*~*Shrine To Debbie*~*
Debbie and her daughter Ronnie Renee
This is just a little part of the page that i want to dedicate to a dear
friend of mine who was killed in November 1998. Debbie was one of the most amazing
people i ever got to meet in my entire life. There was just something about
her you know.. something that stood out from everyone else. She just had
so much to her... the sparkle in her eyes. You could look at her and tell
that she was thinking big things. She was so young. Just 17.. i guess all
things happen for a reason though. It was just her time. She had to go away.
She had it rough here though. It's hard to let things go though.. there are
so many things that i will never get to do with her. i will never get to
laugh with her anymore, i will never get to paint her fingernails, i will never
get to take her to Arby's anymore, i will never get to see her grow up...
I know she is in a better place now, where she
can be at peace. She was beautiful though. She had long
brown hair, brown eyes. That sounds plain, but Debbie wasnt plain. She was
gorgeous. I think about her a lot now, think about some of the stuff she used to
say and do. I always look in the back seat of my car where she used to sit
and i remember her saying,
"I'm gonna tell you a story, you might not believe me, but im gonna tell you
anyway." She would always say that. And then she would laugh. She had the most
amazing laugh. She could do all this cool stuff too.. She could make the wind
blow. She could make her eyes turn colors. I knew from the very first moment I
met her, that we would be friends. The first time i saw her she was walking down
the road.. then she came up to me and hugged me. And I will NEVER forget her.
So please, the next time you get into the car drunk, think about Debbie. It wasn't
her fault. So you just think about her, and think about people like me. Her
friends...and what we have to do for the rest of our lives. We have to remember her,
because we cant hug her or touch her or talk to her anymore... we just remember.
here is a song that i think is fitting.. so this is for you Debbie:
*Tear*
the lights came on fast lost in motorcrash gone in a flash unreal but you knew all
along you laugh the light i sing the songs to watch you numb i saw you there you
were on your way you held the rain and for the first time heaven seemed insane cause
heaven is to blame for taking you away do you know the way that i can? do you know
the way that i can't lose? do you know the things that i can? do you know the things
that i can't do? where is your heart? where is your heart gone to? tear me apart
tear me apart from you you laugh the light i cry the wound in grey afternoons i saw
you there you were on your way you kissed me cold and for the first time heaven seemed
insane for taking you away cause heaven is to blame for taking you away the lights came
to pass dead opera motorcrash gone in nitrous overcast do you know the way that i can?
do you know the way that i can't choose? do you know the things that i can? do you
know the things that i can't lose? tear me apart tear me apart from you where
is your heart? where has your heart run to?
we will never forget you Debbie
Email: smashedpumpkin_@hotmail.com