*Deep Inside You - Chapters 1 - 8*

¤ Chpt.1 ¤

It was 1989.Everything was dark in the house.It was the biggest mansion on the block.Anais's parents were well known through-out California.They're mansion was near the beach,it was in San diego.Anais was the only child in the Phillips.She went to a private school in one of her family's many limos.Her closets friend was Julie....Julie Stapp.They both had the wealthiest families in the whole state of California.Julie and Anais where always together.Always told their secrets to one another......

Anais was playing w. her bunny,Cutie,in the kitchen.She was left alone home after her parents had to attend to a party.It was another one of the many parties that her parents went to. 'isn't it usual that they always leave me here?'Anais asked her bunny,who was eating a handful of carrots.It was midnight and her parents hadn't come back from the party yet.Anais was getting tired,so she picked up her bunny in one hand,and the carrots that were left,in the other.She trotted upstairs slowly,turning off the lights as she went up.

She wasn't scared of being alone in the house anymore.She was only 7,but her fear of being alone,had passed away.She finally got in her bedroom,locking the door.She went quickly to put the bunny away,changed in her bubble-gum,pink pajamas and went inside the bed.Falling asleep minutes later.It was 3 a.m. and the man that had broke in the house started checking in the house's office,1st.

Anais quickly woke up after hearing a glass smashed down on the floor.She started shaking.'it can't be mommy and daddy'she thought to herself as she got out of bed.She put her shoes on and went slowly and quietly to open her bedroom door.The man downstairs checked through papers in cabinets.He had gone to the living room,when he slammed into something and made the fine,glass architecture,that was in the small table,smashed down to the floor.Anais heard it and jumped in fear.She was getting scared.Didn't know what to do anymore.

She knew her dad kept a gun somewhere in his bedroom,which he shared w. her mother,Theresa.Anais went quietly up to her parents bedroom and opened it slowly,as she made herself in the room.She heard another glass smash down.She went quickly to where the closet door was.It was a whole room,that's how big the closet was.She went in quickly,w/o turning the light on,and started searching through cabinets for the gun.The man downstairs was putting some expensive things he had found in a big,black garbage bag.Anais finally found the Shotgun,she was looking for.

The man was making his way upstairs as he heard a door close.He hid himself in back of one of the many small couches that was in the large and empty hall of the mansion.Anais didn't hear anything,so she made her way through the hall w/ the gun in her hand.She was feeling very scared and queasy.The man came out from he was hidden and pushed Anais to the floor.She slammed her head to the floor,but it wasn't too cridical and so,she didn't pass out.

'GET OFF ME!!...mommy,daddy,HELP ME!!! JULIE!!!'Anais screamed as the man ripped her pajamas and silk panties off. "shut up!SHUT UP!!!"yelled the man as he unzipped his jeans and slapped the Shotgun away from her small,fragile hand.Anais screamed and kicked,but he slapped her hard in the face,making her nose bleed.He raped her until he felt he had no more strenght to continue. "mommy!daddy! HELP ME!" screamed Anais very softly as blood ran down her small legs.She cried as the man stood up,zipped his jeans again and ran downstairs,kicking the Shotgun under a couch.

He got his bag and went out through the kitchen,like he had entered the house.Anais cried,cried and cried,not knowing how to make the bleeding stop........

*Year 2000*

Julie and Anais had a small,but very luxurious apartment in Florida.They were still the same best friends who everyone knew as *the rich,know-it all*.People were jealous of them,but they just kept living their lives,after they had graduated H.S.Julie was studying for modeling class,while Anais was studying on how to become a Proffesional Designer.They were both 18 and had it all,they wished for......

*At The Apartment*

Anais woke up sobbing from her usual nightmare.It was always about what had happened 11 years ago.She always saw everything from the raping,to the hitting.She cried hysterically.Julie wasn't home,so she didn't mind to cry so loud.Julie was clubbing,like always.Anais always made excuses on not going.She didn't like being around men.She had had several boyfriends through-out the years,but she was always scared on going to far w. them.She had kept this secret from Julie.She didn't want her to feel the same pain she felt every night........

