Are
you ready?!
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
Deeper and deeper is all I'm turning to.
Living a life that seems to be a lost reality
that can never find a way to reach my inner self-esteem is low
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the grey that clouds my mind.
This time why don't you see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind!
Note:
There are no lyrics to what Jonathan says after each "ball tongue". I
have seen different version of interpretations of this song, and I have to
admit, some of them are very convincing. However, Jonathan Davis has said over
and over that there are no secret lyrics.
There
you are alone
With no hope of ever having something to be proud of
Something earned without begging
Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me
Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
What have you done for me?!
Why are you at home buried in your own self pity?
Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took down me
Does it give you the right to inspect your life from what rolls around me?!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
You were my brother (Where does the friendship end?) (x8)
How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (x8)
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
You're psychophant (repeated)
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
Ball Tongue!
I,
I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, fear it when we touch
Outside, don't know you, but inside I'm fucked
Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
Each turn confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain
I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you
why, oh why, oh why
why, oh why, really need to
Why! (x7)
Fuck you, bitch!
need to . . .(x4)
fuck . . .(x4)
I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you. Why
do I try, why do I fucking need to?
Why! (x7)
Fuck you, bitch!
need to . . .(x2)
fuck . . .(x8)
slut
Anger
inside builds within my body
four clicks . . . alright go
four I just said, you faggot piece of shit on the drums
ahh! four?
four. four?
Noooo!
Oh, hey, what are you talking about Ross?
Hey the tom-toms go
...Ern!...Ern!...Ern!...
hey, are you saying so there's no clicks
hey, we're recording, now start
Just fucking do it damn it!
I wanna get Twist. I wish we could put Twist
on a fucking tape . . . stupid
Wanna hear it?
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Huh Heuh
Goooo!
Okay . . . piece of shit!
Anger inside builds within my body
Why'd you hit me? What have I done?
You tried to hit me!
Do you want a beat in, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard.
A tattooed body too
I know you are scared to be honest,
be yourself, a cowardly man!
I don't run around trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes, I am free
You're just a wanna-be
Do you want a beat in, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard.
A tattooed body too
I know you are scared to be honest,
be yourself, a cowardly man!
To come out
Hit me clown because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown (x4)
Clown you ain't shit. Turn around, can't you face me.
Clown you ain't shit. Turn around, got your face paint.
Do you want a beat in, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard.
A tattooed body too
I know you are scared to be honest,
be yourself, a cowardly man!
I'm just a fucking mental (x8)
I
hide, only to defy you
Take away the only life inside you
I see the face through everyone
Inside I've just begun!
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you for when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down!
You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind, and
Your suffering 'cause of me is divine
Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me why it is you fight me
Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what's rightfully mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said you don't want to defy me
You wait to dumb run anyone
Oh well . . .
You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind, and
Your suffering 'cause of me is divine
Yeah well, Fuck you!
I'm fed up with you!(x8)
I'm not as good as you?
Fuck you, I'm better than you!
You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind, and
Your suffering 'cause of me is divine
Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?!
You try to see what you got
We're ripping at your brain!
Him!
Here I am defriended in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away
Him!
I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Him!
Why you treat me this way?
Made to hate to stay
A cell locked,
I can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probably. You'd just go on your way
Him!
I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Him!
Why you treat me this way?
Made to hate to stay
Faget! (x3)
Here I am defriended in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away
Him!
I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Him!
Why you treat me this way?
Made to hate to stay
Faget (x3)
I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day
Son, you FAGGET, get out we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck right now I got something to say to all the people that think
I'm strange and I should be out of here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved to a world that never
appreciated shit
YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!
he might come, but he has a body mighty:
any say, anyway, don't wanna say, anyway, any say,
going away, don't wanna say, anyway
I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world (x2)
All my life, who am I?! (x8)
I'm just a faget!
Faget! (x3)
I'm a faget!
Faget!
I'm not a faget!
(What am I?) (x3)
Faget!
You mother fucking queers!
