Title: Untitled
Author: Malfoy
Archive: Fanfiction.net; if you want it, lemme know.
Rating: R
Pairing: 13x6
Warnings: Lemonish-lime, yaoi, violence, Wufei is a baddie, angst, sap, attempted suicide
Notes: This is messed up because I altered it slightly so it may not be correct but just go with it. This is definitely not one of my best, I think. Feedback wanted. >_<;
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my hentai mind. All characters belong to their rightful owners.

Untitled

It's not the same now, nothing is the same as it used to be. Sometimes I wish it was, sometimes I wish he had never been here. That way no one would be suffering from a broken heart and I wouldn't have to cry. He left me here, that son-of-a-bitch left me all alone to battle the world. To rule what is rightfully his, the Cank Kingdom. Why did he leave me? Why were we fighting over such pitiful circumstances? I don't think they even know. Why did he have to go then? Why was it Zechs who had to die? I have so many unanswered questions that no one knows the answer to. Damn those gundam pilots, especially Wufei and Heero. They shall pay for what they did.

I trusted Wufei, almost as much as I did Zechs. Loved them almost the same. But now, all I feel is hate toward the pilot of Shenlong. I hope he feels the pain I have now. I never really felt one way or another for Heero. I just liked to use him to test my new gundams, especially Epyon, my most prized possession. Well, aside from my love for Zechs.

Zechs was perfect in every way, from his attitude to his antics in bed. He made life simple for me, made me see why I was here, alive. The reason was for him, I was here to be his companion. His partner in life. Our love was so strong, anyone could see that when we were together. But now, no one will ever see us together again. I miss him. I did one second after he was gone.

I can still remember our times together, the first time we met, our first kiss in public and the sex. The first time we met, I was starting out in the Cank Kingdom headquarters. I was lost in the hallways and found him talking to a girl, who I later learned to be Lieutenant Noin. They must have been discussing something very secretive because he stopped immediately when I was in view. Zechs and I introduced ourselves to each other and I was mesmerized by his beauty. His hair, a golden blond, and those eyes of his were beautiful with their blue glow. I was captured and almost didn't hear him when he asked me where I was going. I felt embarrassed to answer him since he was younger than I (he was 17, I was 20) and I knew I was lost.

So, I lied to him but he caught the lie and led me to where I was supposed to be. Before he opened the door to the room, he kissed my cheek. I remember that kiss, it was a soft, virginal kiss. I loved it so and I wanted more of them. I soon did because we became fast friends. Then we started to see each other as more than friends.

About two months into the relationship, he lost his virginity and I fell in love. Our first sex is the most memorable. He was trying so hard not to act like a virgin and know what he was doing. I was so amused by him. His eyes showed everything from his nervousness to his deep concentration. I remember the scream he released as he came, it was such a new thing to him. Through the years we were together, I taught him all I knew about sex. He was a great student, very great. He never really seemed to pay attention during his "lessons," obviously he did. He was a fast learner.

I enjoyed every moment we had together especially our first public kiss. I can still remember the people's expressions. Some laughed hysterically and some were disgusted. But I never cared and neither did he.

We always were together and when we had to fight for peace, we left each other sadly. (But of course with pride.) Every time we fought, I thought I would lose him and I finally did. Damn those gundams. Damn the peace. Damn it all.

The loss keeps playing in my mind over and over again. It was Zechs and I verses Wufei and Heero. We were doing so well. I was fighting Heero, Zechs was fighting Wufei. Then things turned on us. Heero had a great shot with the beam canon which almost destroyed Zechs but barely missed. Wufei and Heero then cornered Zechs. I tried to help but was held back by the DeathScythe Hell. They got Zechs, his gundam exploded and he was gone. Just vanished before my eyes. The three gundam pilots left. I guess they were proud of themselves. I was left with nothing but tears and a broken, no, destroyed heart. My reason for living has gone...

I finish my thoughts and pull open the bottom drawer to Zechs' desk. There I find a knife, it seems to be freshly sharpened or never before used. I remove the blade from the drawer and the phone rings. I pick it up, I guess hoping to hear Zechs' voice on the other end, but it's just Wufei. He tries to tell me that he killed Zechs for us so that we could be together with out having to worry about him. He doesn't understand. I try to explain to Wufei that Zechs meant more to me than he ever would. Wufei just hung up on me with out a goodbye.

I take hold of the knife again and cut a long then line above my wrist. Gods, the pain feels good. Then I bring the blade up to my chest. But before I go through myself, there is a knock at the door.

"Go away!" I yell but the person knocks again, "Go away!" I yell again.

This time the person bangs on the door. I put down the knife and pull my sleeve down so the cut isn't visible to anyone else but me. I stand up and walk toward the door. The person is still banging. I open the door.

The first thing I see is a pistol barrel aimed at my head. Slowly, the gun is lowered to the side of its beholder. I watch the gun fall to the ground. I look up to the person. They are taller than me. Blood streaming down his face, his clothes falling apart.

"Treize!" he exclaims before collapsing into my arms.

I recognize the eyes, they belong to my lover, Zechs. He is weak, very weak. I lay him on the floor and he closes his eyes. I call out his name, hoping to keep him awake. He opens his eyes again.

"Don't go to sleep," I tell him and kiss his forehead.

I then run into the hall and call for Noin, she comes down the hall quickly wanting to know the problem. I tell her of Zechs' return and she quickens her pace. She helps me get him to a point where he could go to sleep and we wouldn't have to worry.

She leaves and I stay with Zechs all night long as he sleeps on the couch in his office. After my arm stops bleeding, I go to sleep as well. I hold his hand and fall asleep.

