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Masquerade
by Raydance

Part Two - and the stars of fate will shine


 

Fuuko wasn't feeling too great. "Why in the world did I actually agree to come here?" she mumbled to herself. All around her, happy people were laughing, joking, and altogether being very annoying. Perhaps I should get Mi-chan to dance with me. She thought. Nah, who am I kidding? He'll probably turn me down. Sighing, she decided to walk out to the balcony for some fresh air.

"Oops, I'm sorry, I didn't know there was someone here already." Fuuko said, startled at the sight of a shadowy figure at the railing. He turned his head to shoot her a glance, but turned back to the view of the garden. "I don't mind," he said blandly.

Fuuko advanced and placed her hands on the railing. "Excuse me," she apologised. "But I thought I would be the only one not dancing with anybody."

He shrugged. "Yeah. I thought so too. I don't like functions."

"Then why ARE you here?"

"I have a few friends who are gifted in the power of persuasion. And you?"

"Well, I didn't think that nobody would dance with me..."

The man laughed shortly. "You sure have a high opinion of yourself."

Fuuko felt mildly insulted. "Of course I do. Who doesn't?"

The man didn't answer.

A soft breeze blew, bringing with it the scent of the blooming roses beneath them.



Kurei didn't like functions, full stop. He would have gone home, if not for the view of the garden and the roses. It brought back memories of Kurenai, the way the mask did. "Fleetingness of life..." he mumbled under his breath again. He was feeling morose and was ready to spend the entire night just staring at the roses, but someone intruded upon his solitude.



"I'm sorry." Fuuko said immediately, contrite. Heck, someone she could talk to and she was going to freak him out by being rude to him.

He shook his head. "I'm fine."

"Excuse me for asking, but if you're so bored just being here, why don't you just go on home?"

He shrugged. "I promised to leave with my friends, and well... I like the roses."

He turned his attention back to the view, and they spent a few minutes in silence, with the background noise washing over them.

Fuuko couldn't take it after a while. "Don't you like the stars today?" She said suddenly, jarring her companion out of his perusal of the garden.

He glanced up. "Hn." he muttered, not willing to say anything more.

"I like stars. I like the way they glitter and twinkle, and the fact that every few seconds, there's a new star being born and a star disappearing. Rather like us, don't you think? Fleetingness of life."

He started. "What was that?"

"Fleetingness of life. I'm sorry. Did I say something wrong?"

"No... it's just that someone said that about my ex-girlfriend not too long back."

"Oh." Silence reigned for a while. "I'm sorry. May I ask what happened to her?"

"She was killed." His fingers clenched the railing, obviously not wanting to say anything more, yet almost happy that it was finally out of his mouth.



I can't believe I just said that. Kurei shook himself mentally. I actually told someone about Kurenai! He watched the girl out of the corner of his eye. Ah heck. What were the chances of him actually meeting her again anyhow? He gave up, and decided that if he was going to be here, he might as well make the most of it. He turned his back to the garden. "Well now," he said as emotionlessly as he could, "Would you like to dance with me?"

She smiled and acceded to the request. "Gladly." She stretched out her hand, and he took it gently. Together, they reentered the party hall.



The hall was a symphony of colours. The chandeliers cast a shade of gold over the scene as ladies swirled by, dressed in every shade and hue of the spectrum. The men were dressed in dapper suits, with the occasional misfit here and there. Fuuko winced with distaste at Domon's emerald green shirt matched with the red coat. Looks like Alanna couldn't do much...

They waited politely for a break in the music where they could join the crowd on the dance floor. And pretty soon, it came.

"Alrighty, this is a request from a certain Joker to a certain Rinoa, hey, don't you guys know you aren't supposed to reveal yourself yet? Anyway, this is 'Eyes on Me'! Oh yeah!" The irritating DJ said into the microphone. In the live band, two friends eyed each other and mouthed curses. "Tell me again, why did I agree to this?" Spleena hissed. "We needed the money, REMEMBER?" Alanna hissed back. Reluctantly, Spleena turned her attention to the keyboard and Alanna picked up the drumsticks, all the while muttering darkly about lousy DJs.



Kurei and his companion waltzed around the room. He hadn't... couldn't have taken a good look at her, not in the shadows of the balcony. His eyes ran over the gentle curves of her body, the slight smile on her lips as he twirled her around the room. Her radiance was overwhelming. In spite of himself, he had to smile too. He longed for the time when he could remove the creamy mask that covered her face. But he wondered about her reaction to him. It's me. Kurei. Big bad guy. A muscle in his jaw twitched.

"Tell me, sir knight..."

"Sir knight?"

"Well, what else should I call you?"

He hesitated. "Sir knight is fine."

"Okay, why don't you have another girlfriend yet if you're so charming?"



