Ana and Jule got home some mins. later and sat down on the couch as Ana cried. "awww Ana...c'mon,that bastard is not gonna get near u anymore! I kicked him so he won't be walking by here any sooner".Ana looked at her friend and opened her mouth to say something,but nothing came out.Jule looked at her,and helped her up the couch as they both walked upstairs to their rooms. "u'll be fine,Ana....i know how it brought u bad memories,but u'll be fine",Jule said as she tried to calm her poor friend down. "damn bastards! who do they think they r?!....u know,Ana,if they come by here..i'm gonna kick their asses sooo badly,they're not gonna even wanna dare to talk to us again"Jule sighed outloud with angry eyes.Ana looked at her friend and wiped her tears with the back of her hands as a picture of what Nick was trying to do,came back to her mind. "thank for kicking him,it worked....g'night Jule"Ana said between her frightened tears as she walked towards her room and locked the door. "yea,g'night Ana"Jule said as she stared at Ana's door for a while,then went to her room.Ana slid down her door as she placed her head on top of her knees and kept crying hard,until she fell asleep......
"what were u trying to do,dude?!",AJ yelled at the waisted Nick as he sat him down in his couch.Nick looked up at AJ confused,not knowing what to say. "ooo,so ur gonna just sit ur ass there and not tell me what u were trying to do to Ana?!...ur were gonna RAPE HER,NICK!",AJ yelled some sense into him as Nick's eyes became watery. "ha!don't be getting all girlie,Nick....u better apologize to her,man..cuz ur over with now!"AJ yelled sarcastically to his friend.Nick started crying right there and looked up at AJ sadly,"man,i didn't mean it....i swear to god,i didn't mean it.." "shut up Nick!of course u meant it! u did since the 1st day u saw her!"AJ said annoyed as he left his friend there,weeping for something he had tried to do.Nick fell to the floor and sat there,putting his face in his hands,crying desperately,not knowing what to do...
Months had passed by since that night. It had been a very long time since they saw Aj and Nick. Julie put off guys for a long time, she broke up with her bf,and Ana had taken clases to learn how to cope with relationships.It was early in the morning and Jule was getting ready for work. As she was walking out of the house leaving Ana alone for the morning, She was approached by NIck. Jule sighed. "Hey...What are you doing here?" "Wow, its been long since we have seen each other,huh?I think,like two months?" Julie put her stuff in her car. "What do you want NIck? now that everything is back to normal, why do you come back to make my friend miserable?" Nick pulled Jule towards him. "Miserable?Shes miserable??You know how much Ive been suffering since that last night. I feel soo bad for what i tried to do to her!I have to live with that everyday, im such a bastard." "Asshole fits you better.Why does it bother you Nick?I mean, it didnt bother you before when you used to fuck and leave those other girls?" "Because I have fallen in love with her Julie,Im going krazy not seeing her...and these past few months have been miserable because i think..i think , i think i cant live without her." Jule looked down. "well nick,sorry but, i dont think she will ever forgive you.Im sorry but i have to go now." Julie took off.
Ana was at her desk,drawing some designs. She finally got her life back together, she thought to herself.The phone ringing made her lose her train of thought."Hello?" She answered the phone. There was no answer. "hello???" Finally there was an answer. "Ana...HI,its me Nick,please dont hang up, look i just want to say that Im sorry...I,I...I didnt know what i was doing, i was wasted...Im sooo sorry, i wish there was a way to make it up to you, I would never do anything to hurt you Ana, I love U soo Much.Ive been suffering for many months without you." Ana couldnt hold back the tears, she loved Nick very much also.She was just dissapointed in NIck,she thought he was better than that. "Nick,you know what you can do? You can leave me alone,just stay out of my life.And if you were really sorry, like you say you are, then why did it take two months to finally talk to me??I dont have time to be playing these games Nick, im tired of these games, Ive grown up since then....Goodbye Nick, have a nice Life." NIck slammed the phone down. "FUCK!" He grabbed his head. "IM dying from inside Aj without her. SHe made me happy, the only one that understood me, now what the fuck am i going to do??" "I dont know what the hell is up with you man, you shouldnt care about her,shes just like her slut friend." Nick gave him a mean look and punched him. "the hell with you AJ, Im tired of you always trying to act tough! your the one who seems like the hoe!Why dont you try to get a decent job and a nice women for a change. You were just mad that i found a decent women,not a slut. and your just mad that Jule would never give you the time of day,because she had class, she deserved someone better than you!" And with that Nick walked out the door, leaving aj on the floor.
