2) The Pretty Flowers 3) My Ghost 4) Blindness 5) Why 6) Standout Rose In The Garden Of Death 7) Martyr 8) Ecstasy 9) Sea Of Bones (God's Grace) 10) Underneath & Inside 11) Beyond The Realm Of Mortals 12) I Think I'm Gonna Die 13) I'm Nothing 14) Mausoleum |
Haunted by the past
It never seems to last
Til now
Still see her lips
Still feel her fingertips
Upon my skin
Megan's eyes
Inside Megan's eyes
I see
The girl I used to love
(I think I still love her)
Shooting out stars
Covered in scars
Bleeding
Still see her beauty
A dream of you and me
Impossible
Megan's eyes
Inside Megan's eyes
I see
The girl I used to love
(I think I still love her)
I miss
Your eyes
I miss
You beauty
I miss
Your smile
I miss
You
(In love with a hopeless dream)
Twins with a smile
That opens the heart
They grew up and
They grew apart
All the pretty flowers
I used to see outside my window
Are gone
And I don't know where they are
Lovers always kissing
Showing their affection
A broken heart
Leaves a dying infection
All the pretty flowers
I used to see outside my window
Are gone
And I don't know where they are
The flames of fire
They dance and spark
The longer they run
Our day turns dark
All the pretty flowers
I used to see outside my window
Are gone
And I don't know where they are
Breath comes short
To the fallen
Flowers become corpses
Never send their pollen
All the pretty flowers
I used to see outside my window
Are gone
And I don't know where they are
I don't know where they are
Where could they have gone
Up in his room
Where the lonely man cries
Up in his room
Where the lonely man dies
Up in her room
Where the lonely girl cries
Up in her room
Where the lonely girl dies
Up in their rooms
Where the lonely ones die
When the cold wind blows
In the middle of the night
Hope you think of me
When you stare into this black light
My ghost is following you
My ghost'll be there when you're blue
So close your eyes - and I'll be there
So close your eyes - and I'll be there
When you feel ice upon your skin
When you're asleep
Hope you remember me
When you see the memories you kee
My ghost is following you
My ghost'll be there when you're blue
So close your eyes - and I'll be there
So close your eyes - and I'll be there
Close your eyes - and I'll be there
I close my eyes and there you are
You make all the feelings disappear
But you don't see the smile on my face
You make everything hurt less
But you don't see the love on my heart
You are blind to all around you
But you can't help it
You are blind to what I'm showing you
But you don't want this
You make the pain slip away
But you don't see the love in my eyes
You make life so much easier
But you don't see the love in my touch
You are blind to all around you
But you can't help it
You are blind to what I'm showing you
But you don't want this
You know what you want
You don't want me this way
You know what you want
This is all I can say
"You're as beautiful as the sky
You're the only thing in my eyes
You're as beautiful as the sea
Will you love me?"
I see her once again
Walking within my head
I see her
She is
A goddess of beauty
She is
A mystery alone
And I can't get her out of my head
The center of every flower
Glistens in the wind
The red of my lips
Dripping with every sin
Her golden hair
Fragrance so sweet
Maybe someday we'll finally meet
She is
All I adore
She is
You
And I want you in my arms
I was thinking of you
Dreaming of you
Wishing for you
Hoping for you
Waiting for you
Thinking of you
Dying for you
Why did you run away
I missed you so much
I missed you so much
I missed you so much
I missed you so much
I missed you so much
Why did you walkk away (from here)
Why did you run away (from here)
Why did you run away (from here)
Why did you run away (from here)
Why did you run away
Why did you run away!!!!
Why did you run away!!!!
Why did you leave me here!!!
Why did you leave me here
(sobbing)
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why!!
Why!!
Why!!
Why!!
Why!!