I awaken the next morning and see that Zechs is already awake. I kiss him but he doesn't kiss me back.

"You left me," he says as I pull away. "You left me alone out there. You left me to die."

"No I didn't, I would never, could never do that," I reply, shocked that he could think such things.

"Yes you did," Zechs turns away from me. "Leave!" He commands.

"But you were destroyed. I searched for you, I found nothing. That's why I left the battlefield. I love you Zechs. I tried to find you, I really did. Hell, I had the whole building looking for you. You have to believe me," I try to explain. All I was saying was true.

"Leave!" he says again and I do.

I leave his office and walk towards my own. I bump into Noin on my way, she asks how Zechs is doing. I don't answer, I just keep on walking. Finally, I reach my destination, and open the door. I walk over to my desk, there in my chair sits Wufei.

"How did you get in here?" I ask angered by his presence.

"I have my ways," he says then stands up and gets closer to me. He kisses my lips and I pull away very quickly.

"You are the reason Zechs doesn't trust me. I hate you. You have made my life hell," I tell him all that's on my mind. I tell him of my feelings for him now, "Zechs can't even look me in the eyes because of you."

"But Zechs is dead. You know that, I know that, we all know that. It's a tragedy for them but a time of celebration for us," Wufei's words anger me more.

"What the hell are you saying? Are you mad? I would not celebrate if Zechs were to die. And he is alive, I saw him with my own eyes, he is in his office now," Wufei's eyes widen hearing my voice talk of Zechs.

"But how? Heero and I destroyed him, there was nothing left," Wufei's speech was identical to mine for Zechs.

He walks past me and out of the room. He starts to go to where Zechs is. Then Wufei opens the door and gasps at the sight of Zechs in the room, living.

"How?" Wufei asks, surprised, "How did you survive? I killed you."

"That's really none of your concern," Zechs replied. "I demand both of you leave this room or Treize, you will be banned from this building and the Cank Kingdom."

I grab Wufei's arm and almost drag him out of the room. I take him back to my office, I close the door behind us, "What was that?" I ask.

"I had to see for myself if he was alive, and you know... it's too bad because now he has to die by my hand," Wufei says.

"You are mad. Why are you so wrapped up in killing him?"

"For us, we deserve to be together."

"No we don't. I only wish to be with Zechs. He is the only one I love, the only one that I'd give up everything for. I don't want to be with you, Wufei. I can't trust you anymore, you are not the person I met. You have turned into some sort of demon. Just leave me. I wish never to see your face again," I say these words and he leaves, saddened. This may sound mean, but I felt better after telling him. Felt better because he may finally understand how his attempt to kill Zechs made me change the feelings I have for him.

Now, if only Zechs would accept my apologies and understand that I do love him and always will. Just then there was a knock on the door and Zechs entered.

"What's this?" he asks me, holding up the knife I used to cut myself.

"A knife with blood on it," I reply.

"Who's blood?"

"Mine."

"Why? Where is the cut?" his voice is stern and demanding

I roll up my sleeve to reveal the cut on my arm to him. "I did it to relieve the pain I was feeling."

He waled up to me and examined the cut. He kissed it. Normally, if the cut were to be touched, a slight pain would shoot up my arm but, it didn't happen when he kissed it.

"What pain did you have that you needed to relieve?" he asks.

"I thought I had lost you. I was going to kill myself if you hadn't knocked on the door. I couldn't stand the thought or reality of you not being there," I try and tell him.

"I forgive you now for not rescuing me after the gundam exploded."

"But I didn't see you," I tell him.

He nods and begins to unbutton my shirt. He kisses my neck with the same sweet kiss he gave my cheek the day we met. The door was wide open, any one could see what he was doing.

"I was joking," he says then kisses my lips.

I kiss him back, feeling myself get excited as he unbuckles my belt. He then pushes me against a wall and continues to kiss me. He kisses my neck again and I try to unbutton his pants but he pushes my hands back to my sides. He continues to kiss my neck and removes his shirt, exposing his muscular chest and arms. He puts his hands on mine and keeps me from moving. Zechs kisses my lips more aggressively than before, I like it, he's starting to take control.

Then he pulls away from me violently. He walks to the opposite side of the room, his back to me. I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his waist and kiss his bare back.

I unzip his pants and move my hand down them. I'm getting more into it and apparently so is he. He reaches behind himself and squeezes my crotch. I moan at the feeling of him touching me. We stay together all afternoon, the door still wide open. At about six we stop. I am first to talk.

"What do you mean you were joking?" I ask.

"Well, I knew you couldn't find Zechs. Zechs died. I know you searched for him. Zechs is dead now."

"What are you talking about? You are Zechs and you are here."

"Wrong! I am not Zechs. I am Milliardo. Two entirely different people."

"You're just about as crazy as Wufei. If not crazier."

"Milliardo is a Peacecraft. Zechs is of evil. I heard your conversation with Wufei. I hope you'll accept Milliardo the way you did Zechs. I do love you Treize," Milliardo tried to explain and kissed me.

We are lying on the floor, both of us on our sides facing each other. Both of us are nude. I get up and finally close the door. I sit back on the floor and kiss Milliardo with the same passion as before.

"I already to accept you, Zechs... Milliardo... whoever you are. You're still mine and that's all I care about," I tell him.

There was a knock at the door. "Go away!" We yell simultaneously and the person goes away.

Milliardo sat up and kissed my lips deeply, then pulled away, "I must go. There are other people to surprise," Milliardo smiled.

He dressed and left. That wasn't the last I saw of him that night.

~OWARI

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