~~Morning~~ ~~Calie~~
I woke up and the first thing I noticed was Jenna's empty still freshly made bed. I quickly got dressed and headed down stairs for breakfast. I ran into Kevin on my there. "Hey Kev, have you seen Jenna? She didn't come back to our room last night." Kevin had half a wierd, half an angry look going on on his face and knew he knew something. "Sorry Cal, no." He said and walked away. I decided not to bug him about what he knew. I'd just ask Jenna.
I sat down at the big round table next to Nick on the other side of him sat Kevins girl, then Kevin, then an empty seat, then Howie another empty seat and Brian was ext to me. A few minutes later AJ came in and sat next to Brian. A few minutes after that Jenna came in and sat next to Kevin. I saw Kevin emediatly lean over and whisper to her.
~~Jenna~~
As soon as I sat down Kevin leaned over to me. "Where were you last night?" He whispered. "What?" I said giving him a mind your own business look. "Were you with Nick?" He whispered again. I gave him a shocked look. "No!" "I don't believe you. I know there is something going on between you two." I looked around the table and was happy that no one was paying attention to our whispers. "Kevin there is not! Your so wrong!" "Bull crap, Jenna. Then where were you?" By this time I was very annoyed at is accusation. "Kevin, if you must know I was with AJ last night! Ok?" It came out a lot louder than I ment it to. As soon as I said that Brian jumped from his chair and gave me an angry look. At the same time Nick jumped and glared evily at AJ witch made Calie give him a disgusted look. "You do have feelings for her!" Calie yelled and ran to the elevador. Nick sat down and hit his fore head to the table befor going after her. Befor I could say anything Brian had also left the table. I looked over to AJ. "I'm sorry." I told him and took off after Brian.
~~AJ~~
"This is the most fucked up shit I'v ever seen!" Kevin said in an angry but hushed voice to other people at the hotel didn't hear him. "AJ, what the hell just happen here?!" He asked me. I didn't even now. "I don't know, Kev." "I cant believe this crap!" Kevin mumbled getting up from the table. "Group meeting in my room in 20 minutes and ONLY the group!" Kevin said walking away from the table. His girlfriend quickly stood and fallowed him. Howie sat there with wide eyes poking at his food.
~~Jenna~~
I got to Brian's door just as he was shutting it, but I managed to push it open. He walked over to the bed and stood there with his back to me. "Brian...can we talk about this?" I pleaded in a shaky voice. He didn't say anything. "Brian...please? Nothing happen!" "I don't care." He said flatly. "Brian please don't say that." Tears started rolling down my cheeks. "Leave." He said stil with out looking at me. "Brian..." "Jenna, leave." I slowly turned and walked out the door shutting it behind me. I stood there for what seemed like an eternaty. I was hoping he would open the door to come after me. When I finally realized he wasn't going to I slid down the wall to the floor and sobbed. "Jenna?" I heard AJ say. "Leave me alone...please." I told him without looking at him. "But, Jenna.." "AJ please." He opened Brians door and stuck his head in. "B-rok, Kevins room, 20, well 15 minutes." He said shut the door and walked away. I got up and walked away. I didn't know where I was going, but I had to go some where.
~~Calie~~
I went right to my room. As soon as I layed down on the bed I heard Nick lightly knock on the door. "Calie?" He said soflty through the door. I didn't say anything. "Calie..we need to talk." I still didn't answer him and a few minutes later I heard him walk away from the door. As I layed there I wasn't crying, I wasn't sad, I was mad. He lied to me. So did Jenna. I didn't now about what yet, but I was going to find out. I got up and walked over to the window. I looked out and saw Nick walking away from the hotel with his basketball. It looked as if he wiped a tear. My heart sank and a few tears fell from my eyes. "Do I love him?" I thought to myself.
