Sometimes stuff just happens. Something you want to happen doesn't happen but because it doesn't happen something happens that you aren't sure you want to happen but it does happen and you realize you did want it to happen and maybe more than the first thing you wanted to happen but not really. That happened tonight. Moving right along. I haven't done one of these in a while. Wanna know why? 'Cause I didn't FEEL like it! Okay? I didn't feel like it so I didn't fuckin' do it, so screw you all. Now I feel like it so I'm doing it. That's how it goes and that's how you go and if you don't want to go then you can go to hell. and I don't feel like being funny or random tonight so I'm just gonna discuss some things that are on my mind. Here's a thought. What is Crazy? I'm intrigued by the aspect of insanity. Everyone perceives it as a mind out of order, not working right, just messed up. But isn't it entirely possible that it could just be a mind beyond a typical human mind that a regular mind is too unadvanced to understand? Yeah it could totally be that but humans are bent on being two things. Normal and Right. Two things that suck. Some say that if you believe you're sane then you're really insane and if you think you're insane then you're really sane. But if the person knew of this theory and applied auto-reverse-psychology then it would turn the aspect of their own sanity into an infinite strip of undetermined existence in either realm. Usually not a good thing and a thing that baffles me. That whole thing basically means this: If I think i'm insane, then according to that I'm really sane, but if i knew of that theory and i knew i thought i was insane then i'd know that i really am sane but that would mean that i then think i'm sane which going along with the theory would then make me insane and if i knew this then i would be sane again and it twists around itself forever. Stupid theory. The whole world thinks its perfectly sane, most everyone and they don't know of the theory which would leave them thinking they're sane and according to it, they would all be crazy. And they are. It is now 3:11 AM and here I am. Not all who wander are lost...I think I think crazy thoughts but what if the quiet kid who sits next to me thinks of the really weird things? Simple. I am the quiet kid who sits next to me. It is now 3:12 AM and here I am.