This is the sap-iest thing i've ever written, but whatever, it's not the WORST thing i've ever written... But it's not too good either... It probabaly doesnt REALLY fit the song, but It's about Subaru and Seishirou going for an unexpected walk in the park on a rainy day, sorting out thier feelings... I guess... But anywho! Okay, this confused me the first fifty-billion times i tried to put it together, but if it's (Bold and in parenthisi like this it is the original Japanese Lyrics.) If, on the other hand, it's like ([This, it is the translated Lyrics i got from animelyrics.com. if there arent any under the Japanese, that means he was singing (completely) in English and i'd rather not waste my time HTMLing translated into english english lyrics.] Now, I hope you like this, but if you dont, get over it. I never intend on becoming a best-selling author any time soon.
Subaru stood boredy doing close to noting but standing. He pulled out a cigarette.
"*How can you smoke those?" The voice behind him made him flench. He almost ignored the person, but had to be sure. He turned around.
"What do you want?" Subaru nervously looked around for a lighter.
"You." Seishirou grinned, rather enjoying the way Subaru still flinched at things such as that.
'Not again... Make him go away!' Subaru's mind pleaded to whatever god there was."Sorry, I'm not for sale." He found some matches and lit his cigarette.
(sawameki dake ga
kokoro o sashite
kikoenai mune no toiki
toki o wasurete motome samayou
takanaru omoi nurashite
[Only the heart's pounding
stab my heart
the silent sight of the heart
forget the time the plea roams about
wet the thought/feeling that makes
the heart pound]
"You were never any fun." Seishirou sighed, leaning up aginst the wall, "Okay, maybe a little, when Hokuto-chan was still around." He watched Subaru flinch, almost completely twitch, at the sound of her name. Why did he bring that up?! THAT of all things... Subaru put out his cigarette, he should quit smoking those stupid things anyways... It wasn't like tthey were doing anything for his health.
(Run away from reality
I've been crying in the dream)
"Why dont you just kill me and get it over with?" Subaru started walking off, down the sidewalk in an attempt to get away from Seishirou.
"Because that wouldnt be fun." The Sakurazukamori kept up with Subaru, seeing as how it wasnt very difficult.
"Since when have you been into all these fun and games?" Subaru sighed and walked accross the street, without looking. He'd gotten more wreckless. But never seemed to die of it...
"What's your problem?!" Seishirou grabbed Subaru's hand not too gently, "I wanted to talk."
"You killed my sister." Subaru put on the best glare he could muster.
(kôritsuita toki ni furuete
yugande mieni kioku kasaneru
kanashimi ga kieru made)
[Shiver in the time that was frozen
puling up distorted memories
until the grief vanishes]
"That... can be overlooked, right?" Seishirou blinked.
"Things like that just cant be overlooked!" Subaru stormed off down the sidewalk.
"YOU STILL LOVE ME!" Seishirou called out, making Subaru stop dead in his tracks. He felt a painful tug at his heart. Hokuto... but still... That year so much had happened... to him...
(You say anything
kizutsuke au kotoba demo
say anything
tachikirenai kokoro ni)
[You say anytrhing
the fitting word blessed but
say anything
to the heart that cannot sever])
He walked back over to Seishirou. Tears threatening to fall, burning onto his face.
"Maybe I do, Seishirou... But you already made up your mind..." He said quietly, then started back, but Seishirou grabed him, again; and he didnt pull away, "QUIT IT!"
"We should go elsewhere..." Seishirou said, taking Subaru's, still smaller, hand in his and walking to no place in particular. They stopped at a park full of cherry trees. Subaru stared.
(You say anything
Just tell me all your sweet lies
say anything
enji kirenai kokoro ni)
[You say anything
Just tell me all your sweet lies
say anything
to the heart that cannot lie])
"We are not going in there." He frowned.
"Why not?" Seishirou waited for an answer as Subaru was stuck between telling him he was a dolt, or just running off... It begain to rain, very hard, on them both.
"You're a DOLT! Not only that, but you're a dolt who's standing in the rain, and has dragged me to the mi--" Subaru got dragged under a tree. He looked around, "This still isnt smart."
