The fire was floating in a sea of blackness and it seemed to be the only thing in existence. after standing up i realized i had to sit back down because the fire was the center of gravity and i didn't want to fall in. The forest around me was only in existence when i looked at it, i could only handle thinking about one thing at a time and i felt lost without my usual awareness of the world around me. everything i saw was a surprise to me no matter how many times i looked at it, and i felt the need to constantly look around myself to make sure everything was still there. the loss of my grip of reality was so terrifying that all i could do was laugh madly and watch it happen. i felt as though i was being eaten by the darkness of the night and i refused to let go of louis in the fear that he would stop existing like the forest kept doing.
