I Wanna Love You Forever

"Man, I lost it out there!" Nick shouted as he boarded the tour bus.

"Here he goes again," said Howie.

"He needs to learn to grow up," commented Kevin.

"Yeah, throwing fits don't get you nowhere," AJ said, "Believe me."

"Guys just leave him alone," Brian argued.

- - - - -

You set my soul at ease / Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me / Say you feel it too
I know you do / I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live / Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees


- - - - -

"Hey! Where's Manna?" AJ asked noticing the love of Nick's life, his pride and joy, was missing.

"Try outside," said Kevin without emotion. AJ poked his head out the door causing the screaming fans to go louder. There he saw Manna struggling with security.

"There she is," AJ said chuckling outloud. He got off the bus and walked over to the security guards who were struggling to keep Manna and the other fans on their side of the fence.

AJ tapped on the shoulder of the security guards, "Excuse me." The guard turned.

"Sir, you shouldn't be here," the guard said.

"This young lady is with us," AJ said.

"Sir, I cannot let her pass." The guard said.

"You have your pass, Manna?" AJ asked, She nodded. "Show him." Manna showed the guard her pass. He told her to go and get out of his sight. She walked passed him and stuck out her toungue. She then giggled as she and AJ ran to the tour bus. As they aproached, they heard shouting and it wasn't coming from the fans.

- - - - -

I wanna love you forever / And this is all I'm asking of you
10 thousand lifetimes together / Is that so much for you to do?
Cause from the moment that I saw your face / And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew / I'm gonna love you forever


- - - - -

"Were's Nick at?" Manna asked Howie.

"In the back," Howie said. "But I wouldn't go in there," he suggested.

Manna made her way through the messy bus. "Nick," she called out. "Nick, I'm coming in." She slipped open the door. "Nick, what's going on?" Manna asked.

"Manna, stay out of this," Kevin said in anger.

"Come in Amanda," Brian said in a soft tone.

"Amanda, you shouldn't be here." Kevin argued.

"No, you shouldn't be here!" Brian whipped back at Kevin. "Now you leave!" He demanded. "If more than anything, it's Amanda who can get Nick outta this mood." Kevin left, closing the sliding door behind him.

- - - - -

My mind fails to understand / What my heart tells me to do
And I give up all I have just to be with you / And that would do
I've always been taught to win / And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man / I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are


- - - - -

"Nick, what happened?" Manna asked, her voice trembled. If more than anything, she was just as scared of Nick as Brian was when Nick was in this mood. You never know what he will or might do.

"Nick, um, he dropped his mic and messed up half the dance," Brian said in his soft country tone.

"And?" She asked. She knew there was more.

"He was off key, off step, and out of balance." Brian was hanging his head. He somehow felt guility.

"Nick, are you okay?" Manna asked.

"Yes," Nick said but shook his head 'no'. Manna stepped forward towards Nick but he backed away.

"Brian," Amanda said.

"Yes," Brian answered.

"Leave."

"But..."

"Leave us be," Manna never took her eyes off Nick. Brian thought of protesting but decided against it. He opened the door and then closed it behind him. Something in him told him it was a bad move, but he knew Manna was up to something.

- - - - -

I wanna love you forever / And this is all I'm asking of you
10 thousand lifetimes together / Is that so much for you to do?
Cause from the moment that I saw your face / And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew / I'm gonna love you forever


- - - - -

"Okay, first of all, Nick," she began. "It wasn't your fault."

"I know," Nick said looking down; his arms crossed.

"It's not your fault," Amanda repeated.

"I know," Nick laughed.

"Nick, it's not your fault,"

"I know," Nick said breaking his arms free from being crossed.

"It's not your fault,"

"No, not you.." Nick said. "Don't you fuck with my head, Amanda!" Nick shouted.

"It's not your fault," Amanda kept her tone trying not to break down with him. Nick gasped for air as tears welded in his eyes.

"It's not your fault, Nick."

Nick let his sobs be heard.

"It's not your fault."

Nick puts his hands over his face sobbing. Amanda kept her cool as she contined.

"It's not your fault."

Nick let it go and Amanda embranced him in a comforting hug.

"Oh, god," Nick sobbed. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.."

"It's all right, shh," Amanda comforted him.

- - - - -

In my life I learned that heaven never waits, no
Lets take this night before its gone like yesterday
Cause when I'm with you / There’s no where else that I would ever wanna be
I'm craving for the next second I can feel you loving me


- - - - -

Nick and Manna stepped off the tour bus hand-in-hand walking towards the hotel of the night.

"Here they go again," said Howie.

"They need to grow up and act normal in public," commented Kevin.

"What like you and Miss Kissy Face?" AJ said, "What a role model you are?"

"Guys, leave them alone. I think their cute together," Brian argued.

- - - - -

I’m gonna love you / I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you / 10 thousand lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do? / Causes from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace / I swear I knew
I'm gonna love you forever / Forever (ooh)
I wanna love you forever / Everyday, everyday...
10 thousand lifetimes together...



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