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Setting: Just after the AC-195 war. Possibly
AU, but it’s worked in so it doesn’t warp the TV storyline.
Pairings: 3x4, 1+2 (possibly more to come)
Rating: NC-17 eventually.
Warnings: Violence, possible OOC? lemon,
angst. No NCS - you’ll see why I had to point that out. Several OCs but they don’t
necessarily play a big part.
Disclaimers: The only characters here that I
own are both alter egos, Kazimiriel, Machiavel, Sarrow and Malvad. Characters I
don’t own include: Heero, Duo, Trowa, Quatre, Wufei, Zechs, Treize and any
other good ones in fact.
Also, I would like to note that I am not
Christian - anybody that wants to know why can pick one of two courses of
action, either accept the fact that I’m a Mahayanist or email me and prepare
for a very complex credo - and I’d like to add that this is just a story. If
anything in it offends anyone, I apologize very sincerely.
Early the next morning, Quatre awoke and
gazed lovingly at a sleeping Trowa. His beautiful chestnut hair fell carelessly
over his face and covered one eye, one of those stunningly exquisite forest
green eyes. The angel felt a pang of guilt in his gut and tenderly brushed his
hand across Trowa’s hair.
“I’m sorry to keep you in the dark like
this,” Quatre whispered gently, “but I love you so much. Telling Duo was a huge
step and the possibility of losing his friendship pales in comparison to losing
your love.” ‘Not that I don’t love Duo like a brother though,’ he added
mentally ‘he’s been so good to me that I took a huge risk revealing myself the
way I did.’
The little blond quietly slipped out of bed
and pulled on his slippers. ‘I need advice’ he decided as he untwisted his
white pajamas and took a drink of water before opening the door and quietly
slipping out of the room altogether ‘brother Kazimiriel will help me, I’m sure
he will.’ He tiptoed down the stairs and grabbed his white dress shirt for
warmth before stepping out of the house and accidentally slamming the door
behind him.
Wufei, who’d been reading on the sofa for
about an hour before that, noticed this unusual behavior and picked up his
jacket to follow Quatre to wherever it was he was sneaking off to at 5am.
The Sandrock pilot deeply inhaled the crisp
morning air and smiled to himself as he made his way down to the riverbank,
which was surrounded by trees at the back of the house. He ducked behind the
trees and got down on his knees after pulling off his pajama top and shirt. He
made a quicker less tiring transformation and spoke out to Niravaana.
“I bare my soul for guidance brother, for
your love and for your wisdom Kazimiriel.”
There was a blinding flash of light as his
plea was answered. Quatre bowed his head and kept his gaze fixed on the grass
below him, so as not to anger the Power(1). Family though he may be, Quatre
knew his place in the throngs and wasn’t about to compromise his brother’s
station for something as frivolous as affection.
The light slowly faded, leaving the presence
he needed but Quatre still kept his eyes downward until he heard a very kind
and loving voice.
“Renfredriel stand.”
The little blond angel smiled and got to his
feet, only then did he allow himself to look up. “Kazimiriel,” he said quietly
as he was taken into his divine brother’s comforting embrace, “It’s been so
long.”
Kazimiriel smiled and took Quatre by the
hand, “Like an eternity, Renfredriel. You may not hold much sway with God but I
have missed my little brother immensely. Gabriel tells you to keep working
status quo.”
“Thank you,” Renfredriel sighed happily, “but
I need some very serious advice, some that my friends cannot give me.”
His brother nodded, “You exposed your
divinity today,” he remarked gravely, “You were right in imagining that he was
one of your celestial comrades. I’m very proud of you, of your intelligence.”
The angel’s smile broadened at the passionate
compliment and he squeezed his brother’s hand, “I’m grateful for your
encouragement, Kazimiriel. And you are the only one who told me I should call
on you whenever I needed you. I need you now. I must tell Trowa and I have to
know how to handle…” Renfredriel trailed off and bit his lip, “um… carnal
matters.”
Kazimiriel laughed kindly, “You’re still just
as reserved as ever. But you’re not to worry about tainting your body, little
brother. The love you and Trowa share is something stronger than God could ever
have hoped for, and there is no shame in this act of devotion. Sanhedrin (2)
will not punish you for it,” he added reassuringly. He smiled again and hugged
his brother tightly, having longed to see the one who made his existence so
worthwhile.