I can't believe
Standout Rose In The Garden Of Death
Standing in the middle of the rain forest
Surrounded by all the pretty things
I'm the only ugly thing
A standout rose for my one love
Rose thorn prick upon her finger
This silence casts a shadow
Over my heart
My love fallen into a sleep of the dead
My world starts to fall apart
She becomes a sleeping beauty
Straight out of a fantasy
Maybe a kiss will bring her back
A rose for her is a rose for me
Thorn prick and drop of my blood
This silence casts a shadow
Over my heart
My love fallen into a sleep of the dead
My world starts to fall apart
Cannot live without you
Will not live without you
I'm coming to be beside you
I am a martyr
Small and weak
Brittle to the bone
I am a martyr
Wise in seek
Standing all alone
Just pick on
The small and weak
Push'em all around
Just hold'em to the ground
Why don't you kick me while I'm down
Hold me to the ground
Hammer on through
Through the flesh
To draw the blood
Just pick on
The shattered and helpless
Throw mud in their eyes
Beat it til it dies
Why don't you kick me while I'm down
Hold me to the ground
Come on dig into
Into the bone
Hear the crack ring aloud
Echoing hollow voice
You can't hear me anymore
Echoing cracked voice
You don't listen anymore
Why don't you kick me while I'm down
Why don't you kick me while I'm down
Why don't you kick me while I'm down
Kick me while I'm down
Push on through the open crowd
Crucify the broken man
Watch the tears dry
Harden in anger
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
I am a martyr
Standing all alone
Slide the blade along the seams
Look inside to find
What you've hidden from yourself
The pain brings you into ecstasy
Look inside to find
You've sucked yourself dry
Left clawing at old wounds
Welcoming the pain to your ecstasy
Left holding onto her coattails
Welcoming the help to your ecstasy
Stare into your reflection
Look inside to find
The child you are
Left clawing at old wounds
Scratch, scratch, scratch
Going in deeper
Left holding your breath
Sinking, sinking, sinking
Going down deeper
The aura surrounding you
Was bruised to black and blue
Left hollow inside
Left bitterness tears cried
Left into your ecstasy
Nothing
Nothing
There's nothing
There's nothing left
There's nothing left inside
This is a warning do not go any further
Thank you
Love's on the ground cause it fell from the sky
Open my arms to comfort this
Destiny descends with reason from morning's eye
She smiles with tears in her eyes
There's blood on her hands
Then I know I'm gonna die
Floating in a sea of bones
A memory of you, but I'm still alone
Sinking in a sea of bones
Take a breath to remind myself of you
Inside the empty heaven gates
Radiance gleams off blood
Of the innocent's fate
Floating in a sea of bones
A memory of you, but I'm still alone
Sinking in a sea of bones
Take a breath to remind myself of you
A butterfly below the angel innocence
It screams for revenge
As it bleeds in dissonance
Floating in a sea of bones
A memory of you, but I'm still alone
Sinking in a sea of bones
Take a breath to remind myself of you
Reaching with my face to the floor
Close my eyes to black out
Lying at the foot of death's door
Floating in a sea of bones
A memory of you, but I'm still alone
Sinking in a sea of bones
Take a breath to remind myself of you
She's a banshee with her wings spread
A butterfly with a shotgun
And now the angel is dead
Floating in a sea of bones
A memory of you, but I'm still alone
Sinking in a sea of bones
Take a breath to remind myself of you
Her scream bleeds through the air
Drowning below I don't care
There's nothing left to do
But kill it for you
(screams) Help me! (screams)
Underneath and inside the sun
Can see your finger on the gun
Pointing at my skull
Underneath and inside the flood
Can see your crying tears of blood
Dripping through my skin
When the sun stops shining
Will you come and get me
When I've veen drained of feeling
Will you come and get me
When the insects stop killing
Will you come and get me
Underneath and inside the knife
Can see you drained of life
Feeling for a reason
Underneath and inside the skin
Can see you're fall of sin
Looking for a way out
When the sun stops shining
Will you come and get me
When I've veen drained of feeling
Will you come and get me
When the insects stop killing
Will you come and get me
Will you come and get
(I will come and get you)
Like your enemy
I'll give you a kiss
Leave you in the hands of your people
Let them blame you
For all their problems
Nail him to the cross
To redeem our sins
Pierce what's left
To show he's only skin
Like your friend
I'll stab you in your back
Leave you in the hands of your martyrs
Let them try to save you
From all your problems
Tear down the empire walls
To gain ourselves
Spill the blood of the innocent
To prove our heroism
Your savior won't save us now
Your king won't save us now
Your god won't save us now
Save yourself
"I'm the first flower after the flood"
The blood in my throat
Tears in my eye
Down on my knees
The blackness runs the sky
And I think I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna die
And when you've fallen
I think I know why
And when you've fallen
Now I know way
I think I'm gonna die
Your skeletal hand
Crushes my bone
The suck of your lips
Has left me alone
And I think I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna die
And when you've fallen
I think I know why
And when you've fallen
Now I know way
I think I'm gonna die
And I think...
I'm gonna...
Die!!!
I'm looked upon
By the millions of you
Without a hint of recognition
Forgotten before I'm gone
I've been hiding inside
The thought of suicide
I was the suicide king
But now I'm nothing
I'm overlooked
By all of you
Without even a chance
Forgotten before I'm gone
I've been hiding inside
The thought of suicide
I was the suicide king
But now I'm nothing
I am nothing
I am nothing
But the coldness in your eyes
Silence is your biggest fear
When everything's gone nothing to hear
There are drops of tears
Drowning out everything here
This silence echoes
Off these prison walls
Cannot feel the razor tips
As the icicles fall
But you're trapped
In God's sun beam
The sunshine shines on you
And I can't hear you scream
Empty as this dried up world
The blood clots ring in your ear
The clouds form the shape of insects
As the silence kisses your fear
This silence echoes
Off these prison walls
Cannot feel the razor tips
As the icicles fall
But you're trapped
In God's sun beam
The sunshine shines on you
And I can't hear you scream
Everyone ignores you
You're forgotten
Everyone ignores you
When you're gone
But you're trapped
In God's sun beam
The sunshine shines on you
And I can't hear you scream
The silence of your mausoleum
