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Disclamer: The loverly hot bishies
of Weiß Kreuz do not belong to me unfortunatly. *Sigh*
Warnings: YohjixAya
Yaoi/Shonen ai so far, don't worry they will consumate their relationship
eventually... Lotsa sap and fluffy angst!^^Lost And Found
Chapter 1: A Fresh
Start
"Aya? Oi where did you go?" Yohji wondered out loud. He climbed the
fire escape to the roof of the building. Aya had been hurt on their mission last
night, and Yohji worried that the young man wouldn't take care of his wounded
side. Sure enough, Aya was there looking out over the city, the sky was dark
with a few stray stars twinkling in unison From behind he looked so vulnerable,
so small compared to the towering buildings.
"That baka..." The older man
shook his head and stepped outside. Aya glanced up briefly then put his head
down again.
"Why are you here?" Aya growled, immediately on the
defense.
"If your thinking of jumping, its not the best way to go." Yohji
walked over to the rail, keeping a fair distance between them.
"Leave me
alone Yohji, I'm not in the mood to deal with you." The red-head snarled moving
farther away.
"What makes you think I'm here for you?" Yohji answered simply.
Aya shut his mouth quickly and continued to keep a watchful eye on his partner.
It was a long time before either of them said a word.
"You hide your feelings
pretty well Aya. But you have one flaw." Yohji spoke up after a long moment of
silence, then walked closer to him, making Aya feel uneasy.
"Who asked you."
He whispered dangerously quiet.
"Your eyes. They give everything away." When
Yohji was about 3 feet away, Aya whipped out his Katana and aimed it straight
for Yohji's throat. The older Weiß member frowned. He couldn't help wonder why
Aya was like this.
"Stay away from me." Aya tried to maintain his calm but
his voice quaked.
"Aya, you can wave that thing in my face all you want. But
I know you wont do anything." Yohji reached out and pushed Aya's arm
down.
"Relax for once. I just came up to get some fresh air." The blond
leaned on the rail next to Aya. More uncomfortable silence until Aya shifted and
let out a whimper.
"Aya?" Yohji turned to his partner and laid an arm on his
shoulder only to have it slapped off.
"Don't touch me!" Aya stood up to
quickly putting strain on his injured side which forced him to let out a
yelp.
"Aya! I told you to bandage that yesterday!" Yohji rushed to his side
and attempted to help him up. Aya reached out and slapped him hard across the
face. Yohji touched his burning cheek a look of shock evident on his features.
Aya had stopped in his tracks, for a moment Yohji could see an immense sadness
in his deep amethyst eyes, which quickly turned to fear as Yohji walked up to
him forcing him against the rail, meshing every available inch of their bodies
together, forced his tongue into the younger boys mouth and kissed him with all
his might. Aya was to shocked to protest. It felt so good, he moved his arms up
and rested them on Yohji's shoulders. He felt the blond's hand move to gently
support his neck. Yohji's skilled tongue explored every crevice of his mouth,
making him moan uncontrollably. He desperately wanted more, but found himself
running out of breath. When Yohji finally pulled away, Aya fell to the ground
gasping for air. It was at that moment that Yohji had realized what he had
done.
"Aya...Aya! I'm so sorry, I-I didn't mean to hurt you..." The blond
knelt down in front of him and supported his shoulders. Aya surprisingly didn't
pull away. Instead he backed up against the rail and pulled his knees to his
chest.
"Aya...What has been bothering you lately?" Yohji whispered, sitting
down next to him.
"Why should I tell you." Aya whispered back. He couldn't
describe the feelings he felt, they were so intense half his body wanted to
crawl into a dark hole and the other wanted to give himself to
Yohji.
"Because you may not believe me but I'm your friend. Let me help you
ok?" Yohji's voice was soft and gentle, it made Aya relax a little and feel more
secure.
"I guess I should start at the beginning." Aya lifted his head up and
rested his chin on his knees. Yohji nodded, he felt so relieved Aya was willing
to talk to him. He'd always felt something more than just friendship towards the
beautiful red-head, he wanted to be as close to him as possible even if he
couldn't have him.
"I joined Weiss because I want revenge." Was how he
started. Slowly at first, cautiously.
"My parents were killed and-" He paused
for a moment, He could feel his tears coming, his whole body straining to
release his hidden burden. The feeling was too overwhelming. He put his head in
between his legs and started to hyperventilate.
"Aya, calm down...its okay,
its okay..." Yohji rubbed his back in smooth circles, trying to help the
red-head regain his composition. Aya lifted his head slowly and looked at Yohji,
tears falling and let out a sob. The blond didn't hesitate once to pull Aya into
his lap and hold him tightly. The small body shook with force from the cries of
pain and anger.
"Just let it all out, Aya."
Aya buried his head into
Yohji's shirt, and let go of his deep pain. He cried harder than he'd ever cried
in his whole life. At this moment his life was crashing down all around him. He
had only one thing he could hold onto and that was Yohji. And he did, pulling on
the older man's soft Argyle sweater, burying his face in to the hollow juncture
of his neck. It was a while before he had regained himself enough to speak.
Yohji was crying too as he rocked his friend in his arms desperately trying to
soothe his shot nerves.
"Its ok Aya, I'm here, I'm right here." He spoke
reassuringly into the red-heads ear.
"My sister is in a coma!" He sobbed some
more.
"Its all because of TAKATORI!" He spat out. His arms encircling himself
as he shuddered and shook. Yohji rested his head on Aya's, and brought his arms
around his shoulders. Yohji wiped his eyes on his sleeve, then gently wiped away
Aya's tears with his thumbs.
"Thats why I'm here." Aya continued. "The money
I make in this job, pays for my sister's hospital bill." Aya was to tired to
care about the position he was in now. After telling Yohji his life's story, he
felt like a gigantic burden had been lifted and he began to rebuild his trust
around his new friend.
"Aya, I'm sorry. I had no idea, none of us knew you
where having such a hard time." Yohji whispered sadly.
"I don't want to
become attached to anyone. If I die, I don't want people to grieve over me. I'm
not worth their time." Aya realized the irony of this sentence. Each second that
passed by, made him feel closer and closer to Yohji.
"You may not realize
this Aya, but we're all really close to you. We've always been close to you even
though you kept your distance from us." Yohji smiled and gave Aya a
squeeze.
"Let me bandage your side, ok?" The blond effortlessly lifted Aya up
into his arms. "Your in no condition to be on your feet."Aya was about to
protest when he realized how nice it was resting in Yohji's arms. He closed his
mouth and wrapped his arms around Yohji's neck.
"Thank you Yohji, for
everything." Aya gave him a small smile as they climbed down the stairs.
"You
don't have to thank me Aya, you would have done the same for me." Yohji smiled.
Aya thought for a moment, then nodded. He would have, even if it went against
every emotion in his body Aya knew that someday, he'd have the courage to care
for Yohji.
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