Religion. What the FUCK

Religion Religion. What is it to me? On this page I will try to explain what religion is to me. I will cover what I think religion is. Remember that this is mine and mine alone, no one else’s opinion. In my whole nineteen years on this earth I have been across many types of religion. From Christian, catholic, and even Mormon. I have studied two of the three. Christian and Catholic. I have only been around the Mormon religion. So I do not know a whole lot about it. What I do know is from what I have heard and experienced from people and loved ones. The first religion that I will go over will be Christian. My whole family is Christian. My mother remarried a man that his whole family is this religion. They went to church every wensday and Sunday. They never missed a day of it. Well not that I have seen. I guess that you could say that they are deeply religious. I have gone to church and found that I do not agree with everything that they say. They say that you should follow every word of god, and if you do not that means that you are sinning. That I feel is a bunch of shit. I feel that you can still believe in god and think for your self. I don’t believe that you have to go to church to praise god. Why can you not do this at home or somewhere where you feel comfortable? I do not think that you need to go to church to do so. I also do not believe that you should not have Sex before you are married. To me that takes out all the fun of loving someone. I feel if you love someone than you should both share one another. I feel that there are to many rules if you try to follow religion. Now it is time my views on Catholics. To me there are one and the same. Some of the differences are that they don’t believe that Christ was the Son of God. They believe that Christ was god and that he made himself in human form. I guess that is ok if you believe in that sort of thing. I tried to believe in that but I soon found that it was not for me. I am not saying you should not believe in it. I am just saying that I don’t think that it is for me. I have gathered that the two religions are basically the same, except for a few things. The difference between the two, besides the whole issue with Christ being god himself and not the son of god, are that in the catholic religion you have to go to confession for god to take away your sins. How is that? Are they saying that no matter what you do? All you have to do is ask him and tell god what you have done for him to forgive you. ¿¿¿ What is that about, and who came up with that. That I don’t agree with. I don’t know about you but people that kill someone will be forgiven for what they have done as long as they admit it and say I am sorry. I think not. They also have the whole Sex thing. Again I do not agree. Mormon religion. I have not been Mormon nor will I ever. But I have gone out with this girl who’s whole family is Mormon. We went out for a while and we fell in love with each other. We thought that we would be together forever. We talked about marriage and life. I love that girl with all my hart. Her home life was not all that great. Her stepfather was an ass and Her mom was a pushover. She did whatever the father said. Don’t get me wrong, her mom is a sweet hart and a really nice person. The thing is that they went to church and I have gone with them once or twice. When I have gone I really did not feel welcome. I felt like I was a virus, and I think that they did to. I felt like I was not welcome. I felt like it was a cult and that I was the outsider. One night this girl called me and said that she could not handle it anymore. See she was not very welcome there. So she said that she was leaving. I was not about to let her leave me behind, so I told her that I was going to go with her. She came and got me and we left. We left everything that we knew and moved on to something better. We went through Vegas and ended up here, where I now live, AZ. I have family here and this is all we could think of. We talked to my father and he said that She should call her mom. She did and her mom said that it was ok, to stay as long as she needed. We thought that everything was cool. Then in the middle of the night a cop comes to my door and takes her away. From that day I have not seen her again. I talk to her every now and then but we are slowly fading from one another. She does not see it but I do. Here is the thing. When her parents came to get her it was not just the parents. It was her family and the bishop of the church. Now tell me why the hell did he come down to get her to. What was the point of that? Here is my thoughts. I think that he came down to make sure I would not Fuck up her life more than I already have. I think he is the one that told her mom to call the cops. I could be wrong, but I don’t think I am. I also know that I will never know the truth of the situation. Her parents from then on told me that I am not aloud to talk to her again. Yah right. Good luck. I talked to her the other day and she has gone to church. She said that she is the one that fucked up and not her parents. Well that is what it sounded like. She put it like this. “I have changed and you don’t know me anymore.” I think that someone brainwashed her. She is Wright. I feel like I don’t know her. She said that she should have stayed. If she did stay than she would have killed herself. This I know. The Mormon religion is not bad, but me, I don’t like it one bit. I have not given the name of this girl because she doesn’t want me to. Don’t ask me to give the name of this girl because I will not. She asked me to and I will not. Again these are my thoughts on the topic. I am sorry if I have pissed you off in anyway. Thank you. 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