¤ Chpt.2 ¤

Julie usually went to "Xstacy" a night club that her bf thought was rad,but Julie didnt like the club at all.As Julie sat down at the bar she started thinking of ways to escape her step-brother and his friends who were coming to visit her in two days.Her bf,Sonny,who was looking hott as usual,was talking on his cell while holding her from the back.Julie smiled as her bf carressed her neck and kissed it.As Sonny kissed Julie,she felt someone staring at her.She turned to see who it was. 'Damn,who is that?'Julie asked herself as she smiled at the tall,dark-haired,incredibly gorgeous guy who was watching her from a distance.All of a sudden,she got distracted by Sonny who pushed her on his lap.

"Hey beautiful,how about we go back to your place and have some fun,ya?"Sonny whispered in Julie's ear. Julie smiled "Sonny,we cant,my friend is asleep and i dont want to bother her." "fine then Jule..i gotta go home now then, see you tomorrow."Sonny Kissed julie on the cheek and left angry. Julie didnt care,she was too busy looking at the stranger.She wanted him.This was the first time Julie wanted something and she couldnt have it.As Julie sat there watching him dance so close to that girl he was with,she thought up a plan to get him. She smiled wickedly as she got her cell phone out and called home.

"hey Anais,sup?whats wrong you sound like you have been crying?...Are you sure your okay?....Kool,hey Ana,do you mind if we have a party at our house this week?My bro Scott is coming with his friends for the weekend and I need to entertain them?..Are you sure its okay with you?"Julie kept on talking away to her friend on the phone,she didnt even notice that the guy who she was watching, had sat by her.

As Julie turned around,she got startled and jumped when she saw him. "sorry, did i scare you?"he asked Jule. "Ya..sorry, i didnt know that someone was sitting there."Julie smiled. He laughed as he took a sip of his drink. "So whats your name?"he asked her."julie..yours?" "my name is Alex..but they call me Aj" She smiled as she got closer to him. "soo..Aj..umm,how would you like to come to a little..well lets just say,a private party me and my friend are having..wanna come?" "hmmm,"Aj smiled and pulled Jule closer to him by her waiste,"it depends..."Am I going to have fun?"Aj asked as he looked Jule in the eyes. "Of course,everyone always has fun with Julie.."She got closer to him and moved in to kiss him.As she was about to kiss him,she pulled away."but i dont think your little gf over there is going to let you...but just in case..here is the address.oh ya and bring a friend..bye alex" Jules gave him the address and walked away.

As Julie entered her house she screamed loud. Anais came running in. "OMG,you scared me Jule, what the hell happened?' Julie jumped on Anais and started laughing. "I met the hottest looking guy in the world and him and his friend are coming to our private party that you and I are having!"Julie giggled. "private?what do you mean by private?how private?i thought your brother and his friends were coming to visit?"Anais asked as she pushed Julie off of her. Julie laughed "calm down Ana, its about time you have some fun and loosen up!My step-bro is coming in two days..i just had to have this guy, you dont understand how gorgeous he is!Its just going to be me,you,aj-thats his name, and one of his friends!Believe me Ana,you WILL have fun tomorrow! goodnight ana!"Julie smiled and kissed Anais on the cheek as she ran to her room.

Anais didnt know what to do,she didnt want any guys to come over,she didnt want anything to do with guys..not right now..not this time..she was scared,but she didnt know what to tell Julie,she didnt want to tell her the truth.

¤ Chpt.3 ¤

Anais didn't know what to do the whole night.She had to think of an excuse,so she could scape being in the party.She didn't want to c any hot guy,like Julie had said.She wasn't feeling comfortable in the thought of being in there.Julie would be drooling for the dude,while she had a couple of drinks and watched careful who was around her.Not even her parents knew that she was raped,so how could she tell her best friend? She couldn't think of anything at the minute.The only thing she knew was,that she had to rest,that was all.She knew she was gonna have the same awful nightmare,but she had to live up to it.She had done it for the pass 11 years now.So she couldn't turn back,but just sleep.