Ring
around the roses
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight
London bridges falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridges falling down, my fair lady
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
. . . this old man came,
and Mary had a little lamb um in um in . . .
Mary had a little lamb who fleece was white as snow!
(Baa baa black sheep have you any wool)
Mary had a little lamb who fleece was white as snow!
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow!
Mary had a little lamb!
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Ring around the roses, pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Ring around the roses, pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone
Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a
Go!
I can, in every way
Distinct the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
Who are you to say that I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable
I can, in every way
Illustrate of something is left inside
To blind to see, in an essence, sorrow of their lies
You run away to the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me?
It's so predictable
I'm gonna try, or
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
another day
silence overwhelms my mind
who is to say
if I have the time, oh why
should I pray
for all the hate to go away
another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever!
I'm gonna try, or
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna try (Should I?) (x4)
I'm gonna try, or
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
I
can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
you lie so light, but you hide
is it debt to being you inside
I can't stand, oh, the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside
Let! it out, now (x4)
I look at you, all I see,
Is a man too afraid to really be.
I look at you, all I see,
Is a man too afraid to really be.
I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it debt to being you inside?
Let! it out, now (x4)
I look at you, all I see,
Is a man too afraid to really be.
I look at you, all I see,
Is a man too afraid to really be.
You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person relies on one thing:
Be yourself, let you come through
You're too afraid to really be
someone who isn't false advertising cares to be
You're too afraid to really be
Be yourself, let you come through!
Fake! (x4)
Fake!...And we with at you, we with it (x8)
Let! it out, now (x8)
I
would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're so in pain
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see it from outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I want you to see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
with all these useless lies
I want you to fear the you wound up inside
One side suck you in
I thought you at this time
I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain!
Go!
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Hello,
esta Caco?
Eres Caco?
Well, you know, you fuck'n call me back, Caco, okay?
(Translation: "Hello? Is Caco there? Are you Caco?)
(Thanks to Pablo for the beginning and the translation)
(Thanks to Rob Koperski for his help with the lyrics for this song)
I keep asking, what's your lie?
It is disturbing
It squeezes mine
Days keep passing
One notch at a time
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep tonight
Everyday confronted
Fuck off, it's giving in
I just wanna know why!
Want to give it up, but I can't escape
I keep asking
Can you please try
It is haunting
This takes my mind
Days keep passing
Line after line
I don't feel right
Please God don't let me die tonight,
die tonight, die tonight, die tonight
Everyday confronted
Fuck off, it's giving in
I just wanna know why!
Want to give it up but I can't escape
Please God help me
Please God free me
Please God save me from my painful situation (x3)
Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die
Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die
Mother
please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son
Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
A rape in mind and of your flesh I'll eat
You raped!
(I feel dirty )
It hurt!
(As a child)
Tied down!
(That's a good boy)
And fucked!
(Your own child)
I scream!
(No one hears me)
It hurt!
(I'm not I liar)
My God!
(Saw you watching)
Mommy why?!
(Your own child)
Little child, looking so pretty
A rape in mind, I'll be your daddy
You raped!
(I feel dirty)
It hurt!
(As a child)
Tied down!
(That's a good boy)
And fucked!
(Your own child)
I scream!
(No one hears me)
It hurt!
(I'm not I liar)
My God!
(Saw you watching)
Mommy why?!
(Your own child)
It's alright
You raped!
(I feel dirty)
It hurt!
(As a child)
Tied down!
(That's a good boy)
And fucked!
(Your own child)
I scream!
(No one hears me)
It hurt!
(I'm not I liar)
My God!
(Saw you watching)
Mommy why?!
(Your own child) (w/ slight variations)
I didn't touch you there
Mama said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and stared
Innocent child, looking so sweet
Come out and play, and of your flesh I'll eat
You raped!
(I feel dirty)
It hurt!
(As a child)
Tied down!
(That's a good boy)
And fucked!
(Your own child)
I scream!
(No one hears me)
It hurt!
(I'm not I liar)
My God!
(Saw you watching)
Mommy why?!
(Your own child) (x3) (w/variations throughout)
I fucking hate you! Mother fucker!