Ana sobbed for a while after what Nick had told her.She thought he was different and wouldn't have cared about her never in her miserable life. "now what?After 2 months of not talking to him he's gonna call and ask me to forgive him?After what he tried to do?After he almost ruined my life with what he wanted to do?...And now it's that he's saying he loves me,what's up with him?"Ana cried to Julie on the phone,after she called her at work. "sweetie,forget it...He's just being...an...idiot.U know,like AJ is?..Well,he's more than an idiot!He's an asshole!A dog!..::ahem:: sorry about that *hehe*"Jule stopped to try to make her friend laugh. "but Nick is not like that..well,i don't know if he is or not!"Ana laughed a lil' as she wiped her tears away. "maybe he's not...but still,he tried to do something to u that hurt u a lot,and that's not fair,Ana..."Jule was cut off by her boss walking in her office. "Ana,i'll call u back when i get some time to myself,ok?Bye girlie.."And with that Jule hung up. "yea,bye Jule"Ana hung up and decided to take a walk around the park.
"ow!...ouch,my nose.."AJ complaint to himself as he wiped the blood away from his nose,and stood in front of the mirror. "damn bitch!...I have to see Julie again!...what?! Wait!..what am i saying?"AJ stopped himself before he went on.He left the bathroom and walked to the kitchen looking for some ice.A picture of Julie came to his mind and he sighed with that. "damn! i think i'm...falling in love or something"AJ sighed to himself as he sat down on the kitchen table and put his face in hs hands. "now what do i do?!"AJ slammed his hand down the table,as tears ran down his eyes.
Ana walked around the park,just hoping the things that Nick had said to her would go away.She kept walking and walking around the park as tears kept filling her eyes.Nick walked awhile in the park and finally sat down in a bench.Ana hadn't noticed that there was a guy around her that looked like Nick,and because of that she kept walking slowly,wiping her tears away.Nick was looking down at the floor,feeling sad,lonely,miserable,and so on.He finally looked up and saw that Ana was standing near the pond,she was looking down at it,as tears ran down her eyes.Nick stood up and walked towards her,slowly. "Ana...."Nick said softly,as he stood next to her. "Nick!....what do u want?I told u to leave me alone! To get away from me,and here u r!"Ana said annoyed at the sight of him as tears kept running down her cheeks.Nick reached his hand towards one of her cheeks and cleaned the tears that were falling from it with his thumbs.Ana pulled away,and started to walk away from him. "Ana wait!...i told u i was sorry! please forgive me?I swear to u that i'm sorry!..God,i love you,Ana"Nick said as he pulled her to him. "get away from me!"Ana yelled at him as she pulled away and with that she started running away from him as fast as she could.
Nick sat on his bed thinking about Ana. He didnt know how to reach her again.He sighed. He decided to go pay her a visit.
"Damn! you two look gorgeous!"Sammy,the friend of Julie and Ana had been living with them ever since Ana had that incident with Nick. He was gay, but he was real kool, like a brother..or should i say sister. "thanx Sammyboy!I have to make a good impression on all those doctors,they probably think i cant do anything right because im a girl"Julie said as she got ready to go to a doctor convention,Julie finally decided to become a Oncologist and be good to people now."dont like Samy, I dont even have any makeup,ya know how those makeup people get, they want to put the makeup on you."Ana took up the career that Julie never belonged to in the first place, she was a Model."wohoo!you both are look fabulous!"
"Nick arrived to her house,'who's is that car??' nick said to himself as he ran to the door and pounded on it. Sammy answered the door. When Nick saw Sammy , Tears started streaming down his face. He could speak."May i speak to Ana?"He burly could get out of his mouth. Sammy didnt hear him. So Nick took matters into his own hands when he saw Ana sitting on the couch talking on the phone. Nick ran to her feet . "ANa, im soo sorry." Ana stood up scared as she ran to Samy to protect her."Ana, i know much i hurt you, ,and i hope one of these days, you will forgive me and I can prove to the whole world how much I love you.."NIck pulled out a paper and read this:
"When we met lightwas shed. Thoughts free flow you said you've got something. Deep inside of you. A wind chime voice sounds, sway your hips round rings true. Deep inside of you. These secret garden beams changed my life so it seems. Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride. My thoughts are warm, they go. Deep inside of you. And I never felt alone, till I met you. Friends say I've changed, I don't listen cause I live to be. Deep inside of you. Slide of her dress, shouts in darkness, I'm so alive. I'm deep inside of you. You said boy make girl feel good. But still I've never felt alone. Till I met you I'm alright on my own. And then I met you. And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming. I would change myself if I could. I'd walk with my own people if I could find them. And I would say that I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry to you. And I don't want to call you, but then I want to call you. Cause I don't want to crush you but I feel like crushing you and it's true. I took for granted you were with me. I breath your looks and you look right through me. Something's gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before. I was deep inside of you. I can go nowhere. I burn candles and stare at a ghost. Deep inside of you. And some great need in me. Starts to bleed I've lost my self there's nothing left. It's all gone. Deep inside of you, deep inside of you..."
