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And we hide behind
Lies, anger, hate they shoo love away
Build shells of ourselves outside
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality
Come on, step out of your rind, assemble strength, focus
Release and run to me you can never look back to the visions from the past they fade and wilt in time
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I'll turn and walk away
Eclipse you
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse you
I spit up on my plate and push everything away
I need
And we sever all ties
It creates disruption midst circle of friends
I become the sacrifice
Spare your life and leave me to my misery
Get off the cross and save yourself, run away you'll be okay
Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through then I'll turn and walk away
I walk under clouds of gray
Sphere of storms in my head
I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every motherfucking thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the need
I divorce iniquity in this motherfucking bullshit life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
I'll always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur
I can't be the hero anymore
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate
Eclipse you
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur
I need you
It's always been this way, I push it all away
From me
Note: The term "ain soph aur" means "the limitless light"
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