i am not a happy person.

read marilyn mansons' words.

read his book.

and, contrary to what you may believe, i dont blame him for my depression.

not at all.

i thank him for helping me see.

maybe the only way to be happy is to be ignorant.

but maybe not.

maybe there is hope.

or maybe i'm being optimistic.

but that's unlikely.

because.....

i am not happy.

i am not happy.

but if you find someone like you,

you can be.