The angel broke the embrace, feeling
validated by his brother’s words, “You are my life-line, Kazimiriel. Thank you.
I should return now, my human friends will wonder at my disappearance.”
Renfredriel sighed dejectedly as his brother
vanished before his eyes, much more quickly than he had appeared to him. He was
about to transform again before he heard someone say, “Hello *Quatre*.”
He whipped around to face a shadowed figure
up against the trees. He felt the nausea rise in him as he recognized the face,
“Wufei, is that you? What are you doing out here!? I didn’t think I was being
followed!”
“You’re always being followed, little light.”
The voice spoke again but even harsher this time. It couldn’t be Wufei.
As if to confirm his fears, in one fluid
motion, The boy stepped forward, dropped his hair from it’s binding and
unfolded strong, black-feathered wings as his skin sank to a light gray. There
was a flurry of ice-cold wind and Quatre’s heart skipped several beats as he
realized his mistake. “K… Kreigan?”†
“You’ve never been a very careful one, have
you?” The demon snarled, brushing his long blonde bangs out of his face and walking towards Quatre who took a step back for every
one he took forward. “By God! Won’t you just stand still!” he snapped.
Quatre stopped walking despite the immense
temptation when faced with the glare from his nemesis, “I don’t understand!” he
stammered urgently. “Did you track me down?”
“All the way from Niravaana, baby,” Kreigan
simpered, “You’ve never been alone. Not once.”
‘Great, so now I have a stalker’ “But that
doesn’t make any sense,” Quatre insisted, turning around as the demon circled
him, “How did you tail me!? I was so vigilant… I knew you’d pull something like
this! You’re appalling and you somehow manage to give even demons a bad name!”
Kreigan laughed, “I don’t care how ‘vigilant’
you say you are. I have my ways. That and those Gundams are very easy to trace
for someone with my abilities, wouldn’t you say? But all the same, you should
know to keep your identity to yourself until you *know* you’re alone. What’s
with the face? I thought you’d appreciate the company of an old friend.”
“Friend!?” Quatre exclaimed, his eyes
widening in horror, “You have tortured me and tried to murder me on countless
occasions and you have the nerve to consider yourself my friend! I know I had
to suffer penance for the future war but you took advantage of me, of those
liberties you were given and it disgusts me and everyone else who knows you!”
The demon shook his head and cupped Renfredriel’s
face in his right hand, “But you had to suffer. You know angels must pay
reparations for their sins, little light,” he snapped, slapping the angel’s
face with his free hand.
“Why am I suffering now?” Quatre demanded
weakly, “I paid for the war before I came to Earth. I don’t see how you can
hurt me.”
“You revealed yourself to me,” Kreigan
replied simply. “And you did it when you knew I wasn’t to recognize you. Just
grit your teeth, Renfredriel. Or scream, whichever helps.” With that, the demon
grabbed Quatre by the shoulders and threw him to the floor.
The angel fell and hit his head on one of the
rocks, feeling himself go numb with an inevitable concussion. He thrashed
around and flapped his wings helplessly as he was straddled by his nemesis and pinned
to the floor, “Let me go! What did I ever do to you!” he screamed as Kreigan
ripped a fistful of feathers out of each wing.
“You’re weak, Renfredriel,” the demon hissed
in his ear. “You’ve always been weak. You’re nothing but an overrated, holier-than-thou
neophyte and you need to learn your lesson!”
Quatre let out an ear-splitting scream of
pure agony as Kreigan ripped his right wing along the bone edge. He screwed his
eyes shut in anguish and felt Kreigan stand up. The familiar torrent of bitter wind,
stung his eyes and his open wound like rubbing in salt. His breath came in
ragged gasps and his vision slowly faded as he watched Wufei shoot him a smirk,
“And if you say a word, you’ll pay more than you can,” and then walk back to
the house as if nothing had happened.
Back at the house, Heero’s eyes flew open and
he sat bolt upright in bed. He was sure he’d heard a scream. He cast a glance
over at Duo who’d just woken up at the same time and was frowning at him.
“You hear something?” Duo asked sleepily,
leaning up on his elbow.
The two pilots leapt out of bed as the volume
of the scream increased. They hastily grabbed their coats and ran to Trowa and
Quatre’s room. No sooner had they arrived at the door than Trowa rushed out
with an anxiety stricken expression on his face, saying nothing more than,
“Quatre’s missing.”
