MY ALL - Howie Story

MY ALL

By Sierra Carter-Littrell

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One night at a BSB concert, AJ’s girlfriend, Kristina, had decided to invite her best friend to come to a concert and meet the guys. Kristina’s best friend, Angelita Sanchez, was very happy when she got the invitation, but she was especially happy when she found that Howie liked her as much as she liked him.

Later after the concert, AJ, Kristina, Howie, and Angelita decided to go to a new club that had opened in town. Howie and Angelita were inseparable the whole night long. AJ and Kristina could see them kissing while sitting in one of the booths, but as Mariah Carey’s song, My All, came on. Howie took her out on the dance floor, where they softly swayed to the music.

I am thinking of you
In these sleepless, cruel nights
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
I'm drowning here
And I won't pull through without
You by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Livin's in the memory of our souls
I'd give my all for your love, tonight

Baby, can you feel me
Imagining the look in your eye
I can see you clearly
Baby, or is it the images in my mind
You are so far
Like a distant star I am
Wishing on, tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Livin's in the memory of our souls
I'd give my all for your love, tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can't go on
Livin's in the memory of our souls
I'd give my all for your love, tonight

After the song, Howie and Angelita knew that they were meant for each other. The two of them went over to AJ and Kristina to tell them that they were heading back to the hotel.

“Okay, D,” AJ said to him.

“Be careful, guys,” Kristina said to them before they left the club.

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The two of them went back to Howie’s hotel room, where he softly carried her over to his bed before softly brushing his lips against hers as he softly pushed her back on the bed, so that he was laying on top of her. Howie broke their kiss as he slowly moved his lips down the soft curve of her neck, knowing that she loved the feeling of his lips brushing her throat, as she let out a soft moan. He softly brought his lips to the top of her nightshirt before breaking his kiss, long enough to pull off her shirt. After removing her shirt, he kissed the plane of skin between her two round, perky breasts. He could feel her heart beating against his lips and relished in the moment before turning to pay attention to her breasts.

Angelita let out a soft, sweet moan as Howie's cold tongue circled her now hard nipple as he softly began to suck on her perky peaks. He softly licked, sucked, and kissed each breast before moving down to the plane of her stomach, where he softly dipped his tongue into her belly button causing her to softly giggle.

Angelita's giggles soon became gasps as Howie reached down and removed her now wet panties before lowering his head to the place, where she wanted him the most. He softly spread her lower lips before softly blowing on her passionate area. Angelita softly moaned as he moved down and softly licked her sensitive area before thrusting his tongue into her. Angelita ran her fingers through his long, curly hair as she was about to have the ride of her life.

Howie stopped what he was doing, not wanting her to find release, yet, and looked up to see her questioning look. But Angelita questioning look left as she saw the passion in Howie's eyes as he crawled up her body, kissing her in certain wanted places before pressing his lips softly against hers. Howie positioned himself between her legs with his arms resting next to her, so not to put too much weight on her, as he intertwined their fingers.

Howie softly broke their kiss before letting his lips drift to her ear, where he softly whispered, "I'll make love to you, like you want me to, all through the night, for your wish is my command." Howie looked eyes with Angelita and could see the glow of love in her eyes, knowing the answer to his unspoken question.

Angelita welcomed his lips against hers as she felt him slowly enter her. Howie softly started to thrust against her, wanting this to last as long as possible. Howie softly began to kiss her neck as Angelita's hips thrusted against his causing him to go faster and deeper into her. Angelita softly wrapped her legs around his back, loving the feel of their up and downward motion, but she softly began to moan as her climax began to come. Howie softly kissed her against her lips as he felt her begin to tighten around him, knowing that she would come soon. Angelita softly groaned into his mouth as she came, causing him to go faster which brought his own release within her.

The two of them softly kissed as they laid against each other, catching their breaths before Howie softly pulled out and rolled off her, not wanting to crush her. He easily pulled Angelita up next to him before softly kissing her forehead as they settled down. The two of them softly whispered "I Love You" to each other before finally dozing off into a peaceful sleep in each other's arms after he had pulled the soft wool blanket over them.

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The next morning, everyone was standing in the hotel lobby, telling Angelita good-bye before they had to get onto the bus to leave. Howie took the longest to say good-bye to her.

“Don’t cry, sweetie. I will always be there for you and remember, my heart always stays with you,” Howie told her before softly kissing her good-bye.

“I know,” she said to him. “Here is my address, so you can write to me.”

“I will everyday that I can,” he said to her.

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After that night at the concert, Angelita received a postcard or a letter almost everyday from Howie. And she sent one back to him, everyday too. But, one day, her parents had found the letter that she had received from Howie and they made her stop writing to him. So Angelita decided to write Howie one last letter.

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Howie was laying in his bunk as AJ came back with a letter from Angelita in his hand.

“Yo D, ‘Lita wrote to you again,” AJ said to him.

“Thanks bro,” Howie said as he took the letter from AJ before laying back down to read her letter. Howie opened the letter and began to read:

My dearest Howie,

I am sorry to say that this is my last letter. My parent’s found your letters and they say that I can’t write to you anymore. They even tore up your last letter in front of my face.

I am writing to say that I will always love you and will cherish the moments that we had together. Please do not be mad at me. I know that my parents are very strict, but I will never forget you. I promise that I will love you forever and always.

Your darling forever

Angelita

Howie wiped away the tears from his eyes before softly hugging his pillow to his chest as he cried himself to sleep, thinking that he would never see his true love again.

