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Title : Cross My Heart part
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Warning : yaoi, crossdressing, uhh...angst? ^_^;;;
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Notes : I have written this before I wrote Confusion
of the Heart, and I still haven't finished it yet.... so..... expect long
chapters *sweatdrops*
Ouchhh, did someone spike the punch he drank on
the party? Duo felt his head was pounding hard. He opened his eyes but quickly
shut them again. The light was too bright.
"Duo! You’re
awake??"
That voice. That wasn’t Heero's voice. Duo opened his eyes
slowly and saw Anne was looking down at him.
"You really woke up! I'll
tell the nurse."
Duo watched Anne leave the room. He still feeling
disoriented and confused. Why was Anne here? Where was Heero? Duo slowly sat up
and leant against the headboard of the bed, looking around him and recognizing
the room as the clinic. What had happened to him? How long had he been in this
place? He frowned when he tried to remember the last time he was conscious.
Let's see.... he went to the party with his beautiful Heero, then they was
dancing, and then ......... what? What happened after that? Did he collapse in
the middle of party?
Duo's mind was full with so many questions when Anne
came back with the nurse. The nurse quickly checked him and stated that he was
fine except for the light headache he had now. While the nurse was busy with her
job, Anne told him that he had been unconscious for a week. Heero found him in
the morning after the party and brought him to the clinic. That news startled
him and made him wonder how Heero was doing without him. He was about to ask
Anne about Heero when the nurse finished the examination and stated he could
leave the clinic anytime he wanted.
"You have to thank to her, young boy.
She was the one who gave you the antidote and took care of you 24 hours when you
were unconscious." Duo heard the nurse said as she walked out of the
clinic.
Surprised at her words, he turned to Anne. "You took care of me
all the time?"
Anne smiled and nodded. "I can't let you alone here,
Duo."
"Thank you." Duo nodded his thank. He thought Anne was very kind to
him. It looked like the girl was not a bad person after all. As thankful as he
was to Anne, still he felt disappointed that it was not Heero who watched over
him. The thought about Heero made him realize that Heero hadn't showed up.
"Where's Yuy?"
Anne's expression suddenly turned serious. She looked
around and then spoke lowly to Duo. "That's what we need to talk about, pilot
02."
"Wha.." Duo was surprised at Anne's sudden change.
"Loren
Ipsilum." Anne cut Duo's words.
The braided boy blinked and then looked
at Anne in disbelief as the last two words sank in his mind. Those were the
password, which their spy would use to identify him or herself to them.
"You..."
"Yes, I'm the spy." Anne whispered. "Listen to me, you have to
cooperate with me. Someone has put poison in your drink. Luckily, I have the
antidote so you're still alive right now. I think the culprit is an OZ's spy so
we must to be careful from now on."
"Careful?" Duo blinked, trying to
sink the words in his mind.
"Yes, I'm afraid that person will try to
poison Yuy as well. She is the pilot 01, isn't she? Never thought a female would
be a gundam pilot, but it appears she does." Anne took a breath and leant closer
to Duo. "I've told Yuy about this and she guessed that this spy was suspicious
with you two because you came in this school together in the middle of semester.
The spy might think that you're together as a cover to be able to exchange
information without rising suspiciousness from the others."
Heero was
probably right, Duo thought bitterly. Although he slowly processed what Anne
said to him, the other part of him was wondering why it wasn't Heero who told
him about this?
Oblivious to Duo's thought, Anne continued. "Yuy then
decided that she and you had to break up to erase the spy's suspicion. She also
asked me to take care of you while she went to find a new boyfriend for
her."
"Huh, what? WHAT?" Duo was surprised with Anne's last sentence.
"She went to find a new boyfriend????!!"
"Yes, she has got a new one."
Anne smirked silently as Duo imitated a gold fish. "And she seems to enjoy being
with him, more than being with you."
"I don't believe this..." Duo shook
his head weakly. He couldn't believe Heero could leave him just like this. True
that they weren't really a couple, but he knew Heero enjoyed being with him. He
could feel it from the way the Japanese boy leant against him and let him kiss
him whenever he wanted.
"You may want to look outside that window if you
want the proof." Anne pointed at the window across Duo's bed. "You can see her
with her new boyfriend through it."
Still feeling disbelief, Duo
approached the window and was totally blown at the scene he saw. He felt dozen
of knives stabbed his heart as the window allowed him to see the garden where
Heero and Mario were having French kiss. From his position at the window, Duo
could see that Heero was sitting on Mario's lap while the big boy had one hand
on Heero's rear and the other hand cupping the back of Heero's head, pressing
the Japanese boy deeper into his kiss.
"They have been like that since
the first day you fell unconscious." Anne's words ripped Duo's heart completely.
