November 3-14...
Ok. It's really not that smart to buy comics for 710 sek. It's stupid, stupid, stupid!!! *knocks herself in the head with something that hurts pretty bad* My only defense and argument is that I had to. I'm a shop-a-holic, kinda. Only when it comes to my five obsessions; -Movies, music, stuff for my drawings and art, plus books and comics. So what brought this sudden money flow on? Ehrm...well... I blame it on Terry Moore, Drew Hayes and Anders. Oh, and Benny, of course.

You know those days when you just put some money in you pocket and say "Hey, I can always use a ten or fifty for expenses, just in case"...? And then you just happen to stumble upon these nice, good and even more good Strangers In Paradise albums...and *WOOOOOOOF!*; there goes 668 sek. Ooops. Hum. Where did my food account go? And then, obviously, the new PE had come, the Parintachin miniseries, part one of three...and I just had to buy that, too! Do I have enough money to eat, then? No. Because I bought new ink and papers a week ago and bought two Xena s4 season boxes three weeks ago. Hm.

*cough* And again; I shouldn't be buying all this stuff, since I'm a grown-up and thus only am supposed to read newspapers, a book (occationally) or get a decent job or something. Instead I spend my money on things that feed my soul, heart and makes me laugh, relax. And instead I draw comics, do portraits, paint, write lyrics, chief edit and live. *heh* ...and starve. But I do love being my curious, childish little me. But do not underestimate the neurotic swede! She does own four SIP albums now! Only some more to go! Moahaha!!! (Even if I got a strong hunch that SIP won't end the way I want it to. Damn!)

Could somebody please tell me why I always have to be right about such things? I had that hunch about XWP too, a year ago. And look what happened!

I've always wondered where I'd end up in ten years from now. That question sorta moved from year to year and now I'm not quite sure anymore. There were times when I've thought I had all the answers, glimpses of it, hints and flashes of it. And then, ten minutes later, I'm suddenly not so sure anymore. I guess life is a black and blue tunnel. With some light shining through here and there... pointing out the obvious, which we should have followed, if we had the heart or didn't lack the courage. But then again, life never was easy. It just doesn't work out the way we want it to sometimes. And we'd hate it if it did. 'Cause that would ruin the moments of surprise. But we can remember what has been, and we can imagine what could have been and we can either regret or smile. We need the bittersweet to appreciate the small things. We also need dreams, to get by and endure. Somewhere there's means and a way to make them all come true. If we see our true self and the direction we were meant to take.

Someday, somehow, somewhere.


Uninteresting and boring stuff that's happened:
I've dyed my hair again. It was fading into my original hair colour, so I had this big, blonde-brown line in the middle of my head. It looked more than weird, I give you my word on that. So I cut the hair and now it's black. Ta-daa! Finally I look presentable.

Halloweeeeeeen! Yaaaaaay! My fave holiday!


This week's "To do"-list:
Buy the rest of the Strangers In Paradise albums. Man, they are good! *hype, hype, hype*
Make a reservation for Xena s5, VHSbox 1. (Even if large parts of s5 really, really sucks!)
Finish the screenplay before december 9.
Finish Elisabet's painting before the november 30.
I shall stop reading Xena pockets in the bookstore, so that I can buy them and the people who work there will like me for more than my neverending goofy smile and flirting.
Write the end of Vintersjälen.
Continue writing Mörkrets hjärta and Lost, found and Confused.
Write part 3 of Time To Say Goodbye.
Finish the uber En dag på biblioteket. (Which WILL get a new title when finished.)
Mail Jens about making the cover to the latest number of the magazine.
Call some people about articles.
Develope a theory about syrup and cheese. (Don't even ask me...) *LOL*