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Parisian
Smear:
aDerangedBouquet.

Bouquet the First...


		(I)

		a Great Glass Eye
			hangs
		from narrow fingers
		from the sky
			firing
		Ugly girls dancing
		in
		Ugly commercials
			describing
		Ugly girls calling
		my
		Name from hanging
		Mouths,
		lips smeared with
		an oilslick of colour.





			(II)
	Nightmare switchboard operators
	flick switches fingerprint
	sweating blood stain in triplicate
				trying
	to call me on cellphones that I
			  refuse to buy.
	Trying to buy her name from me.
	Trying with terror to interfere.
	They can scream into 
	disembodied receivers
	until they bleed from 
	shattered throats, 
	but I will never buy it.
	
		(III)
	They carpet the hall outside
	with the stolen bodies
		of unpaid prostitutes.
	It takes me hours to recognize
	that their skin is celluloid
	melting in black morning heat.
(YOU'D THINK I'D LEARN
A LITTLE MORE QUICKLY)

sweating...
I try to stop waxing Surreal...
maybe shave my face instead. I try my best
not to break
the ancestral backbone
of countless insects.
		(IV)

		If you came back 
		from behind that 
		ruined flower face...
		If you came back,
	in a dress like that,
	angelfeathers in a 
	sleeve of sex, 
		what do you think 
			I would do?
 		Where does it all come from? 
		What does it all mean?
	A lonely man 
	living in the corner
	plays with shakespeare's stolen muse.
	He keeps her to himself by force.
	He bludgeons her with his sex.
		She escapes
	when she takes a picture
	which kills him...
	
	and from the corner 
	where his fading corpse lies
	      comes my poor dog;
	      Four broken legs
     	     like everybody else
	can't touch	   outside dogs
      	    to keep from digging
      can't stop dogs from going outside
		 to break
	        their legs.
		(V)

7NI87NET71 as they try to trick me with numbers.
  Her name has caught itself on numbers
  and has torn its hem, her name that drapes me.
  Her name is torn free in the updraft, her
  first draft, her first exposure expressed upskirt.
  18 ragged edged sinkholes down
   to some invisible space below
  the sunbathing, stretching green
  below the numbered holes,
2TW3E6NT32323...
 above her spreading name... 



		



	(VII)

	The Green is a comfort to some
	other evil woman.  For,
	everpresent, some other
	woman glows the green,
	grows in green and
	offers comfort to many indeed. 
	Murder, too, is a comfort to her in 
	her infernal age.
	She retires again, a hissing miasma
	from some terrifying upskirt.
The Evil moves too inside The Man.
He read Rimbaud.  But don't they all? 



	(VIII)	

In birdsong or in drinking, 
batters women in his hotel suite.
He chews candy, magic ju-jubes,
He chews off her tongue and his mouth 
		     fills with blood
  the taste of plagiarized expression.
But blood in his mouth aside, the real she
		was from another lifetime.
She left like a little bird
	      through a broken window,
she flew out with his world between her
	claws pressed against her sex
	   and they all flutter below,
clattering like cameras and 
sending light to chase her
and spread her feathers on the lawn.
    spread her wings in suburban sky,
send her pulsing pretty 
   through the roots below the grass.
	Spraying her like pesticides.
Later they lick their fingers.  
Later they kiss her gently
	sleeping wound.
They braid her hair into theirs
until they form a faery ring
around her dampened purses, 
popping answers like candied
birth control pills.
	They scrape their
questions from membrane of 
the great glass eye.  The
screen crawls with hungry meaning.



		(IX)
 	(I pause here for more rational thought.
       	What good is literature but lines to spout
       	at parties? Stick instead to lines formed
       	in quiet after the party.  Stick instead
       	to the dental fixtures in the mouths of
       	all the Big Questions. Stick instead to
	the affections of some divinely possessed
	flesh.)

"It must be bad comedy," the withered old things plead as youth recoils in their eyes. Their age is a star that stretches up in evening as a great tower, dark purple veined grey, a glassy thing of bulging turrets that stammers in response. Bethought by hooking bait claims "cogito ergo sum" turning in the shallow pool to reveal... strobe of thinking missing instants (and none understand the shine of their skin) so he must have been mad. Or, at the very least, he must be terminally out of date, terminally out of time, So we could outrun him. She could outrun him. There was more to her than was left running salty from his eyes as she left. His eyes emit wet black spines. Boys should never wear mascara. Boys should know enough to run away scared when she spreads her wings upon the doorstep. It reeks of the familiar; these musty electronic tunnels devoid of fresh drops from breast, small pearls to sweeten breath; another hit vein goes down with some acquired immunity.
(X) There is no integration here;
instead there is nonsense
in fragrant abundance.
	so wisdom stoned by the rackscreams twisted sentence
	with fallen form on which to capture and record.
	None of them own me owe me a tall ominous promise
	after all this sloughing off, the old drawn hands,
		drying, greying, clenching closed
	as more static rages from the white air to swallow
	screams, polish the rack and foil that which tries
	in vain to extract you.
		Listen to the violence, the splattered air
	that hangs outside.  There will never be another
	bouquet with arrangements like these.




			(XI)
			 Here, a half-eaten lizard who will 
			never understand beautiful women.
 
	This three letter word, 
	a curious form of lubrication. Crouching on my back,
	a dead cat, like invisible, an absence of ink,
	effortless, leaving impotency in favour of rust.
	It imitates other intoxicants; it creates their symptoms;
	walks in their place in the bloodstream.


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