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Jeremy Williams was my friend. He was 17 when he took his
life this year. He died for a reason which wasn't worth dying
for. He died for a girl. He killed himself because of a very
pretty girl whom he thought he was in love with. Unfortionately
this girl didn't love him. She loved everyone in the physical
sense, but didn't take others feelings into much consideration,
(she is a tramp, for lack or a nicer word). This confused and
tormented my dear friend to the cracking point.
Jeremy started out as the smart, highly inteligent young man
that everyone has at their school. He was a nice boy, as my
mom so often put it. He began to change about a year or two
ago. It wasn't a bad change i thought. He was just trying to
fit in. Then this year things started moving fast. He started
to hang out with more popular people. He even started to take
drugs. He had transformed himself into what was in his mind,
cool. He was still considerate and intelligent. I had also
noticed his interest in the schools' tramp. I never thought
the interest went further than friendship but he always said
they we're just friends. I should have known better though,
when he started not being able to find words that described
her. He would say that, "She's just great". My guess is that
she liked being with him physically but didn't want anyone to
know about it because she thought he was a nerd. So, i think
she made him keep it a secret. And well you pretty much know
the rest.
If any of you reading this are like that with someone you're
involved with, my advise to you is that you find someway to
fix it before you have to live with the blood on your hands.
For those of you who have read this and have something similar
happening to you. The person isn't worth dying for. Lost love
isn't a trade off for your life. Right now, you may think no
one else can love you and you can't love anyone else. Give it
time, It may take a few days, it may take many years, but everyone
eventually finds their happiness. The only people who don't, are
those who give up, [commit suicide] & don't try to improve on
happiness, (keep in mind happiness is not image or popularity).
-Russhell Marie
Email:Asrai70@hotmail.com
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