Inner Monologue
By Mokona-Chiirushia

Shaking, I am shaking.
Why do I feel so scared?
I am alone in the world,
Left all alone.

Even as I sleep, I reach out,
For someone or something,
To hold, to hold me...
I don’t understand...

It’s so dark in here,
Like a night with no moon.
Why?  I’m not scared.
I won’t cry, I won’t...

Oh god, I’m crying, crying,
And I can’t stop, I can’t,
They won’t stop, I can’t,
I’m so afraid, so afraid...

Kaasan?  Kaasan, covered...
Blood, neechan, blood...
Kaasan is covered in blood.
You know?  You did it...?

Neechan, neechan, kaasan...
Kaasan, kaasan, neechan...
Blood, blood, everywhere...
It’s in my hair.  And my tears.

Neechan, neechan, no, no!
Why?  Why did you kill her?
What did she do to you?
What did she do...?

Blood, blood, I can’t stop...
I can’t stop screaming, I...
Someone... someone is there...
Who...  Who...  Who...?

A light shines on the blood.
Who...?  It’s him...  He...
He came to save me...
Save me...!  Save me!

Oh god, I can’t stop...
I can’t stop crying...
He saved me, he...
He saved me.  I can’t stop...

He saved me...  From...
From the blood.  No more...
No more blood.  Only...  Only...!
Kaasan...  Neechan...  Him.