You wonder why I think I'm not good enough
Maybe it's because I'm not the dancing girl
Maybe it's because I'm not a supermodel
Maybe it's because no one ever wanted to
Die for me
Maybe it's because, at best, I'm a second rate
fantasy to anything with a dick
You stupid motherfucker
You wonder why I don't want love
Maybe it's because I'm tired of being
Fucked over
Maybe it's because I detest your best intentions
Maybe it's because I don't want the extra pain
If I wanted pain, I'd assfuck myself with a cactus
What you don't seem to get is that I
Fucking hate you
What you don't seem to get is that I
Fucking love you too.
What you don't seem to get is that if
I could stop this I would
But I can't so
I'll just go on wanting to fuck you
And kill you
And never, ever being good enough
Asshole.