"You're never happy are you?" Seishirou sighed and put his sunglasses in his jacket pocket. Malcontents... At least Fuuma was happy with his identity crissis (yet not with his other half), and was acctualy quite happy at his latest accomplishments of becoming both a mind-reading wishing well (sort of).... But Subaru was misery... and Misery loves company... or so they say... Subaru acted quite as if he wanted to be left alone, but Seishirou knew better than that. Subaru glanced over at Seishirou, who looked quite fine, although he was staning under the wet spot, letting the younger bishonen have the dryer spot beneath the tree that just happened not to be a sakura.
'Who does he think he is, looking all cool over there?! I should... i dunno... Whack him one real hard!... But... He did take the time to find me... and he said... no, he didnt, You're a total moron, Subaru! He never cared!' Subaru's mind continued attacking him, thus giving him no peace, and making him totaly forget Seishirou's question. Seishirou shook a branch above Subaru's head, sending baby raindrops all over the target. Subaru jumped.
"Earth to Subaru..." Seishirou shook his head, "*nebokenja neyo..." Subaru was about to say mean nasty things back, but then noticed Seishirou was laughing at the 'pissed' expression on his face.
(If I can't go back to where I have been
yume no naka ni dake ikite
owaranai ame ni nureru
nagareru namida o
hakujitsuyume ni somete)
[If I can't go back to where I have been
Live only in dreams
getting wet in the endless rain
colour the running tears in my day
dreams]
"You're a jerk."
"But that's why you love me." He patted Subaru on the head.
"I'm not sixteen anymore..." He pouted and looked away. Seishirou grabbed Subaru, for the billionth time that day, and shoved him aginst the tree.
"You're right. You're a man now... So, does that mean you want me to be crule, to stop playing nice with you?" Seishirou grinned.Subaru noted Seishirou was still physicaly stronger than him, and he was being not-so-gently pinned aginst the tree.
"Do you have any clue what i could do to you, as there are no people here today..." he grinned, growling softly in Subaru's ear. Subaru, although he told himself he wouldnt, wimpered slightly as Seishirou's teeth grazed his neck.
"This isnt fair!" Subaru whined, trying to get loose from Seishirou.
(You say anything
whatever you like to say to me
say anything
you leave me out of my eyes
you say anything
all I can hear is voice from dream
say anything
you can dry my every tear)
"Life seldom is." The taller bishonen sighed, then let Subaru go. Subaru blinked and looked Seishirou over, and without a word the older man left, walking deeper into the park, in the rain.
'No... This isnt fair...' Subaru watched Seishirou walk, then decided to run after him, leaving the tree, "Seishirou!"
"Yes?"
"Nine years ago... Who really won the bet?"
(akari no kieta
on the stage
hitori mitsumete
tôritsugita
hibi ni dakareru
kowashite kure nani mo ka mo
kazatta ai mo
toki no suna ni kieru made)
[the lights have gone out
on the stage
staring lonely
embraced by the days that have gone
destroy(ing) everything,as well
the adorned love,
until it vanishes in the sand of time]
"Who do you think?" Seishirou continued walking aimlessly through the park, but sticking to the sidewalk.
"I'm not sure sometimes... Sometimes I'm sure it was you... Because you killed Hokuto... and had you... nevermind... I guess it's boring listening to a 'thing'..." Subaru sighed. Seishirou stopped and looked at Subaru, watching his green eyes momentarly flicker with an old innocence, then return to the sobering, hurting pools of almost liquid emerald. They almost made his heart ache... He almost wanted to hold him, to make everything wrong right... but he couldnt do that...
(You say anything
kizutsuke au kotoba demo
say anything
tachikirenai kokoro ni)
[You say anytrhing
the fitting word blessed but
say anything
to the heart that cannot sever])
"You were supposed to hate me for killing her, so i would have a reason not to find you more than a 'thing'..." He cupped Subaru's face in his hands, "Besides, what would your family think about you loving me?" Seishirou kissed Subaru's cheek, "We were never destined to be together, you know this as well as i do." Seishirou released his 'victim.'
"I know... But i wanted..." Subaru sighed, then hugged onto the Sakurazukamori, "I wanted to know if you loved me too..."
