*sighs* Okay, last part. I spent all week working on this, so I'm pretty sure it came out good. *sits back, exhausted* Enjoy!
Pairings: 2x5/5x2, 3+4
Notes: not mine. theirs. you sue you get pyscho penguins. and they're
mine! all mine! *grin* this part has the long awaited lemons in it...
~Baby I apologize
for all the things that I've done
that I've done~
The next morning, Duo woke up to Quatre bouncing at the foot of his bed. "Wha' time s'it..." he mumbled, reaching out blindly for the clock beside his bed. It read 7.40 am.
"Damn hyper blond..." he muttered, flipping over and putting the pillow over his head, only to have Quatre grab it and start jumping up and down on the bed. Giving up, Duo flipped back over to his back, and watched as the slim blond plopped down on his bed, an estatic look on his face.
"Alright Quatre, what is it. You only wake me up like this when you wanna talk, so spill." As he watched, Quatre's grin grew till Duo thought it would fall off his face. "What? Did I turn into a clown or something? I'm not Trowa ya know."
Quatre made a small happy sound in the back of his throat, and Duo laughed at the light in his friend's eyes. "Oooooohhhhhh, I see now. What happened, did you two kiss?"
On the outside, Quatre just beamed back at his braided friend, but on the inside he was laughing happily. This was coming together just perfect!
~See I know that I've been a fool
for far to long~
Blushing slightly, he murmurmed, "I went to Trowa's room last night, and told him how I feel about him...and we kissed...and he held me the whole night!" Finishing off in an excited voice, Quatre began bouncing up and down on the bed happily.
Duo laughed, glad that at least one of them was happy, even though he himself was totally miserable. Ignoring the flash of remembered pain, he smiled and changed the subject. "So what do the old farts want us to do today?"
"They said that they're gonna be working on our Gundams, giving them updates, so we have the day off. Trowa, Heero and I were gonna play cards for a little while in the main room. Would you like to play?" he said back, watching Duo's eyes carefully. 'Take the bait, Duo...take it...take it...c'mon Duo...'
Duo's face took on the fake smile Quatre knew and recognized so well. "Ummm, I dunno...is anyone else gonna be there?" And Quatre knew he was talking about Wufei. 'Just a little more Duo...almost there...'
Quatre took on his best innocent look, that he knew even Duo couldn't recognize. "Hmmm...I think Wufei said something about coming...I don't really know though. He said something about staying in the hanger to over-see work on his Gundam." 'C'mon Duo...take it...'
Duo's eyes took on a determined look. "Oh, well then, yeah...I guess I will come to the game."
When Quatre left a couple of minutes later, he smirked as he walked down the hall. 'Hook, line and sinker...'
*~*~*
~Baby you're unhappy
going your own way~
In his room, Wufei was reading a book of poems he had bought the month before, when Sally walked in.
"Hey Wufei! You wanna come play cards? Me, Trowa, Quatre, and Heero were gonna play in the main room, and I was wondering if you wanna play." Wufei looked up into his best-friend's hopeful face and sighed internally. 'I wonder if Duo will be there...'
"Is anyone else going?" And Sally grinned inside, knowing he was really asking about Duo.
"I don't know. Duo said he might come, but you know how protective he is of DeathScythe, so he also said something about over-seeing the upgrades to his Gundam." 'C'mon Wufei...this is for your own good...'
"Hmmm...I guess I could come...but I was going to read my book today..." Sally grimaced inside. Once Wufei was into a book, there was no getting him out. But a little thing like that was *not* gonna stop her plan! No way in hell!
"But Wufei, you can always read tonight, so c'mon, play a couple of rounds, and then you can go back to your room and read." She held her breath, silently begging him to come. 'Argh...goddamn stubborn Chinese boy...you better come...'
"Well...alright, I'll come."
~Just come back to papa
Please baby wont you stay?~
After a few more moments of chatting, Sally left the room, jumping up and down silently for a few moments in excitement, and then took off running to meet Quatre before everyone else got there.