Mother Fucker! I fucking hate you!
Fuck You!
Son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
I wanted to die
I'm sick of it, mother fucker. . . oh
I Hate You!
I Fuck'n Hate You!
I Hate You!
Piece of shit!
Why?!
I Hate You!
(Mike)
Hi there
aah...is it okay if I come over and look at your exhaust manifold on your
dodge dart I got a piece of missing somewhere on mine and I'm not sure what
it is I want to see what you got on yours...Throttle vavler strikes dash pot
rod the rod must push diaphragm back before it can be moved back air must be
pushed up in. This will cause the diaphragm to move slowly when the throttle
vavler is moved away stream will force the diaphragm out the air must now
vent the dash pot is ready to work again.
(Jerry) Is this...to this?
(Mike) I don't care what that---
(Jerry) The rod that their talking about-
(Mike) I don't care what that looks like Jerry, I'm telling you what the
dash pot is... where's the dash pot on here Jerry?
(Jerry) I don't know.
(Husband) the dash pot is inside Jerry where its hooked up at...
(Jerry) and that's not made---
(Mike) AND THAT IS NOT made to regulate the FUCKIN' choke going back and
forth---
(Jerry) and that's not the end loader...
(Mike) That's so you can get pure fuel in there as soon as you start cranking
it over WRRR! WRRRR! It starts sucking and when it starts sucking this choke
here...cause you can't just have pure fuel you won't light you have to have a
little bit of oxygen...it sucks open and it cracks the choke like this and
that's how that works.
(Jerry) That is not what you just said.
(Mike) I said NO JERRY THE HEATING IS THE MOTHER FUCKING SPRING this one here
as soon as you start turning it over the engine its supposed to pull it back
when the vacuum starts, when the vacuum starts nothing to do with fucking
heat vacuum.
(Jerry) Why are you screaming?
(Husband) because you say well you said its supposed to work off heat no
Jerry.
(Jerry) you said as the car gradually warms up...
(Mike) as it gradually warms up this mother fucker with the coil the spring
opens it up this has already done its job the only thing its job is to do is
when your cranking the engine up after its been choked all it does is pull
back then it cracks open just a pinch ...
(Jerry) Then you don't know what its called...
(Mike) The choke vacuum diaphragm, (nose blow) I mean its right there in the
book.
(Jerry) Sure it is.
(Mike) Oh God your a hard hard women to live with Jerry
(Jerry) If it was right here in the book I would have found it.
(Mike) Oh you mother fucker you asshole you stupid son of a bitch YOU SHOWED
IT TO ME!
(Jerry) What Mike?
(Mike) you showed me the God damb thing in the book that.s how I knew what it
was.
(Jerry) Get out of here and quit yelling at me.
(Mike) No, Jerry your fucked!
(Jerry) I haven't seen that in there---
(Mike) I haven't seen it you stupid son of a bitch
(Jerry) That vacuum thing yes we don.t know what the little business is it
doesn't explain anything I haven.t read anything that explains that...
(Mike) I told you what it says...
(Jerry ) Yeah you did yesterday.
(Mike) I just told you what it does and your sitting their saying you never
saw that before and your the one who fucking showed it to me...
(Jerry) You stink like gas...I told you that fucking fuel filter was not on
there...its not that fucking orange business hanging across the goddam
business.
(Mike) Lets try rebuilding the fucking carburetor first Jerry.
Let me tell you something Jerry... Let me tell you a little secret Jerry...
(Jerry) Don't tell me any secrets...be quiet.
(Mike) Oh man I am fed up I tell you something and fuckin' don't believe me,
I show me something and you still don't fuckin' believe me.
(Jerry) I can't show you anything Michael because your head is blank.
(Mike) Your sitting there telling me that mother fucker isn't that... well
that's not how it works... well Jerry a mechanic told me that's how that
works.
(Jerry) Who's talking about the truck? Were talking about a---
(Mike) A dodge dark on slat six...
(Jerry) You have lost your mind...
(Mike) What are you talking about...
(Jerry) My God.