*The Night of The Party*

The guy that Julie had talked about the night before,was HOT alright.She noticed that the guy *AJ* had brought,was even hotter.She couldn't help but stare.She was dressed w. a knee-length,red dress.She had black,high heel sandals,and light-gray eyeshadow w. a light-brown lipstick.Julie wasn't dress so bad herself.She had a black,knee-lenght skirt,w. a strapless black shirt,and long black,high heel boots.She looked pretty like always,and Anais knew she had dressed like that for the AJ guy.She was practically drooling for him.

'well,u aren't so bad looking urself,AJ'smiles Julie as she sat on his lap.He leaned closer and kissed her,making out practically.The blonde guy that AJ had brought,looked at them and laughed,then noticed Anais was laughing also.She knew her friend,if she wanted the guys...she would always get the guy.It was funny how Julie enjoyed herself w.o Sonny.Anais was feeling a lil' too bored in the party,and that's how she planned on scaping it.After Julie and AJ were done makin out,Anais decided it was time to tell her friend she was gonna leave.

'hey Jule...sorry to interrupt u w. the hottie,but i need to talk to u real quick'smiles Anais,after walking up to them.Julie looked up at her best friend smiling and stood up,leaving Alex w. a small kiss on his lips. 'it'll be quick..i promised'winked Anais to AJ as she left w. Julie to the balcony.'woah!whose she?'asks Nick,the blonde,tall and hot guy that had come to the party w. AJ. 'i heard she's Julie's best friend..they both leave here'smiles Alex to his friend,who almost seemed to drool for Anais.

'so what is it?'asked Julie as they stopped and watched far into the backyard.'well,Jule,i....i really don't want to be hear.u know,i really don't feel like chilling w. everyone today.u could enjoy the party w. everyone,but i'm out...i'm gonna take a walk and u can have fun here'Anais managed to say,smiling.'NO!u r not gonna leave!...didn't u c that HOT guy that came w. AJ?!he's drooling for u,ANA!u should have fun w. the guy...c'mon,give it a try please?have some drinks w. him,maybe?'asked Julie,looking at her friend as she tried to convinced her.

'Jule,u don't understand...i'm not feeling well.and anyway,i'll be seeing that guy some other now,since u r kinda hooked up w. AJ.So,i don't mind...and let me go,better'said Anais as she was cut off by the site of Nick,coming to where they were. 'just have fun'whispered Jule to Ana as she passed by Nick,smiling at him,and left back to AJ.'hi there'Nick smiled,sexily at Anais.'hi..so ur the famous friend of AJ?'asks Anais as she looked at him,checking him out a lil'. 'yea..and u most be the beautiful,and sexy friend of Julie....my name is Nick,by the way'he smiled as stood near her.

Anais was feeling some chills in her spine.She had to stay calm,the guy wasn't going to hurt her anyway.'yea,i am...i'm Anais'she smiled,w. a sexy look on her eyes.AJ and Jule were too busy to stay in the party,sitting in the couch.They were dancing,real close to a slow song,as he nibbled on her neck.'::ahem::.....u taken or what?'asks Nick,wrapping an arm around her waist.Anais looked at him,and finally whispered,'no...r u?'.'no..but i do need some company'he whispered back as he leaned down,and kissed her lightly.

¤ Chpt.4 ¤

Anais loved the way his lips felt on her,but she felt uncomfortable, she couldnt just let him do as he pleased...she was scared.She burly knew the guy..eventhough he was hott, she pushed him away."umm,Im sorry Nick,but i have to get going."Anais said as she walked away from Nick. Nick pulled her back towards him."But.baby,I need you,you are soo beautiful and i cannot stand it, I have touch you.."Nick smiled as he pulled Anais closer to him and kissed her neck.His hands started moving down to her butt,he started moving his hands up her skirt.Anais jumped up and pushed him away. "I already told you nick! I dont want to do this!Dont you understand that no means no?!"Anais fixed herself. "im sorry Anais..i just..I dont know what came over me, i just wanted to touch you,i couldnt help it.please forgive me"Nick kissed her hand.Anais looked at him while he kissed her hand.She gave him a weak smile. "okay..i forgive you..Look,Nick,Im really tired right now and..I just want to go to sleep..thats all i want to do." Nick sighed. "okay..i guess its about time i should be leaving then..It was a pleasure meeting you."Nick smiled as he leaned in for a kiss. Anais backed away from him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "bye nick" and with that she ran off inside. Nick laughed 'I dont understand this gurl..'he said to himself.

