"You, what?" I questioned.
"I.......I think that us being friends isn't going to work." She sighed.
"What?"
"I can't be friends with you, because I'm starting to care about you in a different way. More than a friend." She said looking away.
"What do you mean? You want to try to be my girlfriend?" I couldn't believe that she was saying this to me. I wanted her more than anything at that very moment! She obviously didn't see that, because she couldn't even look me in the eye. I was willing to try it out if she was. I was scared though. What if things changed? I was willing to risk that though.
"Yes, I would like to try to be your girlfriend. I really care about you Zac, alot." I put my hand under her chin and stared into her eyes.
"I would love to be your boyfriend Kim."
"Really? Oh Zac." She smiled and hugged me tightly.
Things were moving so fast, but it just felt so right. I knew that she wouldn't be a friend, things were too different to be just friends. I wanted her, to be with her. I pulled away slowly, gently laying her down on the bed. I scooted in next to her and pulled the blanket over us. I turned over to face her. She was looking at me with a smile on her face.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing, this just seems so.......weird. I could wake up tomorrow and this might have all been just a dream."
"This isn't a dream, I'm as real as you are." I smiled back at her, pushing her hair behind her ear.
"I know... it's just that you and I, I never believed that I could be with someone like you." She sighed.
"What do you mean? I'm weird or something?" I laughed.
"No, you're just...... you! And I'm me. You know what I mean? Things are just weird, but I wouldn't change it, not in a million years. You're so wonderful, and I hope that you know that."
"You're cool too." I laughed.
I kisssed her gently again, feeling her relax into me. Her arms wrapping loosely around my waist as I moved over the top of her. I kissed her harder, feeling more daring, I put my hand under her shirt, rubbing against her soft stomach. She inhaled deeply and moaned into my mouth. Her tongue connecting with mine again, harder this time. She wanted me as bad as I wanted her. I could feel it. She pulled me to her again, closer and closer. My body laid on top of hers, feeling all of her pressed against me. I exhaled and pulled my lips from hers, moving down to her chin. I placed small kisses against it and moved down to the soft skin of her neck. I nibbled and kissed her neck softly, feeling her breathing increase as I continued to move down her body. I lifted her shirt a little bit and kissed around her bellybutton, gently licked tiny circles around it. I could feel everything inside of me getting ready to boil over. I wanted to be with her so badly, I wasn't sure how much longer I could hold on. She fisted her hands into my hair as I continued kissing and licking her stomache, stopping just at the waist of her jeans. She was moving her hips against me, she was feeling what I was feeling. Things were getting hazy, maybe going a little too fast. I didn't want to rush her into anything, not yet. I moved back up her body and kissed her lips once more before I laid down beside her and pulled her against me.
"Sleep baby, you must be tired." I whispered.
"Zac...."
"Yeah?" I questioned her.
"Will you be here when I wake up?"
"Of course I will." I smiled and kissed her nose lightly.
"Ok, goodnight."
"Goodnight." I whispered again.
I woke up the next morning as the sun peeked through the window, shining its bright light off of my face. I stretched a little, feeling Kim stir next to me. She looked so cute, curled up around me and snuggled tightly into the blankets. I looked over at my alarm clock, 9:15 am. I rolled over, laying on my back as Kim layed her head on my chest. I looked down at her again. She had a small smile playing on her lips. I kept thinking to myself what a strange feeling this was, waking up to a woman in my bed. It had taken all my strength the night before not to take her. I had wanted to, I believe she would have let me too. But we weren't ready for that yet, not at this point. We had just started seeing each other in that way, and I didn't want to push things too fast. I had a good idea, maybe to take her out around Tulsa. Show her places that I had grown up seeing everyday. She stirred next to me and I looked at her and smiled.
"Morning." I whispered to her.
"Morning." She smiled back at me and kissed my lips lightly.
"You wanna take a shower?"
"With you?" She laughed.
"No silly, you by yourself." I laughed back.
"Yes, I need one. I probably don't look too good right now."
"You look just fine from what I can see."
"Zac, you're crazy." She laughed again and sat up.
"Crazy, crazy for feeling so lonely......" I sang loudly.
She started laughing at me and hit me in the face with her pillow.
"What the hell was that for?"
"I told you, you're crazy."
"Yup, but that's ok, that's just me. Wanna go out with me today?" I asked.
"Sure, where?"
"Around, it's a suprise." I answered and got up out of the bed.
"Ok, lemme get dressed and stuff first."
"No, I thought we'd go now and you could go naked." I rolled my eyes and grinned at her.
"If that's what you want." She smiled and walked towards me. She leaned in towards me and put her lips next to my ear. "You can have me any way you want me." She whispered. My breath caught in my throat and I could feel myself shifting uncomfortably on the bed. One thing for sure was she knew how to get my juices flowing! I was the one in sudden need of a COLD shower! I stood up and smiled, grabbing some clothes out of my dresser and walked to the nearest bathroom. I was gonna have to learn to keep my mouth shut.
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