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Over the next few weeks, Howie became very quiet and very to himself. The guys got worried about him and one night, while Howie was asleep, AJ found the letter and began to read it. He stopped reading and took the letter to Kris and the rest of the guys, who were sitting at the table.

“Guys, I just found this by Howie’s bunk,” AJ said to them before handing the letter to Kristina.

“Oh my gosh,” she said as she read the letter.

“What? What does it say?” Brian asked her.

“`Lita’s parents won’t let her see Howie or write to him again. That is why Howie has been so glum lately,” Kristina said to them.

“Man, we need to get her back, before Howie goes into himself and is never the same again,” Kevin said to them.

“I think I have an idea,” AJ said to them.

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AJ’s plan was for Kristina, Kevin, and him to go talk to Angelita’s parents on their next day off, which they did. The three of them drove to Angelita’s house after they got off the plane in Miami, Florida, where she lived. Kristina knocked on the door to which Angelita’s dad answered the door.

“Hi, Mr. Sanchez, you remember me, don’t you?” she said to him.

“Why Kris, I could never forget you. Come on in,” he said to her, letting them in.

“Mr. Sanchez, I want you to meet a couple of friends of mine. This is AJ McLean, my boyfriend, and this is Kevin Richardson, a very good friend of mine,” she said to him.

“Nice to meet you, gentlemen,” he said to them as he shook their hands. “If you are looking for Angelita, she is not here. She is with her mother shopping.”

“Actually, sir, we came to speak to you. You see, we are friends with Howie Dorough,” Kevin said to him.

“You mean that pig that stole my daughter’s heart,” he said angry.

“Sir, your daughter loves my friend, Howie, and he loves her,” AJ said to him.

“Here, this is the last letter that your daughter wrote to Howie,” Kristina said as she handed him the letter.

“She really does love him, doesn’t she?” he said to her. “She gave up her love for him to keep her mother and me happy.”

Just as he finished speaking, Angelita and her mom came into the house. Angelita was surprised to Kristina, Kevin, and AJ sitting in her living room.

“Oh my gosh, Kris, what are you doing here?” she asked as she hugged her best friend.

Before Kristina could tell her what was going on, her father spoke up. “`Lita, I am sorry about making you stop writing to Howie. Please forgive me. These nice people showed me how much you truly love him. I am happy, if you are.”

“Of course, I am happy, daddy,” Angelita said. “I have never been happier in my life.”

“Well, I am allowing you to go with these nice gentlemen and Kristina to see Howie,” Mr. Sanchez said to her.

“Thank you, daddy,” she said to him as he hugged her. “Thank you, momma.”

“We better get going, if we don’t want to miss our plane,” Kevin said after Angelita packed herself a suitcase. “We need to get back to Kansas City for our concert, tomorrow.”

“Bye, sweetie, be careful,” both of her parents told her as they watched her leave with the guys.

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Howie was feeling so glum that he never did notice the absence of Kevin, Kristina, and AJ. He kept mainly to himself the whole time that they were gone. As Howie is in his bunk, Brian’s cell phone rings with Kevin on the other end.

“Hey, cuz, what’s up?” Brian asked her.

“We got her. Now, for plan two, and make sure he is with you at the restaurant,” Kevin told him.

“I will make sure that he is there,” Brian said. “See you guys, then.”

“What’s going on?” Nick asked him.

“We have to set up plan two. We have to get Howie to come to dinner with us and they are going to meet us there,” he said to him.

“Great, we get the hard part,” Nick said as they got up from their game that Brian had paused when he got the phone call.

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After much persuasion, Howie finally agreed to go with Brian and Nick, “just to get them out of his hair,” Howie thought to himself. The three of them got to a nice oriental restaurant and let the waiter seat them in a big booth.

“Guys, why do we need such a big booth? It is only us,” Howie said complaining.

“Actually, it is not only us. Kevin, AJ, and Kristina are coming, too, with a special guest,” Brian said to him.

“A special guest?” Howie said. “Is this some business thing, because if it is, I am going back to the hotel.”

“No, this is not a business thing. Actually, here they come, now,” Brian said to him. The two guys watched as Howie stared in shock as he saw Angelita.

“Angelita,” Howie said standing up. “Please tell me that I am not dreaming.”

“No, Howie, I am here,” she said to him before softly hugging him. Howie broke the hug as he softly kissed her on the lips.

“How? Who?” Howie questioned.

“Actually, these three here came to my house and convinced my parents to let me come. And, I guess, Brian and Nick got this end of the deal together,” Angelita told him.

“Thank you. Thank you very much,” Nick and Brian said at the same time.

“How long can you stay?” he asked her.

“Actually, we talked her parents into letting her move in with me and Kristina after the tour,” AJ said to her.

“I can’t believe this,” Howie said to her. “I will always love you, mi amor.”

“I will always love you, too,” she said to him.

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A year later...........

“I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride,” the preacher said before Howie and Angelita softly kissed each other. “Ladies and gentlemen, I am proud to present to you, Mr. And Mrs. Howard Dorough.”

The entire audience clapped for them before blowing bubbles onto them as they walked back down the aisle followed by AJ and Kristina, who were pushing a baby carriage. Inside the carriage was a beautiful baby girl with dark brown curly hair and bright blue eyes, that was named Sierra Marie Dorough. She was the sign of Howie and Angelita’s true love for each other and was only one of many children to come for them. But they would always remember her, because she was the one that gave the two of them “their all.”

*~*THE END*~*

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