"So Jule..umm..."Aj rested his head on the couch as Julie sucked on his neck.He forgot what he was going to say.He had his eyes closed and a smile on his face. Julie smiled.She loved teasing guys.As she kissed his neck,she started sucking on and kissing his Adams apple. Aj moaned."aj??!Lets go!"Nick came in yelling to Aj. "wha?Whats wrong with you Nick?"Aj got up."What Happened Nick?did you not like my friend?"Julie as she stood up cleaning up the house.'No Jule..it was the other way around..she hated me,i think she wasnt even attracted me!How can any girl not be attracted to me??"Nick asked."my my my,arent we a little conceited"Aj told Nick. Julie took a sip of her drink as she looked at Nick up and down trying to find something wrong with him..'he is hott..but,not my type'Julie told herself. Julie smiled. "Nick,how about you go home and I'll send Aj home later,kay?"Julie hugged Aj.Aj smiled "Jule..umm,i would love to stay but my girl is going to be wondering where the hell i have been."Aj said kissing her head. Julie got mad. "okay..well bye."Julie said as she opened the door for them to leave.They both left.

"Can you believe this bastard?!"Julie asked her friend Anais as she sat on her bed. "What the hell is wrong with me?I know im not perfect!But this is the only guy that i WANT, I want him, not as a bf..well..i dont know what i want him as..but i want him TO WANT ME!!And he doesnt...he doesnt want me!"Julie started hitting the pillow. "JUle..calm down,maybe he just needs time,you know how that is..You burly met him..besides you got Sonny.'Anais said as she combed her hair. Julie smiled at Anais. "Oh no..what are thinking about Jule..I know that little smile of yours..what little plan do you have now to get what you want?" "NOthing!Im not thinking of nothing..cant i just..smile?"Julie laughed. "you?smile?ya right, you wont even smile at a baby, only if you got paid to smile...you never smile Julie!"Anais laughed.

Julie thought "So..what are you you doing tomorrow..wanna go swimming?"Julie asked her friend. "What?Swimming?dont you have a job or something Julie?" "Ya,but im on vacation for two weeks...comeon!Look..and i know how much you hate it when i hook you up with someone..so no guys this time,okay? only us!" Julie smiled. "okay okay Julie!we'll go swimming tomorrow. Julie laughed to herself..'if only she knew whos pool party we're going to..

¤ Chpt.5 ¤

*The Next Day,At The Pool Party*

Julie and Anais sit in some longue chairs,to tan as Jule checks AJ coming out w. some girl. 'that must be his girl,huh?'asked Ana as she put her sunglasses on and stared at AJ's girl.'yea,what does he c on her anyway?'Jule asked,in a kinda annoyed tone.'i have no idea...lol,anyway,i'm gonna continue tanning...i don't want to stay the whole day lookin at that freak....OH!and thanx for lying about that it was only gonna be the 2 of us in this pool party u told me about!'said Anais as she sat back,getting comfortable and closed her eyes.'u r only welcome' 'yea,whatever...shut up!'laughs Ana as she closes her eyes again and relaxes. 'man!she sure looks hot in that bikini'said Nick to Alex,who was sitting alone w. him,since his gf left to talk to her friends.