Duo felt his gut twist as he ran downstairs,
“Quatre! Quatre, you down here?” After he’d checked the downstairs, he made his
way outside and to the garden. ‘Oh man, oh man! That sounded like his scream…
he could really be in serious trouble.’ He looked frantically about the yard
and then saw something white down by the river.
He sprinted across the grass and over to the
white heap on the floor. “Shit...” Duo whispered under breath as he knelt
down beside Quatre’s comatose angel body. Looking over the state he was in, he
saw the silver liquid coming from Quatre’s wings. He touched it gently and
sniffed the excess on his fingers. ‘That smells like blood…’
“Guys! Get down here!” He yelled as loudly as
he could to the other two and then turned to his friend. “I’m so sorry,
Quatre,” he whispered, “But I need to take care of you and I’ve never dealt
with angelic injuries before. Not that the guys have but… never mind. Just hang
in there, buddy. It’ll be okay.”
Heero and Trowa came up behind Duo’s crouched
figure and stopped dead, their usually expressionless faces twisted in
astonishment. The gymnast recovered from the shock and was quickly at his
lover’s side, attempting to ignore what he was seeing but with the injury the
way it was, he was having difficulty.
He knelt down and went to roll Quatre onto
his front before noting the bone structure of his wings, “Duo, can you hold
his… wings back so I can I move him?” The braided boy complied and gently held
the limbs in place whilst Trowa moved him onto his front and supported him.
“Quatre, love it’s me,” he said soothingly, wrapping his jacket around his
lover’s shoulders.
“It’s no good,” Duo remarked as Heero’s mind
tried to process just what was going on, “he’s out cold. We’d better get him
back to bed. Poor guy hasn’t had much luck lately has he? …what?” Duo added to
their confused stares.
Trowa shook his head and lifted Quatre up off
the floor and took him back to the house. Duo made to follow him before Heero
grabbed him by the collar and held him back. The Deathscythe pilot tried to
struggle free of the Perfect Soldier’s grip and glared angrily.
“You don’t seem very surprised, do you Duo?”
Heero pointed out, refusing to let go of the braided boy. “This is what you
couldn’t tell me.”
Duo opened his mouth and closed it several
times before Heero finally let go, “I… yeah it is. You don’t understand,” he
continued quickly, letting all inhibitions go, “he said to me he’s got this
task thingy and three people who have to know. So, he figured out that I was
one of them and so was Trowa but Wufei wasn’t and then he transformed and then
changed back again and then he passed out and-”
“Duo!” Heero yelled to interrupt his friend’s
galloping speech. “Slow down. What task?”
The braided boy shook his head, “I dunno.
This is what I tried to ask him when he was in that form, but then you came in
and disrupted the conversation.” Heero still looked confused. “Once he heard
you get back, he said, and I quote ‘I can’t let Wufei see me like this’. Quatre
obviously thought he was with you.” Duo tried to explain but, since he was
barely any less confused than Heero was, he wasn’t having much luck.
Heero rubbed his head and thought for a
moment. Where exactly *was* Wufei anyway? “Hmmm…”
“What? You onto something?”
The Perfect Soldier frowned in concentration
and pointed at Duo, “I was just thinking… it might be a coincidence… but don’t
you find it odd that he panicked at the idea of Wufei seeing him and now, when
Wufei is nowhere to be seen, we find him in this mess.”
Duo gaped in amazement, “…what… you don’t
think *Wufei* did this to him? I mean, I know he can be a stubborn ass
sometimes, but so can I and Trowa and you. Do you honestly think Wufei would be
capable of doing something like this to somebody like Quatre?”
Heero shrugged and bit his lip, “I’m just
saying it’s one hell of a coincidence. Especially considering the fact that
it’s five in the morning. I know he goes for bike rides but he’s never out this
early… but you’re right. I’m having a hard time justifying it.”
The American thought for a while before
laughing a little. “At least we agree on something.”
“What’s that?”
“This whole thing is pretty fucking
confusing.”
TBC…
(1) One
of the angels ranks. The ranks go like this (in descending order) 1.angels
2.archangels 3.Principalities(Princes) 4.Powers 5.Virtues 6.Dominions 7.Thrones
8.Cherubim 9.Seraphim.. Please note the fact that I didn’t make that up.
Honest, check the Reader’s Digest Reverse Dictionary.
(2) A
Jewish word, used here to mean a divine court.

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