Elyndys 
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Disclaimer: I owns nothin'
Pairings: 1+2
Warnings: shonen
ai, pov
Twilight
Spinning, floating, flying, exhilarated. Lightspeed. Breathless...
I see sparks of colour, feel them inside me, and I'm letting go...
The vision stays with me.
Whether I'm asleep or awake, I
see you; I'm waking up; colours. I can see colours. Just a chink of
light... a thin beam, searching me out, falling on my face like gold.
Colours.
It was darkness before I saw you. I made the world black.
It was night-time, so I slept. But you are colour. Purples and oranges and
peaches... draped in black! All in black!
My daytime, clothed in
night! You fell like a star, flashing your beauty... your eyes. Your
colour.
Can this be real. I reach out - if I touch, will you be
solid and warm under my hand? Or will I pass through you, you fade to
nothing and return me to darkness? I am afraid, yes; afraid to see you
disappear if I try to touch. There is nothing but reality and illusion;
which are you?
Your colours. I didn't mean to linger around them;
but I did. I let you invade me, permeate me, so now I'm yours and you can
do as you please.
I see you shine in the darkness. I reflect your
colours. Then you're gone again... but I can see the glow of your
brightness still...
I often think you came here just for me, to
show me your light then take it from my grasp, leave me in the darkness
again. A glimpse of brightness to show me how wrong I was to choose the
dark, then those fragments of colour snatched from me to punish my choice.
Was it my choice?
I know it was dark before you came, but
was it my darkness?
I can feel you beside me - radiating your
sunshine, letting me share it for a while. Show me the beauty at our feet,
all for us; silence. I look at you: beauty; nobility; light; love.
Yes. Love. You brought dawn to my darkness. You're gone again now,
but I know now that it is not punishment to shower your few shards of
twilight upon me - but pure love. All you can give, until I follow you.
All I can take, until I accept all the wonders you offer.
I never
intended to leave that darkness, I see now; but now I will. I know now.
You are real; I awake from my dark dreams of night-time and let you take
me with you. I reach - touch - hold your dazzling colour.
I won't
let go again.
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