Louis says the air is full of bubbles
Random interpretive dancing! Yay! i have no damn balance.
6:14 i just hit myself to see if it would hurt and it kind of hurt and now my hand is red.
6:16 Just took four more. These pills are yummy. i just squirted easy cheese on a cracker and it made a sound and scared the crap out of me. There's kind of a surreal feeling to everything. i keep going back and forth between being still and quiet and being all weird and dancy. Arianna made me bite off a peice of styrofoam and pretend it's gum. *Munch munch munch*
6:40 Everything is moving like fluid around me. i crawled over here to write this. My jaw is hanging open and i have to concentrate really hard to write it's not like everything's moving really, it's more like i'm really aware of my head turning, i don't see trails, but i feel the trail of movement. Movement is so strange! i feel so weird, it's so cool. Everything is so cool.
6:54 My senses are freaking out but my mind is so mellow.
6:57 i'm so fucked up. My eyes are moving, all around. i can't believe i tool four more of these things.
7:00 it keeps getting darker because it's nighttime. My face is made of rubber. My eyes are made of rubber. My vision is made of rubber. i feel like my eyes are crossing but i'm only looking out of one of them. i feel like my left eye is trying to jump into my right socket. i can't fucking talk.
7:21 Just watched sealab. i feel like an hour has gone by. i'm so fucked up. There's rubber everywhere. Bouncy bouncy it's hard to write. it's hard to keep track of what's going on. i'm so dizzy. i want an eye patch.
CHEESE
7:36 Reality is made of rubber and i want to chew on it. i'm standing on a chair.
7:40 i'm still standing on the chair. i like it here.
7:46 i feel like i'm the god of everything and i'm on a spring and i'm bouncing. i feel like i'm on a pillar above the whole world but i know i'm just standing on a chair. i'm going outside.
8:04 We went outside and everything was... i've totally lost communication with myself, my eyes are turning inside out and i just love everything.
8:10 There's rubber everywhere. i can't get the feeling of rubber out of my mind. When it's not made of rubber, it's wet.
8:29 i'm tripping out so much. i don't know what's going on. There's cotton everywhere. A lot of thoughts are flying through my head and i don't know what they are.
(now i freak out)
9:30 Reality has bypassed the main circut...what? What am i doing here? There are huge gaps in life, huge black and puple gaps, what's happening? What the hell is the pint in my life? Why am i here? i need
11:08 We're watch Fight Club. i was freaking out hard core for a while...but i'm feeling better now. i made myself throw up because my tummy felt icky and a while later i was starving so i ate some pizza and felt better. Now my entire body is numb and everything is kinda weird... i have to finish watching the movie.
12:40 Almost thirteen o'clock! We're done watching Fight Club.
12:50 i was just influenced to take another four of these things...so if i die...this is why. i want to just float for the rest of my life and not worry about anything. i wonder how badly i'm damaging my body.
Cheesy cracker chocolate chunks
1:59 Playing with a shard of glass from the glass Louis broke and i should probably throw it out. i could do a lot of damage with this shard of glass. There's this really sharp bit at the edge here, and there's another, Good god, there are so many potentially dangerous things around here that i could get my hands on. imagine if i had a gun. People are always coming up with new ways to kill each other. it's so easy to take a life, and it's so hard to deal with it afterwards. i don't want to throw away this piece of glass now because it's my friend. But i know it's dangerous and i could hurt myself with it. There are so many different ways of hurting ourselves.
2:58 Hugs are like chewing gum and everything is made of clay. i take that back. everything is made of bubble gum.
3:18 it's really hard to talk and stuff. Everything is dry and liquid at the same time. it's hard to form my mouth into the shapes that make the right sounds.
3:25 i feel like i've been here doing this for a couple years.
5:07 i just closed my eyes and saw a bunch of bullets wiggling
5:42 it seems so long we've been here.
We ended up going to bed around 7:00am. When i woke up again i still felt fucked up, i was slurring my words and i couldn't walk straight. We saw a movie with Louis's dad and it was stupid. i'm kinda glad i was fucked up for that.
