| WHEN *1/31/03* |
When can i show you when will you see that a person loves you and that person is me When is okay to overstep this bound will it matter if its quiet or if it makes a sound When does the day come when i dont have to hide will it matter than what i truly feel inside |
| MY LOVE*1/30/03* |
inspired by love you could say thats true but more so than that if only you knew love of death inspires this soul love of saddness creates the deep hole love existing throughout mind no longer the love people wish to find love forgotten brings on each verse love taken forgranted never makes it worse rather the opposite for this sad love of mine for through my pain does creativity shine |
| UNNAMED*1/30/03* |
heard within a sigh lies burdened sorrow sung through a song the end is tomorrow seen in these walls a life without truth lost with a knife the love of a youth |
| NEED *1/30/03* |
i dont need to hear about it i dont need to know i dont need your pitty i dont need to let go i dont need excuses i dont need pleas i dont need lies i dont need a tease i do need a friend who will be there i do need to be happy for sadness is too much to bear |
| THE OTHER WAY *1/30/03* |
i turn my head the other way only to find i have to stay the truth of it all so blinding within this sad fight no one can win i can't ignore this whole mess because i hate false happiness i want to be there i truly do care but all my doubts start to flare i turn my head the other way sadly never seeing the light of day |
| HOW IMPORTANT IS THE TRUTH REALLY? *1/30/03* |
how important is the truth if it just hurts those you care for how important is the truth if the outcome isn't really sure how important is the truth if you know it'll get worse how important is the truth if it feels like a curse how important is the truth if i just keeps going on how important is the truth if all that matters is gone how important is the truth if it knows not what may come how important is the truth if it leaves you stupidly numb how important is the truth if you're left alone how important is the truth if you turn your heart into stone |
| My sad attempt at a happy poem O_o the world is strange *1/30/03* |
sweet smiles start in spring the songs of life start to sing happiness is hard to find in this sad place of mind theres hope no matter where you turn as love starts to burn second chances are once in a few who knows whats out there, who knows whats new |
| UNNAMED |
the sweet smell of death lingers in the air the taste of bloody roses so silent and fair the sight of it all so quickly taken as lives are lost and hearts foresaken |
| UNNAMED *1/29/03* |
Takes but a moment To lighten the mood Takes but a whisper To open a wound Takes but a friend To notice that you’re there But apparently friends Don’t really notice or care |
| UNNAMED |
Blood rushes through the veins Out a wound onto broken chains Screams of agony drunken by touch The sweet smell of death is this much |