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i am not the man i used to me
i never had a purpose but now i see
why i searched so desperatly
to live the rest of eternity,
why do you always have to ask, are you still alive inside?
im screaming inside but i cant find the reason to be angry at you
but you always told me not to be afraid of whats in store for me
you always pushed me to be the man of god i used to be.
carry me