This was gonna work, even if she had to die trying!
*~*~*
When Trowa and Heero walked into the room, they found Sally and Quatre sitting down at the table already, talking in almost feverish whispers. They glanced up quickly at the two pilots, and after Quatre shyly blew Trowa a kiss, went back to talking excitedly. The two standing pilots gave each other wierd looks, with Trowa slightly blushing, then sat down next to the pair.
Finally, Trowa got tired of waiting for Quatre to tell him what he was talking about, and said, "So what are you two plotting?"
All he got were two *very* innocent looks.
*~*~*
Duo gave his braid another tug, trying to make sure it was even. If by the intsy-bitsiest tinyest little chance Wufei happened to show up for the game, Duo definitly didn't want it to look like he had been miserable for the last 6 months.
'I mean, its not like he still loves me...although Wufei isn't one to break promises...but love changes, it fades...or grows...but we've been apart for so long, how could it have grown? For all I know, he hates me right now!'
"Gah!" he cried, finally giving up on the offending braid. Instead, he focused on his bangs, which he usually didn't give another thought to. 'Maybe I should trim them...no, cuz the last time I tried to get a trim, the barber started to get this urge to cut off my braid. Bad idea.'
~If you really love me
then why are you leaving me?~
"Show time..." he sighed softly, giving his reflection one last look over before walking out of his room.
*~*~*
Wufei stood in front of the mirror, trying to make sure he had gotten all the wrinkles out of his white shirt-coat. After all, this was the first chance he had gotten on this mission to really talk to the other pilots again, and he certainly didn't want it to look like he had been totally miserable these last 6 months.
~You just want to look good for Duo...~
'Do not!'
~Do to...~
'Do not!'
~You know you're arguing with yourself right?~
'Shut up.'
~Heh.~
"Argh..." Giving up on his coat, Wufei gave his reflection one last lingering look over before walking determinedly out into the hall. "Show time..."
*~*~*
Duo and Wufei got to the room at the same time. When they finally realized that they had run into each other, they both froze, not entirely sure what to do. So they stood there, sneaking glances at each other for a while, not saying anything, but not wanting to go inside with the others, not just yet. Finally, when the silence became unbearable, Duo broke it. "Wufei...long time, no see..."
Wufei swallowed, hard. What was he supposed to say to that? "Yeah..." Mentally he kicked himself. 'Brilliant response, as ever genius...'
~I can't think
think about this crazy day~
Wufei met and captured Duo's eyes, and all thought left him. 'Such beautiful eyes...it's been so long since I've been able to just stare into them...I lost that right when I left him...' Reminded of the past, Wufei broke the gaze, and stared at the ground.
"Maybe we should go in now. I'm sure the others are waiting for us." Duo looked down as well, thoroughly dissapointed. He had hoped for a more meaningful conversation. But oh well...
"Yeah..."
They both walked in, Wufei right after Duo, both of their gazes down cast. Sally gave Quatre a meaningful look, and called out to them. "I'm so glad you two made it! We've been waiting for you two to come so that we could start the next game!"
The two sat down, across from each other at the table. Wufei sat next to Heero and Sally, and Duo sat next to Quatre. Neither would look at each other.
Sighing slightly, Quatre began passing out cards. This was gonna take more work than he had originally thought.
*~*~*
~I can only
just day dream about you, Babe~
It was now 2 hours from the time the pair had come into the room, and as far as Quatre and Sally could see, there had been no progress what so ever, to their utter most despair. When were these two ever gonna realize that they belonged together?
Then, something happened that surprised them both.
The game had just ended, and they were trying to think of a new game to play. To their surprise, Duo spoke up. Looking directly into Wufei's eyes, he said in a loud, clear voice, "Play ya Speed, 'Fei."
Wufei looked up quickly, his face registering his surprise before he could hold it in. Duo hadn't spoken to him in 2 hours, where had this come from?