~~Jenna~~
I ended up at the pool. I took off my shoes and sat on the edge dangling my feet in the water. I looked down into the water and remembered my first kiss with Brian. I then looked down at my ring and tears once again began to fall. A few seconds later I looked up to see Brian walking to the pool. I quickly stood and when he saw me he turned around and started to walk away. I ran after him and cought up with him. "Brian we need to talk. Please? You can't just ignore me." "Fine lets go to my room. We don't need to put on a show for everyone in the pool." We went up to his room in silence. We walked in and both stood still. I was looking at the floor and Brian was staring at the wall. "Brian, nothing happen with me and AJ." I said looking at him breaking the silence. "I told you I don't care." "Brian..what's going on?" "Jenna you lied! You said you were going to your room cause you were tired. You didn't! You said you didn't want to stay here incase someone came in and found us together! I guess you didn't care if anyone found you and AJ together! And I'm your boyfriend, or at least I thought I was! Why didn't you want anyone to think there was anything between us, yet you didn't care if they thought that about you and AJ?!" Brian said half yelling. I couldn't breath the whole time he was talking. As soon as he stopped I took a breath and started crying. "Goodbye Jenna!" Brian said and left the room. I walked to the door in tears and watched him walk into Kevins room. Then what he said hit me. He said goodbye. Brian never said goodbye it was always see ya or something like that. To him saying goodbye ment the end, never seeing that person again. More tears fell and I looked down at my ring. It seemed like the right thing to do to take it off. I set it down on his pillow and walked to my room.
~~Calie~~
I was a little shocked when Jenna ran into the room, plopped on her bed and sobbed into her pillow. I had no idea what was going on with her. It was obvious though that she was in serious pain. I pushed back all the anger I felt for her and sat down next to her on her bed. "Jenna..sweetie...are you ok?" I asked brushing the hair out of her face. She rolled on her back and looked up to me with bright red puffy eyes. "Jenna! What's wrong?" "Calie..I'v lied to you so many times...you'll hate me." "No, Jenna no. I'm your best friend! You need someone to talk to and I'm here for you. I'll be mad later." I joked and she giggled a little. She told me everything and I mean everything about her and Brian. From the beginging, up to now. "You realy love him huh?" "Yes, Cal. Deeply!" Her tears started to fall again and I hugged her. I have a confession too, Jen." I told her and she gave me a funny look. I told her the whole story with Nick. "Do you love him?" She asked me. "I realy just don't know." We both sat silent for a minute and I layed down next to her.
I decided we needed ice cream so I went and got some. We ended up laying in bed with the tv on eating junk food and talking about the guys for hours. We hadn't talked much latley and had been keeping so much from each other we had alot to talk about. I talked Jenna into going and playing some basketball. I thought it would be a bit of a stress reliever.
~~The meeting in Kevin's room~~
~~Kevin~~
"Where is AJ?!" I asked everyone as they all staired at seperate parts of the room. "I don't know." Howie said. "Anyone?!" They all shook there heads and seconds later AJ came in and sat down. "Ok, what I saw down stairs was disturbing. We are all friends and all the sudden people are seeing each other behind everyones back. And now no one can even look at each other. I feel like I'm in a soap opera. The sad part is I don't think anyone in this room knows what's going on right now! We need to get this all straitened out and we are not leaving this room till we do. We have a tour starting tomorrow and we can't all have hatefull feelings twords each other." "Who has hatefull feelings?" Nick asked looking around the room. "I think everyone, but Howie who seems to be the only smart one in here right now." I told them "Damn Kevin! Calm down!" AJ said and I looked at him telling him to be quiet. "I don't hate anyone." Brian mumbled. "Well, do you want to start first by telling your part in this mess?" I asked. "No. I don't need to." "Why is that?" "Cause it's over. I'm not talking about it any more." "Brian nothing happen!" AJ yelled. "I know AJ!" "This is going no where." Howie said walking over to the window. "Someone tell me what's going on!" I yelled in frustration. "The only thing you need to know from me is that I was seeing Jenna, but not any more and I have no hate twords anyone here I'm leaving. I'll feel better in the mornin and then maybe I'll elaberate a little." Brian said and left the room. "Nick?" I said looking at him. "Umm, well, I was messing around with Calie..." "Messing around?" Howie asked looking at him. "Yes we never realy got all serious, we went out and had.... alot of fun together, but she thinks I have feelings for Jenna." "Do you?" AJ asked him and Nick looked at the floor. "I don't know." He said quietly. "AJ what's your part in all this?" I asked a little more calmmed down. "I realy don't know. Jenna fell asleep in my room last night and I'm pretty sure that's why Brian's pissed at her. But I was just as lost as you were at the table. I didn't know anything." "This is so screwed up." I mummbled to myself. "Well, if no one hates each othe..." "Wait Nick, why did you give me the look of death when Jenna said she was in my room? You do have feelings for her, don't you?" "Oh god here we go." I thought to myself. "I just said I don't know!" "Nicky, Nicky, in love with B-roks girl." AJ teased shaking his head. "Shut up AJ! I am not!" Nick yelled. AJ just laughed. "I'm glad you think this is funny AJ, realy, I do." I said sarcasticly. We all sat there silent for a few minutes and then one by one everyone left to go meet with Fatima.