Fuuko watched the startled eyes stare back at her. Gee, I really threw him off track that time... He missed his footing, but managed to keep in time. How she longed to take off the red mask, to untie the black ribbons holding it up! She DID think that he was charming, even though he had spoken all of 10 sentences to her. Tall, gallant... hey, he even liked roses! Talk about a SNAG! She waited patiently for an answer. But it didn't come.

The song ended and he let go of her abruptly. "Okay. Fine. I'm going now."

"Where to?"

"The garden."



He strolled along the pathways, admiring the roses, thinking about Kurenai and her love for the flowers. Didn't he tell her before that he didn't like flowers? What was it... because they died too easily. Fleetingness of life. He hated that sentence now. Everything he thought of brought that phrase back to his mind... and how Kurenai died, and how he didn't prevent it. He picked a rose and started to shred it. He would have continued dancing, but the last question hurt. He didn't want to betray Kurenai's memory, and it didn't help that he was thinking about his companion THAT way.

"Sir knight... don't be so cruel to the rose, it didn't do anything to you."

"It's you again." Kurei said a little exasperatedly. "What do you want? Can you quit following me?" He tried shooting her a glare that would usually send anyone else scuttling away. But not Fuuko Kirisawa.

"Come on, sir knight. I thought we were having fun. Why did you just leave me high and dry on the dance floor? Was it something I said?"

"Are you just here to get an answer to your question? Fine, I'll give it to you.

Love seeketh only Self to please,
To bind another to Its delight,
Joys in another's loss of ease,
And builds a Hell in Heaven's despite.

There. Happy? Didn't understand that? Go ponder over it while I return to my own peace and quiet."

Fuuko slapped him. And it brought back painful memories again. Kurenai... And it had been in the rose garden as well when Kurenai did the same to him. Kurei would have blasted Fuuko to Hell and back if she didn't say what she said right after.

"But you forget the first stanza, sir knight.

Love seeketh not Itself to please,
Nor for itself hath any care,
But for another gives its ease,
And builds a Heaven in Hell's despair.

Don't be so caught up in your own worries. What makes you think there aren't others who go through the same troubles as you do? Or even worse? And don't you ever underestimate me again. Quoting Blake at me won't send me running into Mama's arms."

For the first time in his life, Kurei apologised to someone else. "I'm sorry. It's just that... memories are overwhelming me. And they hurt." He clenched his jaw, but inwardly swore that even if it was for this night only, he would make someone happy. For himself, and for the memory of Kurenai. He picked three rosebuds from a bush, just beginning to bloom, and twined their stems together to form a little rosette. Gently, he put them into her hair. "I apologise."

Fuuko smiled winningly back at him. "It's okay." Hesitantly, she touched his arm. "Do you want to talk about it?"

Kurei shook his head. "It's okay. But thanks for asking." He turned to her, a hidden desire burning in his gaze. She raised her head to his, and slowly, he bent towards her, closing his eyes in a silent prayer for Kurenai to approve of this...

BANG!

Immediately, Kurei straightened, turning his eyes to the sky. Above them, fireworks were blooming across the sky, casting an eerie glow to their faces. From the building, the annoying DJ's voice could be heard. "Oh yeah, it's the fireworks display, if everyone would move to the balcony, you'll see them going off in the night sky. Oh yeah, isn't it romantic, oh yeah!"

Fuuko cursed the fireworks. Argh! Just when it was getting romantic! Stupid DJ! She scrunched her eyes shut in anger. The display WAS beautiful, fireworks burst across the dark canvas of the sky in splashes of colour, but Fuuko couldn't enjoy it.

"Oh yeah, ladies and gentlemen, that was the end. If everyone would make their way back to the hall in the next ten minutes, we'll be holding the unmasking soon, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah!"

Kurei squeezed the fingers in his. "Shall we?" he murmured. Fuuko nodded.



As long as she isn't part of Hokage... I will be with her. As long as she isn't part of Hokage.



I don't care who he is. I want to stay with him. I want to protect him. I don't care who he is.



With trembling fingers, she raised her hands behind his head to hold the jet-black ribbons in her hand. He entwined her cream ribbons between his fingers.

"Three... Two... One.... Take it off! Oh yeah!"

"Kurei!"

"Fuuko." His heart sank. Murphy's Law strikes again.

He stepped back from her, narrowing his eyes in seeming distaste. "I should have known," he muttered before turning away and heading purposefully towards the door.

"Wait! Kurei!" But he didn't turn back. And Fuuko, she headed to the garden to cry. The rejection... it hurt too much.



i just wanted to stay with you
i just wanted to feel the breath of your grace
i didn't know what to do
i couldn't say anything
when conciousness returned
everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you
but the scars of memory never fade away
i can't stop loving you
stop my tears
stop my loving
kill my memories




Alrighty, this one was angsty alright, oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah! Comments go straight to raydance, oh yeah!


song: Silent Jealousy
performed and written by: X Japan


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