"I...okay, sure. I'll play you." At a loss for words, Wufei struggled to get even one simple sentence out. Duo merely smiled, a sad but strangely knowing smile, and started to shuffle the cards. After he placed the cards in the position for Speed, and had passed Wufei's half of the remaining stack, he motioned for them to flip the cards.
"On the mark. Get ready...set...go!"
The game was very fast-paced, with both of the players shooting each other glances everytime they put down cards. The other people around the table stared at both one another and the players, not believing what had just happened. Sally and Quatre, however, both had humongo smiles on their faces.
Finally, they were down to their last hand of cards, Duo with 3 and Wufei with 2. Neither could play, so they both reached for the two side piles. Looking straight at each other, they flipped the cards, and as they glanced down, both tried to play the same card.
When their hands collided, they jumped, and looked at each other again, neither of their gazes wavering.
~I'm going crazy crazy crazy
justa thinking about you lately~
After a few moments of pregnant silence, Duo spoke. "Truce?" When Wufei nodded, he smiled, and walked out of the room.
And Wufei knew Duo was talking about more than their ending the game in a truce.
*~*~*
Wufei left shortly after Duo did, no longer intrested in the card games. He walked past Duo's room, but when he got no more than a few steps past, he turned around, something compeling him, begging him to, and knocked on the door. Then it hit him what he was doing.
'O gods, what am I thinking?! I'm the last person he wants to talk to!' But just as he was about to leave, the door opened, and there was Duo, in all of his beauty. His eyes were filled with some sort of emotion that Wufei didn't recognize, but excited him, and it made him love him all the more in that one moment.
"Wufei..." Hearing his name come from the lips of his beloved, Wufei lost all rational thought, and leaned forward to kiss Duo.
*~*~*
When Wufei kissed him, Duo's mind went blank. All he could register was that his dream for the last 6 months was coming true, and before he could help himself, he threw his arms around the Chinese boy's neck, and dragged him into the room, slamming the door behind him.
~I'm going crazy crazy crazy
justa thinking about you, Babe~
Wufei pinned Duo to the wall, and began kissing him passionatly, mouth constantly moving and shifting over the other's. Duo responded by throwing his arms around Wufei's neck, and trying the keep the roving mouth still long enough to kiss it deeply.
When he did finally keep it still, he let his tongue enter in, and they soon began to sweat as they tongue warred. Duo's hands entangled in Wufei's hair, sending the broken band to the ground, and Wufei let his hands wander all over Duo's hips and sides. When Duo made a faint moan in the back of his neck, Wufei tore his mouth away, and began moving down to his neck to suck and lick a path down and under the high collar. Duo moaned again, louder this time, and it made Wufei realize just what was exactly happening.
He tore away from Duo, seeing the lust in his eyes, and not wanting to return to a lust-only relationship. Wufei just couldn't handle that.
Shaking his head as if to clear it, he said, "No...I can't do this again. I can't have a relationship based only on sex again. I told you before Duo, you have to find someone else. Or do you not remember that?" He looked up just in time to see *something* flash painfully in Duo's eyes before the braided boy turned around, shoulders shaking.
He turned to leave the room, when suddenly, Duo's voice stopped him.
"'Duo.'" Wufei stopped, wondering why Duo had just said his own name.
"'By the time you read this, I'm already to far away to come back. I am very sorry for not staying to say good-bye, but I am a coward, and could not stand the thought of facing your rejection. I love you,'" Here, Duo's voice catched slightly, as if fighting tears, but he went on., "'Duo, more than you will ever know. I left because I could not stand being around you, with you at night, and not being able to express my true emotions for you."
~I'm going crazy crazy crazy crazy
thinking about you lately~
Duo turned around, facing Wufei, and when his gaze met the Chinese boy's, Wufei gasped, seeing the pure love mixed with unbearable pain in the lovely violet eyes for the first time. That mixture was what had been in those same eyes since he had seen him for the first time in 6 months.