'yea....sure does...they both look good though'said AJ as he checked Julie out,who was sitting next to Ana,tannin and lookin as sexy as she could to turn AJ on.'i think his nasty gf is leaving'whispered Jule to her best friend as Ana opened her eyes and looked in the direction AJ was. 'yup,looks like she is'laughs Ana as Alex's gf kisses him lightly,then leaves w. him inside.Him returning some minutes later. 'woah!and even all her idiotic friends r leaving'laughed Jule as she watched as all the girls left and Ana only laughed. 'i'll be back Ana! i need to claim my property back!'smiles Jule wickedly to her friend as she stood up,looking at herself,then fixin her sunglasses and hair,then left towards where AJ was.'don't start a chaos!'Ana called out to her as she sat back and enjoyed the relaxing moment of being alone.

'man,i'll leave u alone...i wouldn't want to c what u and Jule r gonna start doing'laughed Nick as he stood up,shaked hands w. AJ and left towards where Ana was. 'thanx for the favor'laughed AJ. 'being mean all of the sudden,huh?'whispered Jule as she sat on his lap and kissed him. 'sorry...she was here'he smiled and kissed her back as their tongues whirled inside their mouth.Making Jule get all warm inside for him.He placed his right hand in her right butt cheek as she let a small moan out,and continued kissing him. 'hey there...seems like u would need some company'Nick smiled as he sat next to Ana,in the longue chair that Jule had been using.Ana jumped up a lil.Only surprised to hear he was next to her.

Her heart started beating faster,but she only opened her eyes and turned around to where Nick was sitting. 'woah!he's defenetly hotter w.o a shirt on'Ana smiled to herself as she checked his abs,and chest out. 'yea,i guess i do'Ana finally managed to smile as Nick leaned closer,wanting to kiss her. 'wanna join me for a swim?'she asked as she leaned closer to him and placed a small kiss on his lips.Making him want her all over again,like he did before. 'sure'he whispered again her lips as he stood up,taking her hand,and they both walked towards the pool.There was no1 in there anymore.The only 4 people that were left in AJ's house was,Nick,Alex,Jule and Ana.

So Nick and Ana had the pool for themselves as Jule and AJ made out crazily in the chair they were both sharing,after Jule sat in his lap.Nick and Ana went in the pool as Ana showed off her skills on swimming.and Nick enjoyed the view he was seeing from her back.Ana finally stopped showing off,and came back to where Nick was.As he wrapped and arm around her and kissed her,deeply.Ana wanted to stop him.She wasn't feeling comfortable like yesterday,but she couldn't let him go.She liked the way his lips felt against her.The way his hands touched her body,and the way his strong arms wrapped around her.She had to make him stop,before she went too crazy for him and everything became a mess in her life....all over again.

¤ Chpt.6 ¤

As Anais was playing hard to get with Nick,Julie was giving Aj his payback. "you want me to do this?"Julie asked as she put her hands down Aj's pants. Aj moaned.Julie smiled. "Well..its been fun Aj but..I have to get going now." Aj got up "WHAT???" . "Sorry, but I must be going now, my bf's is probably wondering where I am right now and i dont want him to get worried."Aj raised his eyebrows"Ooo, I see Jule,your getting me back for what i did last night,am i right?" Julie gave him a straight look."hmm,no Aj, I just..gotta go! My baby must be worried sick about me!"Julie laughed. "Ana!Are you going to stay? Ana raised her head out of the pool. "No,shes going to stay!"Nick yelled back at Julie. "whatever NIck..I gotta go home now." "Fine then ANa go home! I dont need you anyways, I can always get what i want from someone else!"nick said mad. Ana got out of the pool and gave Nick a smile "Oh..I know you can Nick,Hope you and Aj have a wonderful time giving each other what you both want!"Ana smiled as she gave nick a wet kiss. Nick moaned as she sucked on his tounge.Ana let him go. "I must be going now..byebye nicky!" Nick hit the pavement with his hands as Ana ran away from him."Jule..why must you do this to me?Why are you soo confusing??" "Aww, im sorry Aj , I never said it was going to be easy to get me where you want me...it takes more than your looks to get me..Buhbye ALex"Julie smiled and got into Ana's car.