~~Jenna~~
We walked to the park to play basketball and I think I played better than I ever had befor. Calie was right it was good for relieving stress. We didn't talk at all. We just played. It started to get dark so we went back to the hotel. We walked in our room and without turning on any lights we both layed down on our beds. "Jenna.." "What Cal?" "Maybe you should go talk to Brian." I thought about what she said and as much as I wanted to my heart couldn't handle hearing him say goodbye again. "No, he wont talk to me...I don't blame him...everything he said was right. I was wrong." "No, Jen! He doesn't know the whole story. Tell him why you were there." "Cal, he wont listen to me." I got up grabbed some clean clothes and went to take a shower. I must have been in there forever. I stood under the hot water till it went cold. When I was finsihed Calie was gone. I knew she went to talk to Nick. I layed down and couldn't even close my eyes. Every time I saw Brian. I layed there stairing at the cieling hoping Brian would realize that he was still in love and wanted to be with me and come running through my door to make up.
~~Brian~~
It was after I got back from dance rehursal and I was going to bed that I saw the ring on my pillow. I sat on the bed and picked it up. I staired at the so called promise ring for a minute and then slid it on my pinki finger. I stripped down to my boxers and layed in bed. A hundred thoughts flew through my mind when I shut my eyes and soon I fell asleep wore out from the complete chaos day.
~~Nick~~
I was just leaving the shower when I heard a knock at the door. Hoping it was one of the girls I ran and opened it. I saw Calie standing there. "Hi, Nick." She said softly and I let her in. We sat down on the bed and she held my hand. "Nick..I don't want to loose your friendship." "I don't want to loose yours either." I told her lightly squeezing her hand. Umm, now that everyone is being honest, for once, will you be?" "Yes,Cal!" She paused for a minute and I knew what she wanted to know. "Do you have feelings for Jen?" For the first time I answered her question honestly and said "No." "What?! But when.." "Calie, I thought I did...but I'v done alot of thinking today. And after our meeting in Kevin's room...I realized I didn't." We both sat silent for a few minutes. "Will you be honest with me?" I asked her and she nodded. "Do you love me?" I asked her. "Nick, I know I love you as a friend, but in love? I just don't know. Do you love me?" She asked me. "I feel the same way, Cal." I told her. We layed down and fell asleep in each others arms.
~~Jenna~~
I woke up and when I didn't see Calie, I knew she was with Nick. I got dressed and went to his room. I wanted to see him befor he left. When I got to his room he was packing and Calie was playing mario cart. Nick brought up the day befor to me and I told him not to talk about it. It was done and over with and I just wanted to spend some time with him befor he left. A big part of me wanted to go see AJ, but I didn't want Brian to see me with him and right now Brian mattered more to me.
~~Brian~~
I woke up and the first thing I did was look down at the ring still on my finger. I thought about the day at the beach when I gave her the ring and what I said when I gave it to her. I was deeply in love with her and sill wanted to be with her. I got out of bed and grabbed a hotel envelope from a droor. I wrote I love you on it and put the ring inside. I thought she would still be asleep since it was only eight a.m. So I walked to her room and slid it under her door. After getting that she would know I wanted to be with her and come talk to me.
~~Jenna~~
I hung out in Nick's room with him and Calie untill it was time for him to go out to the bus and head to thier first concert of the thier new tour. I gave him a big hug and watched him and Calie leave the room. I layed back on the bed and started to cry knowing that Brian was also leaving on the bus and I wouldn't see him again till the tour ended and he came home. "Maybe I'll just move." I thought to myself and cried harder. I glanced around the room and saw mario cart laying on the night stand. I quickly grabbed it and went down stairs. I cought Nick and Calie headed out the front doors and ran up to them. "Nick, you forgot this." I said handing him the game. "Oh man! Thanks!" He said and gave me another hug. I watched him walk to the bus that was waiting out front and saw Brian walking onto the bus. I was watching my true love leave my life and I felt like I was going to be sick. I went to my room, ran in the door and layed down on the bed. I glanced at the door and saw an envelope. I walked over and picked it up. It said "I love you" on the top. I opened it and slid the ring out. My heart dropped and I couldn't breath. I ran over to the window and saw the bus leaving. I slipped the ring on my finger and fell to the floor crying.
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