January 22, 1960 ~ November 22, 1997
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It is still hard to accept Michael's death and still I think that I am having a long nightmare on which I will soon wake up and realize that the owner of a wonderful voice is still alive.
I have liked INXS (inxs) as long as I can remember and this feeling towards Michael Hutchence and, especially, the band’s music has grown greater on past few months for a reason I cannot describe. Suddenly INXS became part of my life through Michael’s voice and song writing that have always brought life back to me. On the same day Michael died, I was trying to write his name -- because until then I wasn’t sure of how it was written -- and hearing their music on my walkman like I’ve been doing for the past two months. About the same time Michael committed suicide, I was at home, half around the world, using the Net. Suddenly I felt weaker and depressive for a reason that I couldn’t express then nor now. My cough got very worse and all I could do was go to sleep.
As I looked on my computer screen about Michael’s death, it took me a while to realize where I was. Everything grew cold and confusing and I couldn’t understand anything around me. Many things crossed my mind at the same moment about my young life but something that kept with me were Michael’s words and voice.
I never had the opportunity to go to a concert but I was since they were coming to Brazil next year after Michael’s wedding. Maybe that one of the things that hurts the most; I didn’t go to any concerts.
INXS’s songs were very inspiring to me at every moments. Whatever my mood was INXS always cheered me up when I needed it the most.
To think that everything is gone and lost in the past makes me completely sad because without the insipiration I had, all turns into a big blur.
I know I will miss Michael and everything about him: his eyes, his look, his mouth, his face, his voice, his songs, his beautiful way of being, his joy in life, and everything that I never knew and never will about him!
Michael, I hope you are happy wherever you are!
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Pics of Michael in his most beautiful image (always)
Pics of Michael scanned by myself (6)
Just remember we love you!