"damnit!I hate Ana!!I hate her soo much!!Why does she have to play like that?"Nick asked his friend Alex. "Shutup Nick and stop complaining...it aint my fault that shes the first smart girl who realized that you are a nasty fat ass fuck!"Alex laughed. "Shutup AJ!Julie is still like the rest of those sluts you go out with..she still doesnt see that your a ugly ass toothpick walking..I would probably die before i see some gurl see that realizes the truth bout your ass!"Nick laughed. "The hell with you Nick!!!Hey..do me a favor, i know that you dont like ANa..well so you SAY that you dont like her anymore, but i know better...anyways..do me a favor,ya?Come over real quick tomorrow, i want to ask Jule for something."Alex smiled. "okay..but just for a minute,i will watch her,okay? you know she ISNT attracted to me."

*~*Driving back to the Gurls Apartment.*~*

"Anais..Im sorry bout not telling you it was Aj's House,do you forgive me?" Anais laughed. "well..it will take me awhile to forget..but..of course ill forgive you, only because your like my sister!" Jule smiled "aww..well your like the sister I never had too...speaking of sisters..my damn brother and his friends are coming tomorrow..and I dont know if i can face them..i havent seen them for a long time Ana! And..so much has happened, alot of memories that I let go when i left that house..ones that have changed my life forever.."Ana looked at her friend. "what are you talking about Jule?" "Ana..I have to tell you something,but dont freak out on me,okay?I have to tell you this because just in case my brother opens his mouth tomorrow..or does something that looks..wierd.I would have told you a long time ago..only it never really mattered to me..I dont care.." Ana stopped the car as they arrived to their apartment."What is it Jule,you can tell me.believe me, i wont judge you if you did anything wrong." "Okay..well, you know how my mom is right? you know how she hates poor people?and you know how she left my father because he was poor for my step-bro's father,right?Well..my mom is such a bitch..that she wanted me to marry Scott to keep the money in the family." "Eww,thats sick,your mom Is soo messed in the head..sorry Jule to say that but.." Julie stopped her by interrupting. "I know she is Ana, I know she is..but thats not the worse part.." "What happen Jule?What did your mother make you do??" "Well Ana..you know the night before Graduation?Well,my mother made me sleep with my step-bro..she wanted me to get pregnant from him so i would have his kid and eventually i would have to marry him..but it didnt go as she planned.." Ana took one look at her friend and started crying."Ana..Im sorry..I know that i should have told you earlier..but that was something, that was kinda hard for me to tell you ,ya know?I didnt want you to think that i was a slut..I didnt want to have sex with him Ana..my mother made me. "Julie cried. "and Ana, you know how much my mom pressured me, God Ana, she made me exactly like her, i hate her soo much.Im soo sorry Ana." Ana hugged her friend."Oh Jule,HOw could you not tell me?? Im soo sorry, Its not your fault..Its okey Julie, I understand that you couldnt tell me this,IM sorry that your mom had to treat you that way." Julie hugged her friend back. "Ana, your my best friend, I love you for always being there for me, now i feel better that I have told you everything about me." Julie smiled. Ana gave Julie a weak smile 'if only Jule knew about my little secret..i cant..i just cant' They gurl jumped as a banging on the window frightened them. "Its SONNY!!BABY!!"Julie jumped out of the car and jumped right on Sonny. Sonny laughed. "well im happy to see my girl is back to her original self...look who i brought with me." Sonny's friend Jonathan was standing right beside him. Jonathan was Ana's ex-ex-ex bf.He was a very old bf of Ana, who loved Ana at one time, but Ana never loved Jonathan,she would always push him away. "Oooh,goodie for me!"Ana said sarcastically. "ana..behave, he came all the way from Michigan to visit you..he still loves you." Sonny whispered to Anais. "hey there Ana..good to see you baby"Jonathan Hugged Ana. 'oh great..just what i needed in my life..my old ex, and another guy who i cant help falling in love with..'

