CHAPTER 10: A BIG MISTAKE

WHEN WE GOT TO THE PARTY..WE ALL PILED OUT OF THE CAR. FOR SOME REASON I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS. BUT WHEN WE GOT INSIDE I WAS TOTALLY KEWL. IT WAS SO GREAT TO SEE EVERYONE..AND EVERYONE SEEMED HAPPY TO SEE ME TO. THE NIGHT WAS GOING GREAT..AND THEN A SAW THAT BITCH MEGAN. I DIDN'T WANT TO START ANYTHING WITH HER..BUT SHE APPROACHED ME. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" SHE ASKED SOUNDING SO DISAPPOINTED.... AS IF MY PRESENCE AT THAT PARTY WAS ANY OF HER BUSINESS. "I'M HERE VISITING MY DAD" I REPLIED..TRYING NOT TO SOUND BITCHY "WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE US ALONE" CHLOE SAID. "I WILL..WHEN SHE LEAVES" SHE LOOKED AT ME WITH DISGUST "WELL SHE'S NOT GOING ANYWHERE YOU LITTLE SLUT..." BELLE TOLD HER. SHE COULDN'T OF PICKED A BETTER WAY TO DESCRIBE HER EITHER. MEGAN JUST IGNORED WHAT SHE SAID. "YOUR JUST JEALOUS KRYSTAL.. CUZ YOU KNOW MATT'S MINE NOW!" THOSE WORDS JUST SET ME OFF "MATT IS YOURS NOW?" I ASKED HER WITH ANGER IN MY VOICE "YEA..GET OVER IT. HE DOESN'T WANT YOU ANYMOE..." SHE BEGAN TO WALK AWAY. THAT'S WHEN MY ANGER (AND I GUESS A LITTLE BIT OF JEALOUSY) CAME OVER ME. THINKING ABOUT HER AND MATT ALONE TOGETHER, THEM KISSING..AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE THEY DID. I PULLED HER HAIR BACK "YOU LITTLE SLUT!!" I YELLED AT HER. TURNING HER AROUND AND HITTING HER SO HARD IN THE FACE. I RELEASED MY GRIP ON HER HAIR AND WALKED AWAY...SHE JUST STOOD THERE LOOKING EMBARRASSED. THATS WHEN MATT WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR. I RAN UP TO HIM AND KISSED HIM. "I WAS HOPING YOU'D BE HERE" HE SAID. MEGAN LOOKED CONFUSED...BUT SHE JUST GAVE ME A REALLY DIRTY LOOK AND THEN STORMED OUT OF THE ROOM. "WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT?" MATT ASKED. "NOTHING" I SAID NOT FEELING UP TO ANY EXPLANATIONS ON WHAT JUST HAPPENED. BY THIS TIME CLHOE AND BELLE WERE OFF FLIRTING WITH SOME SENIOR GUYS. "HEY BABE..YOU WANNA GO UPSTAIRS?" MATT SAID SMILING AT ME. I SAID OKAY. HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND WE WENT UP STAIRS TO AN EMPTY BEDROOM. IT MUST OF BEEN TOTAL DE JA VU FOR HIM.. CONSIDERING THAT NOT TOO LONG AGO HE WAS UP IN A BEDROOM ALONE WITH MEGAN. IT REALLY STARTED TO BOTHER ME..AND I WAS A LITTLE UNSURE OF MY DECISION TO GIVE MATT ANOTHER CHANCE. HE CAME CLOSER TO ME AND STARTED KISSING ME. I TRIED TO KISS HIM BACK, BUT I COULDN'T. I REALIZED THAT I DIDN'T LOVE MATT ANYMORE. AS HE WAS SLIPPING HIS HAND UP MY SHIRT..I PUSHED HIM AWAY. "WHATS THE MATTER BABE?" HE ASKED "I CAN'T DO THIS" I SAID "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? OF COURSE YOU CAN" HE SAID COMING CLOSER TO ME. I KNEW WHAT A BIG MISTAKE I HAD MADE GIVING HIM ANOTHER CHANCE...HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID?? I BACKED AWAY FROM HIM "NO I CAN'T!" I REPEATED AND RAN OUT OF THE ROOM. I WENT DOWN STAIRS AND FOUND CLHOE AND BELLE. "CAN WE LEAVE NOW?" I ASKED IMPATIENTLY. "YEA SURE" THEY SAID AND WE HEADED OUT TO THE CAR. MATT RAN DOWN THE STAIRS STOPPING ME AT THE FRONT DOOR "WHY ARE YOU LEAVING? WHATS WRONG BABE?" HE ASKED ME. "MEGAN IS WAITING FOR YOU" I SAID AND THEN SLAMMED THE DOOR BEHIND ME.