Obviously
Pretending that I’m not bitter
Pretending that I’m the long lost hope that will matter
So look towards the sky and make up your own fate
Because it’s getting cold don’t look upon me it’s too late
As the pin prick of my soul loses it’s first drop of blood
I feel it hit the ground with the softest of sounds
So when you come to clean up the blood stained floor
Do you know what it was for?
When everything feels like it’s been torn in two
I'd like to tear you up and make you realize that there's nothing left to hold on to
Maybe take it out and let the rain soak the sheets
So when the ink is running fast and the sun distorts the original ideas
When the flies are the only company that distract you from the mundane
Believe the lies and believe the words that spew from my fingertips
Because there’s always time to repent, well not today, what you’ve done’s permanent
And I can’t forgive, I won’t give in
To the words that always seemed so right
Because behind the lies there was always some hidden meaning
That was surrounded by a layer of odorless bullshit
So I feel the time ticking slowly on
And I think it’s mine to lose
I’ll lose me when I figure out a way to lose you
Obviously it didn’t take you to long
When subconsciously you suck them back
It’s a like a vacuum that will suck you in
I might as well be in outer space
At least than I wouldn’t have to look at anyone’s face
Because right now I can’t even look in mine
So time? Fuck it all I’ve got plenty
Until the final day comes I won’t mind when they bury me
I just hope that they do it quick to mask the pain
And when it’s over everyone will forget everything
It’ll be buried with me, my friends the worms
We’ll have fun reminiscing everything that I ponder in my present state
Goodbye it’s too long to explain
I’d like to tell you all, but it’s getting late
Why would you care anyway?
