The Mists of Avalon
Continued from Thoughts3.html
"Those of Avalon - Druid, priest and priestess - would know that the banner is but a symbol, and the symbol nothing, while the reality is all." - Merlin
"The people of Avalon fast, sometimes, to teach their bodies to do what they are told without making demands it is inconvienent to satisfy - there are times when one must do without food, or water, or sleep, and the body must be servant of the mind, not the master. The mind cannot be set on holy things or wisdom, or stilled for the long meditation which opens the mmind to other realms. When the body cries out 'Feed Me' or 'I thirst'. So we teach ourselves to still
its camoring." -Morgaine
"She missed Lot - his cynical cheerfulness, his steadfast loyalty to her, and he had, after all, given her four fine sons." - Morgause
In The Spirit
(Conversations w/ The Spirit of Jerry Garcia)
by: Wendy Weir
"The journey is an inner one, where we move through our own heart and into the solar plexus area of our own body. This is the core where our spirit lives. This is our place of true knowing. our mind might confuse us, our herat overwhelm us, but our core, our gut feeling, will always present us with the Truth if only we remember to ask the questions and trust in the answers."
"Bob had been playing with Jerry Garcia in a jug band, Mother McCree's Uptown Jug Champions. Bob played the gut bucket (he referred to it as a washtub bass), the jug, adn the washboard all of which held prominent places in his bedroom between gigs. Jerry played the banjo."
"As it says in the bible, 'Ask and ye shall receive.' Let me add the following: (1) Watch what you ask for because you will get it, and (2) Ask for it to be in your highest good and remain open to what happens. I have larned from experience that when I ask for something, I usually get it...along with a lot of other things that I didn't plan on and could do without. The cosmos have a sense of humor, which I have learned that it is best, and easiest, to voice intent, ask for it to be in my highest interest, and wait (preferably w/ patience). I liken this to choosing he river, then jumping in and going w/ the flow. Having trust and faith are essential elements."
(this next one is kind trippy)
Rockefeller-directed Population Council of the City of New York, and
its affiliate the Negative Population Growth, Inc. of New Jersey, the
U.S. population requires culling to 125 or 150 million people. That’s
about half its present number. And that, in a nutshell, is what
"America’s New War" on terrorism—leading to WWIII—is really
about.
Global population control and reduction through managed chaos.
Using the standard Machiavellian practice of creating urgent
problems, then costly solutions, America has been railroaded into
what promises to be a long and deadly war against people previously,
and likely still, on the payroll of a secret government and the CIA.
Now you might comprehend, if you have "the eyes" to read
the above
text, and the discernment necessary to perceive the truth it relays,
why
I found it nauseating that Americans so readily gave their blood and
money to the Rockefeller’s Red Cross. If you are among the millions
who made that mistake, chalk it up to simple deception. But for
heaven’s sake, don’t do it again! Please donate directly to the
families
who have been victimized. That way your contribution might do more
than aiding and abetting the enemy.
By
Dr. Len Horowitz
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As of this exact moment, I am waiting nicely and patiently, (well if you know me, not too patiently) for the new Bonnaroo festival. I've been going to school for the past semester, and going crazy Hard core for any show. I mean, I've been to a few over the semester, but that doesn't even come close to what I used to do on the road. I can't even do a little run of shows anymore. But, I'm okay with it. I'm learning to come to terms with it on my own. IT's very difficult, however, as long as you are comfortable with yourself, then you can be comfortable everywhere. I think that's what I learned on the road. And, I've missed, most of all, the kids. Who don't give a shit if I walk down the street naked, or if I'm dating a transvestite dwarf. That's hard to find. I'm living in a place now where everyone revolves around lies. They lie to each other just to keep their game going. I don't understand. I'm not used to it. Being on the road for 4 1/2 years has taught me to Not play games. I hate games, but my only defense is to not even give it my energy. Even if it IS my sister that is treating me like one of her "boys" that she can make do whatever she wants. It's sad. But I love the road, and me going to school, so who's going to take that from me?
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I really feel that way right now. I'm sad and hurt that that's how it is.
Luv,
Nicky
