2) Follow Through A World As Blind As You 3) Mary 4) Daddy's Little Girl 5) Naughty Girl 6) Pawn 7) Tears Of Salvation 8) Crippled 9) Familiar 10) Teenage Violence 11) Mourning Bells 12) Nimbus 13) Absinthe |
Hello fate
Hello my destiny
You're looking through me
And I can't feel my skin
I'm crawling back to you
On this road to nowhere
I'm crying out to you
On his road to nowhere
I'm dying all for you
On my road to nowhere
Hello girl
Hello my love
You're touching me
My heart's pounding too quick
I'm crawling back to you
On this road to nowhere
I'm crying out to you
On his road to nowhere
I'm dying all for you
On my road to nowhere
On my road to nowhere!
No dollar to my name
The heavens are crying for me
No kiss to feel warm
The heavens are crying for me
Star's light on a 'one way' sign
The heavens are crying for me
On my road to nowhere!
I'm crawling back to you
On this road to nowhere
I'm crying out to you
On his road to nowhere
I'm dying all for you
On my road to nowhere
No dollar to my name
The heavens are crying for me
No kiss to feel warm
The heavens are crying for me
Star's light on a 'one way' sign
The heavens are crying for me
On my road to nowhere!
Follow Through A World As Blind As You
Follow the Blood River to your destruction
Watch destruction become creation
Follow the trail of blood upon the ground
Pursue until the end and there is wat you've found
Disappearance without a trace
Life without a face
Invisible to the blind
Divisible to the mind
Follow the tracks of man
Across the world they span
Follow the tears of Mother Earth
As they fall from the death of birth
Disappearance without a trace
Life without a face
Invisible to the blind
Divisible to the mind
Follow the blind through darkness
While in the mitts of stillness
Follow the wind to where it goes
When it releases the emotion that doesn't show
Disappearance without a trace
Life without a face
Invisible to the blind
Divisible to the mind
Luscious taste of life keeps us moving
Dire will keeps us proving
Unexpected thoughts keep us living
Unwanted help keeps us from dying
Follow until the end
Where everything will blend
Follow until you fall
In the mitts of it all
Yesterday
She was just a sweet little girl
Bathing chin deep in innocence
She wore blooming flowers in her hair
She laughed with all the joy
Her eyes held the brightest star
Her smile lit the darkest night
(But that was yesterday)
Then she's screaming
"Bloody Mary!"
As he sticks it in
Then pulls it out
She's screaming
"Bloody Mary!"
As he goes in deep
Then lets it free
Screaming
"Bloody Mary!"
Crying
"Bloody Mary!"
Tears mixed up all in pain and experience
Today
She is the girl that grew too soon
Sinking to breast deep in sin
She wears wilting flowers in her hair
She crys herself to sleep
Her eyes hold the dying light
Her smile hurts straight to the heart
As she feels the kick from her stomack
In the dead of the night
You get scared
Feel his hand on your leg
You get scared
Another night as daddy's special girl
The chilling breeze blows
You get scared
Feel his breath crawl down your neck
You get scared
Its another night as daddy's special girl
To cower or to lower (it doesn't matter cause)
He's soiled the flower
You'll never be the same
And somehow we'reall to blame
Hear those scary sound
You can't scream
His hand covering your mouth
You can't scream
Another night as daddy's special girl
Shadows creeping around you
You can't scream
He caresses your body
You can't scream
You can't scream
Its another night as daddy's special girl
To cower or to lower (it doesn't matter cause)
He's soiled the flower
You'll never be the same
And somehow we'reall to blame
Naughty girl
Naughty girl
Naughty girl
Naughty girl
Naughty girl
Deadly words are whispered in her ears
While she listens to the music she's not suppose to hear
Her heart beats fast
Her heart beats slow
As the music playing in her head
Manipulates her and the things she's fed
Sometimes her pace is fast
Sometimes her pace is slow
The swivle of her hips
As millions of eyes are on her as she walks by
Her will isn't strong
Her attention isn't long
Sometimes she likes it fast
Sometimes she likes it slow
As she screams in anticipation
For her first orgasm
You naughty girl
Should have listened to others not me
You naughty girl
I am the pawn in your life game
Why am I always to blame?
I fight with will
Not a stand still
Why am I always to blame?
For the mistakes of the same
I've lost my persona
To palms of your hands
Didn't you hear me crying?
In my lost serenity
I am the pawn in your life game
Why am I always to blame?
On the battlefield day and night
Day and night I fight and fight
But when trouble has came
I am always at blame
I've lost my will to live
To the bloodshed of my brethren
Didn't you hear me weeping?
