Last Chapter ~~Brian~~
I got on the bus and walked right to the back. I went in the entertainment room and turned on the radio. Ricky Martin's She's All I'v Ever Had came through the speakers and I sat down in a chair resting my head on the back of it. I closed my eyes and every specail moment me and Jenna sharred flashed through my mind. A few tears fell from the corner of my eyes and I put my face down into my hands hoping no one would see me cry.
~~Jenna~~
I was so tired from laying awake all night as soon as we got on the plane to go home I fell asleep.
We pulled into the drive way to our house and I slowly stepped out of the car. I stood and looked over at Nick and Brian's house. I couldn't believe Brian was realy gone. I went in and went right to my room and layed on my bed. I layed there just stairing at the window that Brian used to climb through at night. A few minutes later Calie opened my door and stuck her head in. "Jen..you should get ready. Don't forget you have to perform tonight." "I...I can't do it." I told her and she walked through my room and sat on the edge of my bed. "Jenna, you have to. Don't do this to yourself." I knew she was right so I got up and took a shower.
On our way to the club it started to storm. When we got there the place was packed. Troy told me ever since I started performing more people were coming to the club. As soon as we walked in I went up on stage. Troy saw me and came up to introduce me. After my introduction. I stepped up to the microphone and looked around the silent club. Then I could here the thunder rumbling out side. I closed me eyes and took a deep breath. I opened my eyes and spoke through the microphone. "Umm, I was going to sing an up-beat song that everyone could dance to...but I can't." I turned and walked over to Troy. "Jenna what are you doing?" He asked me. I handed him a cd. "I'm singing from my heart, Troy. That's how I sing." I stepped back to the microphone and the music started.
(AUTHORS NOTE: THIS SONG ALSO WAS TAKEN FROM DIVINE. I JUST WISH YOU COULD HEAR IT!)
I tried to get you out of my head
But the more I try your back in my mind again
I must admit, I only have regrets, since you walked out on me
Took my life
My love
And my happiness
I'll always be thinking of you wondering if you ever think of me too
How I hope and pray that some day
I'll hold you in my arms again
I wish that I had you in my arms again baby
I'll hold you so tightly
Boy I can't pretend That I dont love you
Don't need you
The pain never ends
Who's gonna love me like you do
When nights are cold
I cant help but shed a tear when I recall all the specail memories that we share
You'll hold my hand
Make me feel so safe and warm
I'll try to move on but you still have my heart, my soul
I'll always be thinking of you
Wondering if you ever think of me too
How I hope and pray
That some day I'll hold you in my arms again
There will never be another you
You have changed my very exitistence as it were
Don't you know I'll love you more than you'll ever know
I finsihed the song with tears streaming downmy face and looked over the crowd of people to Calie who was sitting at the bar and also had a few tears fall down her cheeks.
AUTHORS NOTE: Ok some people have e-mailed me asking for the sequal. The sequal is finished and up on my site at https://www.angelfire.com/bc/bsbfic1/index.htm l The title is Love Or Hate? Or you can click where it says home.
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