PLAYER...

You tell me such wonderful things
Whispers in the dark
How wonderful you think I am
How you love the way I kiss
How you love tasteing me
When will I hear those things
When we are in others company?

Why is it so hush hush
when we are around friends
you dont even know Im alive
I get phone calls and messages
In the dark of the night
Can I come over? 
And there I go, jumping again
just ask how high.

I dont know why I do it
I dont undersatand why I allow 
You to use me like you do
Then toss me aside like yesterdays news
It isnt like you are anything special
Then again it is
I cant quite put my finger on it
But I see it in your eyes


What the fuck am I thinking
Why am I playing your game
I should just tell you no
It isnt like I have anything to gain
You dont know what you want
But you do know you dont want me
So next time your lonely
Fuckin call some one else, please

When someday you realize 
That you had someone in your life
Who would have loved you 
I hope you know
What a huge mistake you made
And live the rest of your days
With regreat 
For playing with my heart like this. 

Heather Farr....11/99