¤ Chpt.7 ¤

Anais,Jonathan,Julie,and Sonny went back to the gurl's place as Jule and Sonny talked in the kitchen,and Ana and Jonathan sat in the balcony,talking. 'so,how u been Ana...i missed ya,very much'smiled Jonathan as he looked at her,his eyes remembering the times they had together. 'i've been fine...u know me'smiled Ana as she ignored his 'i missed u'. 'yea....'whispered Jonathan,knowing Ana wanted nothing from him anymore. 'y did u come back?........u had something to tell me or u r just....just visitin?'asked Ana as she turned to look at him. 'well,i came to c u...i missed u so badly....'Jonathan said as he was cut off by Sonny coming w. Julie to the balcony.Ana and Jonathan both turned to Sonny as he told his friend,they had to leave cuz tomorrow they were going out early.

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Ana and Jule had talked for long while before they went to bed.Ana couldn't believe Jonathan had come all the way from Michigan just to c her.She just couldn't believe it,still.But Jule made her forget about it,after they laughed and cheered,and cried after all the talking they made.They were tired of spending hours on the couch already,so they went to bed.Jule had been thinking of AJ the whole night.She really liked him,but didn't know if she wanted to be w. him the whole time.Ana was thinking of Nick.She liked him a lot,but just couldn't be so easy for the damned dude.

Nick thought she hated him,but then why the f*ck was he always sucking on her,and touching her? Ana was getting a lil grossed out after she remembered the 1st night,Nick had been touching her.Her mind,suddenly,took the grossed out feeling and made her grin.She liked the way she had kissed him.The last kiss she gave him after she left w. Jule.Nick was defenetly crazy for her,but Ana just didn't want to go too far yet.She hoped he understood,but knew he couldn't.She knew he only wanted her for a simple f*ck.

'men...they r all the same'Ana thought to herself as her thoughts were interrupted by Jule's secret she had just told her,when they were in her car.'i have to tell Jule my secret...no matter what...i have to tell her'Ana promised herself as she turned off the lamp and went in her bed. 'tomorrow i will....i promise Jule'smiled Ana softly as she felt asleep,and the nightmare began all over again.

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Jule and Ana had breakfast together and Ana finally decided to tell Jule about her secret. 'Jule,i need to tell u something i haven't told anyone before' 'yea,what is it?'asked Jule as she drinked her coffee. 'well......i never told u y i'm always so over protective when i'm around guys.u know,like i don't really go deep' 'yea....' 'well....u c....i-i..i was raped when i was 7,by this man that broke into my house in Cali' 'u what?! omg....and u never told me?!' 'look,i never told u cuz it was painful to tell'said Ana as she wiped tears from her eyes. 'i understand'said Jule as she was cute off by her friend who continued talking.

'i never told my parents...i never told anyone cuz it hurt badly....i thought i was never gonna tell u,but i had to cuz of what u told me yesterday.....i don't want to go so deep w. Nick cuz of that....i mean,he turns me on,but i don't want to go deep w. him...i need to get to know him 1st,but he starts touching me and this sh*t'Ana continued talking as Jule only listened and listened.They both cried and cried after Ana had finished talking.Jule had consoled Ana for the whole while they weren't interrupted.

They were only interrupted right after AJ had called Jule,and she stayed in the phone w. him,listening to what he was saying.Ana had gotten up from where she was sitting and went to shower.Jule had gone to the same,after she hung up.She was getting ready to tell Ana where they were going...........

¤ Chpt.8 ¤

Aj smiled as he hung up with Julie. "Why are you smiling Aj?" Aj laughed as he threw himself a kiss in the mirror. Nick laughed. "alright psycho, now can you tell me why you are smiling?" "Well Nick my dear friend..You see we are going tomorrow to see the girls." "We??No No , YOU are going to see them, im tired of Ana..she just ..well she talks to much!" Aj gave Nick a surprised Look. "Sure Nick, thats it, the girl talks way too much!!"Aj laughed. "whats soo funny Aj?!'Nick said Mad. "Nick...stop making up excuses, you know you dont like to be turned down..and it bothers you that shes the only girl that has turned you down." "NO! Its not even like that AJ!" "look nick, i dont got time for this,...so whatever you say to get you thru the day!Lets go nick!" AJ pushed Nick into the car as they drove to Jules and Ana's house.

