journal 2/3/00

music is turning to shit. put on the radio for ten fucking minutes, change the channels around, and it will make you fucking sick.

journal 2/4/00

alright that was a little vague. but i am so sick of everything right now. i am sick of my parents and my preppy mechanical sister and the sellout musicians who don't even know what the fuck they are doing. i am sick of people getting down on manson and i am sick of religion and i am SICK of humanity as a whole. and i am sick of this fucking journal. i'm leaving for a while.

2/28/00

marilyn canceled his movie. he's putting out a book about a character named ADAM (i'll explain it later) and another 'coffee-table' book with pictures from what the movie would have been. that's funny. marilyn manson, putting out a coffee table book. i can see it sitting on our table in the living room. my mom has one of her bitchy little friends over. mom gets up to get some tea or coffee or something (can't she leave the past??). 'mis norma gene' sitting there casually leans over and sees a book. picks it up, opens it up, and loses her fucking mind. it would give her nightmares forever. how funny. i think i'll strategically position it in with our magazines. anyway, the new album will now be called "Holy Wood (In the Valley of the Shadow of Death)". interesting, right? something to make you think. because it's pretty fucking sad that holy wood has become that.

i was trying to analyze the Doors' song 'the end.' i got some of it figured out. when he says "father, i want to kill you, mother, i want to fuck you" he's talking about Freud's theory. but the blue bus? no idea. the seven-mile snake probably has something to do with his dick.

2/29/00

leap year. woo hoo.