Wednesday January 29, 2003 - 8:41 pm

"Blank"
What is this place I've brought myself to
a piller of shattered dreams and wishes
in land of glass and sand I can't find my eyes
I sit and think of the maximum outcome of anything
a 5D world is no where to be alone.
hoplessley lost on a dime raft in the ocean
living for a guiding hand
I want a reflection
bring me back to it
make me again
making me again
here iam
be ready.

"on job break through"

in a blurred world of miscontsrued language
i am king
piloting a broken vessel
decaying from the inside out
backdrop prop worker all my life
singing a song of blues
whisteling a tune of the invisible man
kick him when he's down right?
just fucking kick him when he's down
close your mouth
snake tonuges aren't pleasuarble to the ear
rule number one, smile and nod
another minute, another hour
just more bullshit held together
just you wait
turn away
it won't be pretty.

"Another complexity to prove my selfworth"

thinking of thoughts to impress
but what's to say when i have nothing in me to give
a few lines of empty nothingsness, no soul behind the voice
a shredded outline of a time, a person so very forgotten
lift your head and cough to prove your pressence
what an alarming social statement that is
a hum and a hah to display a thought unsaid
an audience who didn't pay and are talking through the movie
more and more to soothe the pain
to have something left like this is not worth living for
pumping ones ego always dulls reality
hits snooze on the alarm clock of life
is it time to wake up?