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Julie had explained to Ana that she just invited Aj but that Nick wanted to tag along."Ana,when they come,please dont be mean to them,try hard to be nice to them,okay?" "ALright,alright, ill try my best to be good...but if nick touches, i swear im gonna beat him down with a stick!"Julie laughed. "hey, what about Sonny?" "What about Sonny Ana?" "Jule!your not worried about him finding out that your cheating on him??" "What?Nooo, Ana, the bastard cheats on me, hes been doing it for five months now..ive finally learned that love doesnt mean anything in this world..so i just put that aside...the hell with love..for me it doesnt exist..i dont even know how it feels.. "jule.."Ana got interrupted by the doorbell.

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"Aj, Nick,whats up you guys?How are things going?" Julie smiled as she saw her friend roll her eyes when Nick spoke. "im going upstairs to take a bath."Ana ran upstairs. "Soo,have you told her?"Aj asked Julie as he pulled her close to him. "told her what Aj?" "about the trip I had planned to take with you JULIE!" "ooo,right, i forgot about that..Aj..i dont think i should leave her alone with Nick..she will get mad at me and never forgive me,dont you understand?"Aj smiled. "But i want to know what you can do with that ring tounge of yours.." Julie laughed. "you are a pervert aj!" "It takes one to know one!" Aj stuck out his tounge and julie caught it and sucked on it. "ewww, can you people please not do that??there is a human being in the room, he is not used to animals mating."nick had a disgusted look on his face. "well then i suggest you stop looking at yourself in th mirror when you masterbate."Aj said as he slapped NIck on the head."ill be back im gonna go see whats up with Ana"Julie ran upstairs."

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"I cant believe you are leaving me alone with her Aj,she hates me,what if she kills me?" Aj laughed. "we could only hope that she does!" "thats it Aj!Im gonna kic-"He was interrupted by knocks at the door. "you get it nick..you need the practice for when you stay here with Ana..shit,to me you both already look like a couple, you could have fooled me!"Aj smiled. "the hell with you aj! you get the door!im gonna go piss."Nick said as he grabbed his private and walked inside. 'shit, i gotta go answer the door' Aj walked slowly as he heard footsteps coming down the stairs.It was jule. She smiled at Aj who just stood their staring at her."hello??Aj?are you just going to stand their or are you going to answer the door?" "umm, im just going to stand here?"Julie laughed as she ran to the door and opened it. 'oh god' It was julie's step-brother and his three friends at the door."Julie!!Hey their baby! how you been!"Her brother gave her a big hugg."Scott..what a surprise..what a big SURPRISE!"Julie said as she gave a fake laugh. "Why Juliepooh,you werent expecting us,huh?"Scottie, the friend of her brother who happened to have her step-brothers name,told her. "Nooo,Scottie, i was its just.."She trailed off as they all gave her a big hugg at once. "wow, you really have..grown since ive seen you,aint that right, Mark?"Mark,another one of her brothers friends, smiled "thats right Scott,its been three years since we havent seen our little sister."He gave Jule a wicked smile.'Oh god, please someone come in a shoot me now!'jule told herself. She felt very uncomfortable around all of them."Soo, you live alone Jule?"brian,the only one who never spoke,finally spoke up. "no actually i live with my best friend." "Who's that?your bf?"her brother asked. "NO! hes..my friend" Jule smiled. "Guys..this is Aj, my best friend and this is my brother and his friends." Aj gave them mean look. "Anyways, Jule, shouldnt we be going??" Aj asked her. Just as she was about to answer him,Ana yelled from upstairs "Whats going on downstairs Jule?"as she was coming downstairs,so was Nick. They bumped into each other and fell on each other. "owww,watch were your going nick!"Ana yelled to him as she lay on top of him.Nick smiled 'oh ya, finally some contact with her,mm, i love the way she feels!' nick told himself.

*Chapts. 9 - 16*
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