NIck put the paper back in his pocket."thats exactly how i feel..Ana im-"Ana didnt let him finish. "Nick...how could you!"Ana ran upstairs crying. "You did it again Nick.."Julie sighed walking upstairs after Ana. "Im such a big fuck up, i never do anything right."Nick ran out of the house and took off speeding.
Julie and Sammy walked upstairs to Ana's room,and walked in quietly.Ana had taken out the dress she had on and was wearing some gray sweats and a white tank top.Her makeup ran down with her tears as she sat on the floor,crying so hard. "Ana...."Julie said softly as she sat next to her friend.Ana looked over at her and kept crying as Sammy sat down in the bed,and watched her,sadly. "i'll call ur job and tell them u can show up today..that ur taking care of some family problems or something,ok?...i gotta go"Julie hugged her friend for a while,and left the room afterwards.Sammy sat down beside her,and hugged her as she kept crying. "Ana,u gotta go talk to that poor guy...he was crying and was reading u that sweet poem..go talk to him"Sammy smiled softly to her,as she wiped her tears away. "ur right...i should talk to him"Ana said as they both stood up,and Ana walked towards her bathroom,and Sammy went downstairs.
Nick had gotten home,and was crying in his bedroom floor,as he stood up and punched the wall with all his mighty force.Tears ran down his eyes,as he crumbled the paper out of his pocket,and let it fall to the floor,punching the wall once more.
Ana parked her car infront of Nick's and went out,slowly.She walked towards the door and rang the door bell,finally.Nick mumbled something as he wiped the tears away and walked downstairs,sadly.He opened the door after some 5 or 6 rings and was about to scream something out,but stopped at the sight of Ana.Ana looked at him,sadly as he asked for her to come in.Ana walked in and stood looking at him blankly.His right hand was sort of bleeding and his eyes were so deeply red. "Nick...i...look..the reason i came here,is because i want to tell u,to please STOP looking for me.."Ana didn't want to say that to him,but that's what was coming out of her lips.Nick looked at her sadly and mumbled something. "look,just stop...it's not gonna get you anywhere"Ana said softly as she looked down at the floor and tears streamed down her eyes.Nick lifted her chin gently,and pulled her gently to him.He wrapped his arms softly around her waist as they both cried softly.Ana pulled away and looked at him. "i shouldn't have come at all...i'm sorry Nick"Ana said and with that,she left him there.
"come on!do it!just call him up."Sammy said as he handed the phone to Jule. "nooo,i dont want." "Fine then Julie!Be a wimp all your life, just dont say that i didnt tell you so." Julie gave Sammy a mean look. "finethen!If thats how your going to be Sammy,but if i get chewed out, then im going to pull out all of your little hair out that you fix better than me everyday!"He smiled at her and jumped up and down. "I hate you Sammy!" sammy laughed. She dialed the phone number as she waited impatiently. "Im gonna hang-"she cut herself as someone answered the phone. "hello?" the person on the other side said. "hello,umm may i speak to AJ?" "this be him,who's this?" "This is Julie, umm I called be-"Aj cut her off. "Julie?!I cant believe its you!How have you been?" "Umm...fine, you?" "GOod,so whats up?" "Well actually i called because im concerned.."Julie slapped Sammy as she thought of an excuse. "NIck!"Sammy whispered to her. Julie's eyes open wide. "You see..nick, i think hes in love with my friend and i dont know what to do, they both are depressed, and i was wondering if you could help me out by making them happy agian?" Julie squeezed Sammy's hand as she waited for his reply. "JUlie...umm.." "Look,Aj, dont beat around the bush, just say yes or no, its not a hard question."JUlie jumped at him. Aj laughed. "you havent changed a bit Jule...Alright ill help you, only because i dont like to see Ana sad..i know how much she likes Idiot boy." JUlie smiled. "thanx Aj,you wont regret it!" Aj smiled to himself "Actually could you come over and help me...MOve something?" Aj said. Julie gave sammy a wierd Look. "umm, okay then.." Aj smiled . 'perfect' he thought to himself. "thanx juliebaby,..i owe you one. " Julie laughed "first you can start by not calling me baby...cya soon Aj buhbye!"