On the breast of the dying
Blood covered feud
Shatters my aura of black and blue
You didn't hear me crying
The day I was dying in the palm of your hands
I'm looking up
When you're looking down at me
I'm still blind
But you can finally see
How life was meant to be
For us
I'm wearing a frown
Of remembrance
This twisting feeling
Tells me I won't be happy
Til I'm back with you
I'm crying
When you're smiling at me
I'm still black and white
But you are everything
That we could be
(But) only you, no me
I'm wearing the scars
Of love
This pounding feeling
Tells me I won't live
Til I'm back with you
Hold on longer
You'reback in reach
Hold on longer
And I won't let go
I'm wearing the tears
Of salvation
I can't explain
Now that I'm back with you
Back with you
And I won't let go
This time
I sit alone
In the darkness of my room
I close my eyes to block the sun
And now I know the truth
I'm just a scared little boy
Who runs and hides
Who stores his feelings
Deep down inside
Never to be found
I sit alone
In my undisturbed tomb
I cry all my sorrow
And now I know the truth
I'm just a scared little boy
Who runs and hides
Who stores his feelings
Deep down inside
Never to be found
All my happiness
I've thrown away
Cause I was to timid to try
All my love
I've thrown away
Cause I wouldn't open my eyes
I'm just a scared little boy
Who runs and hides
Who stores his feelings
Deep down inside
Never to be found
All the pain
And all the things I've lost
Has done damage I can't fix
And now I'm crippled
Crippled and alone
As I sit in my empty room
Waiting for the sunrise
This feeling
I know so well, its
Twisting and turning
Twisting and turning
My gut
This feeling of
Emptiness is so
Familiar
(Twisting and turning around)
Your lips are
My reminder that
I'm not alone
That I'm not alone
This feeling
I hate so much, its
Twisting and turning
It's twisting!
This feeling of
Loneliness is so
Familiar
(Twisting and turning)
Your lips are
My reminder that
I'm not alone
That I'm not alone now
Feeling so empty
Feeling so hollow
Feeling so lonely
Feeling so tired
Feeling so dead
I can't feel
I can't feel
Your warmth
Upon my skin
Your lips are
My reminder that
I'm not alone
That I'm still alive
Feeling empty
No!
Feeling hollow
No!
Feeling lonely
No!
Feeling tired
No!
Feeling dead
No!
No!
Fuck you, No!
You are my reminder
That I'm still alive
I'm holding onto
The ledge
You are my reminder
That I'm still alive
Twisting and turning
It's twisting and turning
Twisting and turning
This feels so
Familiar
It feels so
Familiar
Everything in my life is going wrong
I'm driving on a lost highway
With no turn offs and a dead end end
And suicide waits for me at the end of the line
I want to turn around
But the wheels are stuck going straight
Pedestrians off to the side pointing and laughing
As I get closer to my suicide ending
I don't know how this could have happened
Everything seems to be going good
And now this, what the fuck happened?
Why does it look as if suicide is my only way out?
The glare of the sun glistens off my knife
Blinding me from my pain
Blood covering my arms
No one seems to be laughing anymore
As my lifeless body lies at a dead end
Wakened by the ringing of bells
The church mourning bells cry out my name
They remind me of you
How you called my name at first sight
But you've left me to deal with this by myself
Blinded by the light from the window
The sun shines its pale light, reaching our for me
It reminds me of you
How you brought so much happiness with a touch of sorrow
But you've left me to die all by myself
Light a candle for me
It is my last hope
Hold it up for me
Just to guide me back to you
A crowd of few gather to church
Then I see you just ignore me
Follow you around to find a bitter tear in your eye
A tiny drop falls to the hand you hold
The pale chalk white hand of me
Blow out the candle
Cause it holds no more purpose
The words flow out between her sweet lips
Ringing of hollowness and emptiness
The words stick to the mind of an innocent
Sucking the lif and love from the worthless shell
The lightning bolts blaze through the opening clouds
Heeding the world of death and destruction
The lightning bolts light the world of fools
Warning the one's that will ignore anyway
My hollow shell shatters at the calamities
Falling revealing the endless darkness
My hollow world crumbles at my tainted touch
Revealing the flame being blown out
Burning candel in a glass
With absinthe filled to the brim
How long will the drink last?
The glass twiling in my fingers
The waves hypnotizing my eyes
My boday and soul begin to linger
Take a sip and burn my hair
Swallow it all
I plunge myself into a deep scare
Hold my hand while I die
