...I love you all. I concider you my family and the best, best friends anyone can have. Thank you for everything! You all mean alot to me and I'm thankfull that your a part of my life." I paused for a minute and faught back the tears when I thought of Calie. "Calie...couldn't be here today...but I know she is looking down on all of us...and I know she is happy for me and Brian." I looked up twords the sky and Brian took my hand and squeezed it. "I love you, Cal." I said softly and a tear rolled down my cheek.
Later in the night most of the people had left. Me, Laura and the guys were all sitting at a table. The guys had all been drinking an were being quite funny. For the first time in a long time it was just like the old times. Just hanging out and goofing arounf. Calie might not have been sitting there, but her presance was. She did and wil always live in our hearts. I looked over at Nick who was smiling and laughing and I smiled to him. I hadn't seen him like that in a long time. When me and Brian got home he carried me in the house and right up to bed.
~~Jenna~~
When the tour started I went with them. The first month was hard. Being three months pregnant and on a constantly moving bus, I felt sick alot. I got used to it though. It was also annoying the way they guys would treat me. They did everything for me. They treated me like a was handi cap. It was cute at first, but then it just started to bug me. When I got to seven months my doctor insisted I go home. He said I needed to slow down and get more rest. I didn't want to go affraid that I would go into labor and Brian would miss the baby being born or that something would go wrong and Brian wouldn't be there. I fallowed instructions and went home anyway.
~~Two Months After Leaving The Tour~~
I was asleep in bed and woke up wet. Thinking that I had an accident like the doctor said could happen I ran to the bathroom. I then felt a sharp pain in my stomach and paniced. I was in labor and alone. I looked at the clock it was three a.m. I ran to the phone and called Brian's cell. "What's wrong? Are you ok?" He answered knowing it was me. "Brian! I'm in labor! You have to get here! I need you!" "Ok, shit! Ok, calm down first of all. You picked the best time we have the next few days off.." "Brian I didn't pick the time." I said laughing. "Oh yeah, well we got lucky then. Ok, call Laura and get to the hospital. I'm on my way!" "Brian, please hurry you can't miss this." "Baby I promise I wont miss it!"
I was in the hospital and hooked up to monators. I was having contractions every fifteen minutes and they were getting more painfull. "Oh, god! He better get here soon!" I said to Laura. She was sitting next to me letting me squeez her hand. "They'r not that far away he'll be here." A few minutes later the door flew open and Brian ran in with the rest of the guys fallowing. "Brian!" I yelled happy to see him. He hugged me and grabbed my hand. "Ok, I need everyone except for two people to leave." The doctor announced. Everyone started to leave except for Brian. "Let us know as soon as the new memeber to the Backstreet family is here!" Nick said excitedly walking out the door. Brian leaned over and whispered in my ear. "Are you ready?" "Yes, I can't wait to see our baby."
~~Two Hours Later~~
"It's a girl!" The doctor yelled and layed her on my belly. Me and Brian were crying tears of joy and he wrapped his arms around me and the new baby. "I love you so much, Jenna!" "I love you too, sweetie!" "So what's her name?" A nurse asked. Me and Brian looked at each other. Without ever disscusing it, we both knew. "Calie Ann Littrell." Brian said as tears fell from his eyes.