(You say anything
Just tell me all your sweet lies
say anything
enji kirenai kokoro ni)
[You say anything
Just tell me all your sweet lies
say anything
to the heart that cannot lie])
Seishirou just stood there a moment, petting Subaru's hair. Should he tell him, or let him think what he wanted..?
"Of course I did.. I loved you, Subaru." He had never wanted a moment that would last forever... untill all this, of course... The rain begain to die down some, that was a good thing. Subaru then decided to do something he normaly wouldnt... He leand up and kissed Seishirou. What suprised Seishirou, was that it wasnt a little kiss, it was a rather long one... Giving Subaru just enough time to feel comfortable, but also giving him enough time to remember the way it felt... Everything about it, from the way Seishirou's hands were positioned on his shoulders, to the way he was standing. Subaru glanced up at Seishirou, blushing slightly.
"I could still crush you between my hands..." Seishirou noted, somewhat akwardly as his hands still covered a great deal of Subaru's shoulders.
"Here? In the rain?"
"What's left of it." Seishirou looked up at the sky, the rain had reduced to nothing more than a few drops.
"If that's what you want..."
"But it isnt... We should start walking back."
(Close your eyes and
I'll kill you in the rain
kirei ni koroshi aeba
zôka no bara ni umoreta
shijin no namida wa
kioku ni nagarasete)
[Close your eyes and
I'll kill you in the rain
if a beautiful murder is fitting
the artificial rose is buried
shedding tears of a poet in
the memories]
They started back to the entrance of the park, thouroughly soaked. Some girl in a cute outfit, that looked every bit as if it had been designed by Hokuto, and carrying a weird looking staf ran into Subaru.
"Ack! I'm sorry!" She blushed, bowed in apology, then took off running down the walkway.
"Have you seen--" Another girl, with long black hair, and a video recorder, started.
"She went that way." Subaru pointed.
"Thanks alot!" The girl ran in the same direction calling out something along the lines of 'Sakura! I need to film your brave deed on film this time!' Subaru smiled, then took Seishirou's hand in his own untill they go to the front of the park.
"I dont want to stop loving you." Subaru stated, simply.
"Who said you had to?" Seishirou sighed,"but hating me would make this a lot easier."
"I could never hate you.... I never have..." Subaru smiled.
(Time may change my life
but my heart remains the same to you
time may change your heart
my love for you never changes)
Seishirou looked at his watch, then cursed softly.
"What is it?" Subaru blinked.
"Dragons of Earth meeting... More bickeing about who's way to do it... Fuuma will probably win, again... Loads of fun." He gave Subaru a quick, awkward, hug then started off in the opposite way Subaru was supposed to go... At least he was fairly certain that's where Kamui wanted to meet him at.
(You say anything
kitzutsuke au kotoba demo
say anything
tachikirenai kokoro ni)
[You say anything
the fitting word blesses but
say anything
to the heart that cannot sever]
Subaru looked around, nothing was the same with him gone... It was weird... Like the scent of Sakura blossoms and cigarette smoke... He smiled softly then started out in the direction of where he hoped he was supposed to meet Kamui.
(You say anything.....
say anything.......
Now you've gone away
Where can I go from here?
Say anything....)
He walked down the street, spotting Kamui near the end, humming a famillar tune... "*Say anything..."
(I believed if time passes,everything turns into beauty
If the rain stop, tears clean the scars of memory away.
Everything starts wearing fresh colours.
Every sound beginds playing a heartful melody.
Jealousy embellishes a page of epic.
Desire is embraced in a dream
But my mind is still in chaos and.............)
(So, was it better than you expected for a first time sap-fic? Okay, the first * was about Subaru's cigarettes, beacuse Ami said something about them being lights, and Seishirou doesnt smoke lights. the second * was for the 'Nebokenja neyo, i'll just put the book's notes for them, it means get your head out of your ass, but literaly means 'arent you half asleep (because of what you did/ are doing)?' Depending on tone it can be either a funny or harsh thing. the third * was for when Subaru hum-sings "say anything..." seeing as how it IS in bold, it IS in the song, meaning "Say anything" was sung twice. That's all ^^)