He felt like falling down in to the pit of misery. All his efforts to gain
Heero's heart were useless. The Japanese boy easily dumped him and went to
another boy. Although it was for the sake of the mission, Duo still couldn't
accept it.
Duo tore his eyes away from the window when he saw Mario nip
at Heero's neck while his hands caressed Heero's round bottom. He never thought
Heero would let Mario go that far on him. True, that Heero also let him do that,
but he wanted to be the only one allowed to do that. The only one to kiss,
caress, and hug the Japanese boy. But it seemed that Heero only thought him
indifferently from the other.
"You love her, don't you?" Anne's voice
came up from behind him. "For you, this is not just a cover, isn't
it?"
"Does it matter now?" Duo spoke bitterly. He faced the wall and
tried to will his tears away. Boys didn't cry, damn it. Duo bit his lower lip as
his heart ached painfully. He had given all he had for Heero, trying to make the
Japanese boy happy, but at the end... A pair of hands around his waist jolted
him from his thought.
"It matters to me." Anne tightened her hug on Duo
and pasted her front to Duo's back. "I don't like seeing you sad. I like your
smile."
Duo held Anne's hand and turned around to face the girl.
"Anne...I.. " Anne's lips on his stopped the words. Duo widened his eyes at the
girl's sudden outburst and was still in shock when Anne withdrew,
"I love
you, Duo." Anne whispered while encircling her hands around Duo's neck. "Let me
help you forget about Yuy." She kissed him again.
Duo didn't know what to
do. He was overloaded with so many sensations Anne gave him. The feeling of her
soft body against him, the kiss she gave him, combined with her willingness and
kindness to help him made Duo tempted to kiss her back, to feel how being loved
by someone's else. How he wished that it was Heero who hugged him right now, who
kissed and hugged him like Anne did.
The temptation to kiss Anne and hug
the girl became bigger as his mind told him that this wasn't a bad offer.
Accepting Anne would make him easier to communicate with her about their mission
and moreover, he got someone who loved him at his side. This was not so bad,
wasn't it?
Anne grinned silently as she felt Duo lock her in his embrace
and kiss her back.
It was dangerous to play with Gundam pilots and used
her position as the spy to full advantages, but she wanted Duo Maxwell at the
first time she saw him. And now.....
She had won
him.
"Ouch."
"Don't touch!" Heero
pushed away Mario's hand from getting near his chest.
Mario growled
exasperatedly. "Don't act like as lady. You have let me touch other parts of
your body so it won't make any different if I touch your breast now."
"Do
that and I'll kill you." Heero glared, not aware that his glare was not as
intense as the first time. He felt so tired and wanted only to cuddle his bear,
waiting for Duo to wake up.
"You act too high for a slut." Mario growled,
but he moved his hand nevertheless. He still felt a little afraid that Yuy would
really carry out her threat. He still wanted to be alive, after
all.
Heero didn't reply. He had heard similar words during the past days,
from Mario or from his classmates, and he didn't care. All he wanted was to Duo
to wake up and save him from Mario. He believed all these torments would stop
once Duo woke up.
He was startled when Mario kissed him again, pouring
his frustration and anger in the brutal kiss, but Heero had gotten used to
Mario's sudden behavior. He opened his mouth willingly, knowing Mario would
force him to open it soon or later, and held out the urge to throw up when he
felt Mario's tongue roam over his mouth and palate.
Heero heard a cough
and then a male voice spoke up. "Can we have your time for a minute?" Heero
widened his eyes and broke away from Mario's kiss as he recognized the voice. It
was the voice he had been waiting to speak at him. The voice he had yearned to
hear and caressed him with its tenderness. He turned his head and saw Duo
standing a couple of feet from the bench he and Mario sat.
"Duo!" Heero
felt his heart leap in joy. Duo had awakened! He moved forward, trying to
disengage from Mario and wanting to throw himself into Duo's arms. How he missed
being hugged, kissed, and caressed by the braided boy. To his surprise, Mario's
arms clamped over his waist and pulled him back toward the big boy. He tried to
struggle, but he found out he couldn't move. Mario was too strong while he was
weakened by lack of sleep and food.
Heero was about to protest and shout
at Mario to let him go when another voice spoke up. "It looks like you're very
happy with Mario, Yuy." Anne appeared from behind Duo and clung on Duo's arm
like a spoiled child. Heero felt fire rising inside him and got an urge to tear
Anne into pieces. He might have done it if he wasn't shocked when Duo put one
arm around Anne's waist and drew her closer.
"Duo?" Heero asked in
confusion. In his shock, he ceased his struggle and gave Mario the chance to
tighten his hug.
"What do you want, Maxwell?" Mario asked
possessively.