Ana had gone out with a couple of friends she met at work to eat while Julie and Sammy had taken off to Aj's House. Even though Ana's friends were trying to make her feel good and make her laugh, she was still out of it."Excuse me, i have to go to the bathroom.As she was walking, she couldnt help but cry. Thats all she did, and it was thanx to Nick. She blames him for everything. Just as she was beginning to forget him, why did he have to go and recite to her those beautiful words that he called his feelings to her?It made her just fall in love all over again. As she was thinking to herself, she bummped into someone. "Ooo,im sorry."a guy had told her. She looked up. It was a very attractive guy, dark blonde hair, blue eyes,He smiled at her. "Im sorry for bumping into you, im Brian..and you would be?" Ana smiled. "Ana" Brian was just about to speak to her again,when Nick had interrupted them. "brian, hey dont forget to .."He trailed off as he saw him talking Ana.
Julie finally got to AJ's house as they started talking with him about Ana and Nick. "uh,AJ...didn't u tell me to help u move something?"Julie asked,remembeing what he had said. "no..actually,i just needed u to come cuz i wanted to say i was sorry for everything.I've acted so stupid.."AJ was cut off by Julie who started talking. "AJ,i'm sorry too...but let's not talk about this right now.We need to talk about Ana and Nick,they need our help".AJ nodded and smiled lightly,as they continued talking about Ana and Nick,to come up with a plan or something,for them to talk again,and get back together.
Ana looked at Nick and sighed,"let's not start Nick...please".She wiped her tears away as Brian looked at her and back at Nick,then back at her,confused. "Ana...i wasn't going to start anything.I was just surprise to see u,that's all"Nick said softly. "yea,i'm sure u were surprised"Ana said as she made her way out of there and walked towards the Women's bathroom.Brian stared at Nick blankly as Nick finally talked again,"that's Ana..." "yea,i know now..Nick,c'mon,don't blow it again...Man,i'll see ya later on alright?U talk to her when she gets out of there"Brian patted Nick on the back,then left.
Ana looked at herself on the mirror as tears kept coming down her eyes.She was so miserable.She didn't know what to do anymore.She wanted those tears to stop comming.She washed her face,real quick then made her way out of the bathroom.She saw Nick standing near the water fountain and sighed out loud.Nick turned to see her and walked up to her,kinda sad. "yes?"Ana asked,holding back tears. "can we talk?Please?"Nick asked softly,holding back tears,too.Ana nodded yes,and walked towards the table where her friends were sitting. "i'll see ya girls around..."Ana said softly to all as they hugged her and wished her luck.And with that,she left with Nick towards his car.
"I know what your probably thinking ANa..but its not true, i love you very much,and i dont want to lose" NIck kissed her hand as Ana jumped back from his touch. "i dont know what to say Nick, im still..hurt." NIck looked at her. " I dont know what happened Ana, im sorry for trying to do something you didnt want to , i bet that really scared the hell out of you,huh?" Ana looked away from nick. "Actually nick,it brought back bad memories, that id rather not talk about." Ana wasnt looking at nick so she started crying.Nicks eyes shot wide open as he looked at Ana. It was silent for a moment."Ana..omg, im sorry, i never knew that that has happened to you before...i dont know what to say.." NIck hugged her tight as she cried in his arms."I love you soo much Ana, I wont let anything or anyone else hurt you." Ana looked at him "But you hurt me Nick?"
"Aj?what are you doing?" Jule told Aj as he was getting some alcoholic beverages from the bar. "im mixing us some drinks." Julie smiled and got up to walk towards Aj. "Aj, this isnt the time to be drinking, and plus..i gave up drinking." "Why Julie? Are you serious?" "yep, im decided to be a doctor now..and i have to take care of myself in order for me to take care of over people. " Aj gave her a smile. "Wow..jule, thats good, im just, amazed, you really have changed, ya know like right now-"Julie cut him off. "I would have been all over you aj, i know, but thats changed." Julie hugged Aj. "well i better get going now Aj, ill talk to you much later, it was nice seeing you again,buhbye" Julie walked out and left aj standing there. Aj smiled'Ya, see you very soon Actually Jule" Aj told himself.