Wish


I am not worthy, for your adjustments
You can’t tell me what to do, cause all I do is hate you
I hate you!

I’ve broken all the rules, for the last time
And every time I’m screaming,
I hide it deep inside

I wish you’d never break free,
Wish you were never there,
I wish this were nearly over,
Wish my life were dead,
Wish!

The death inside me, is keeping me alive
Underestimating all the pain, I’ve tried
To understand you
I hate you!

I’ve created all the rules, for the first time
And every time I’m tainted,
I place it in your eyes

I wish you’d never break free,
Wish you were never there,
I wish this were nearly over,
Wish my life were dead,
Wish!

I tried to understand… what I am capable of,
And every time my morals rot into emptiness,
I WILL DIE!

WISH! Before you

I wish you’d never break free,
Wish you were never there,
I wish this were nearly over,
Wish my life were dead,
Wish!