Duo looked at Heero and then at Mario. "I just want to tell
Yuy that I'm awake and okay. And since Yuy has got a new boyfriend else, I think
I also need a new girlfriend." Duo kissed Anne's cheek. "I'll leave you two
alone now. Have fun." With that Duo turned away, taking Anne with him and
leaving a shocked Heero in Mario's hands.
Just that? Heero stared at
Duo's retreating back in disbelief and shock. Was this a dream? A cruel dream
where Duo had awakened, took Anne as his girlfriend, and dumped him onto Mario?
Heero really found it was hard to believe it was the reality he was facing right
now. His head spun and pounded painfully, making him hard to think.
His
soldier side had fought to be strong, to be always in alert and endure what
Mario did to him for the past week. The soldier endured and ignored all the
accusation, foul words, and other spits thrown at him in hope that Duo would
wake up soon and everything would be fine once again. But now, Duo's words had
shocked him to the core, making his soldier side crumble down and leaving his
fifteen years old side vulnerable.
"So Maxwell has been bored with you
that he gave you to me." Mario's smug voice added another stab in Heero's
heart.
"No... ... " Heero spoke weakly. "....I belong to
Duo....."
"Hah, you belong to me now, Yuy. It's impossible he still
wanted you after he saw all the marks I made on you. He had dumped you for
Anne."
"No!" Heero shook his head. "I belong to no one but Duo!" There
had to be a misunderstanding here. He had to speak to Duo. Surely Duo would not
leave him like this after what had happened between them a week ago, would he?
...... Would he? ...... Heero struggled, wanting to get free from Mario, but
Mario hugged him tightly. "Let me go!"
"No way, you're my girlfriend now,
you know." Mario tried to kiss the Japanese boy, but Heero turned his head
away.
"I'm not your girlfriend. Duo has woken and I don't have anything
to do with you anymore. Now let me go or...." Heero widened his eyes and let out
a gasp of pain before he was blackened by the intense pain on his
stomach.
"Do you think I will let you go that easily?" Mario withdrew his
punch from Heero's stomach and looked around him carefully. Noting no one was
around, the big boy dropped his unconscious girlfriend onto his shoulder and
slipped out silently from the dorm, disappearing into the forest near the
dorm.
He entered the cabin in the middle of the forest where the forest
guards liked to rest and dropped his burden on the hard wooden floor. "I have
wanted you from the first time I saw you and I will have you now whether you
want it or not." He knelt down and kissed his unconscious captive in lust and
need. "I can't wait to be inside you, Baby." Mario grinned and was about to tear
the girl's uniform when his pager suddenly beeped loudly. Cursing loudly, Mario
withdrew and took out the pager. He read the message and cursed again.
"Damn!"
Mario looked down at his captive. "Looks like you'll have to wait
at here till I finish my business." He proceeded to tie his captive's legs and
ankles with the ropes he found hanging on the wall and ripped the girl's sleeve,
using the torn clothes as a gag for her. After making sure that the girl
couldn't move any inch and wouldn't make any noise, Mario stood up and left the
cabin.Something cold fell on his cheek. Heero slowly
opened his eyes and winced in pain. His head pounded violently, his stomach
hurt, his throat was on fire, and he felt so cold. What happened to him? Heero
tried to speak and realized someone had gagged him. He tried to remove the gag
and found his hands were bound behind his back. His ankles were bound as well,
preventing him to move.
He looked around him but he didn't recognize the
place. It was built from wood, there are a bed on one corner and a table next to
it. He, himself, was lying in the middle of the room. From the sound outside, he
knew it was raining. Heero felt something wet and cold fell down on his shoulder
and then another on his lower body, telling him there were some leaks on the
roof above him.
It was so cold.... Heero wanted to curl up, to move to a
warmer and drier spot, but he felt so tired and weak. Added with the ropes that
bound him, Heero couldn't go anywhere. The rain became harsher and more droplets
fell on him. Heero trembled in cold and tried hard to think between the
poundings in his head. How could he get here? And why was he bound?
//I
just want to tell Yuy that I'm awake and okay. And since Yuy has got a new
boyfriend else, I think I also need a new girlfriend.// Heero closed his eyes as
Duo's words echoed, bringing the recent memory to him. Duo had left him.... left
him for Anne.... And then Mario.... He remembered struggling and then Mario
punched him.
So Mario brought him here.... Heero's shoulders slumped
tiredly. He didn't want to know how Mario brought him here. In his current
condition, he only wanted one thing. He wanted to be in Duo's arms, where he
felt so safe and warm. There was no soldier here anymore, there was only a
fifteen years old boy who yearned for a tender touch from the one he loved, a
fifteen years old boy whose wish to whisper his beloved's name was denied by the
gag in his mouth. Tears silently escaped the Japanese boy's closed eyes as he
sank back into unconsciousness.
TBC ....
*stays put in her
gundanium turtleshell*
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