Duo went on. "'I wish I could have had the strength to tell you to your face. From now on, you will have to find another person to find physical release with, because I can not stand it.'" Again Duo's voice cracked, and a twin tears rolled down his cheeks. Wufei stood perfectly still, unable to move.
"'I love you, and always will, till the end of time. Please do not try to track me down, for it will all be to waste. I have hidden myself well. Good bye, dearest.'" Duo's voice broke, and it was a few seconds before he could continue.
"'Wo ai ni.'" Tears flowing freely now down the pale cheeks, Duo whispered the last line. "'Chang Wufei'"
Pulling something from his pocket, Duo unfolded a piece of paper, and held out to Wufei with one hand. Wufei took the paper, and when he looked down, he realized it was the note he had left so many months ago. Now, the edges were worn, the creases deep, and tear stains dotted the page. Some words were unreadable because of the stains, but Duo had long since memorized it.
~I'm going crazy crazy (Crazy crazy)
when I can't touch you~
Looking back up at Duo, Wufei opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Duo interrupted, tears still flowing. Wufei could tell that even though his voice was even, the braided pilot was fighting sobs. "Chang Wufei, I have always loved you. I loved you when I first talked to you. I loved your eyes, your face, your personality, your real one, not the fake bullshit you put on for other people. I loved you when we kissed. I loved you when we made love. I loved you when you left. I've loved you for the last 6 months. And I even loved you when I saw you with that woman, Sally.
"You think that just because you didn't see the signs of love from me, that I didn't love you? You know what I think? I think you just didn't look in the right places. Who stayed up with you when you were sick? Who made sure you weren't fucking killed, when you were on the verge of giving up your life in battle?!" With that, Duo broke down in sobs, and his knees gave out.
~Crazy crazy (I'm going crazy)
when I can't hold you~
Wufei darted forward, and caught Duo just before he hit the ground. He picked the sobbing boy up, and carried him to the bed, and just held him in his lap for a few minutes. Running his hand down Duo's back, Wufei kissed and murmurmed little soothing nothings into his ear. Duo just wrapped his arms around Wufei, and sobbed into his shoulder.
Inside, Wufei's heart had broken into a million pieces. Duo had loved him all along? It caused a painful, longing ache in his chest to know that it was he who had caused this pain on his lover. But did Duo still love him? Surely he must hate him by now.
Finally, Duo's sobs subsided and the braided boy sat up carefully in Wufei's lap and wiped his eyes. When he looked Wufei into the eyes, Wufei's heart broke once again at the look in them.
Duo sniffed and laid his head down on Wufei's shoulder, calming down. "Wufei, if you ever leave me because you don't think I love you ever again, I'll hunt you down and kill you." Wufei's eyes popped open, and he held Duo at arm's length.
"You mean you still love me?" The happiness in his voice was apparent even to himself.
Duo smacked him behind the head. "You moron! Of course I still love you!" And with that finally said, Duo grabbed a handful of Wufei's loose hair, and kissed him like there was no tomorrow.
~Crazy crazy
if I can't see you again~
Wufei kissed him back hard, before lightening the kiss. They had the rest of their lives. There was no need to rush this.
He pushed Duo back onto the bed, and began kissing him sweetly, very softly. Duo tried to make the kisses harder, more intense, but Wufei held his head down, and took the kisses at his own pace. Finally, Duo surendered to the dizzy whirl the kisses offered, and began kissing back just as sweetly.
Wufei smiled and moved his mouth down to Duo's ear lobe, and began to suck and lick. Duo's eyes flew open, and his hands began to work at Wufei's clothing. Wufei grabbed his hands, and held them to the bed. With one hand, he undid Duo's black shirt, throwing it to the side. Still holding Duo's hands with one of his, Wufei kissed under the white turtle neck, while running his other hand under it to run circles around Duo's nipples.
~I'm going crazy crazy crazy
just thinking about you lately~
Duo's back arched, and he moaned slightly. Giving in to his lover, Wufei took the white shirt of Duo, and Duo immediatly attacked his own clothing. Within a couple of minutes, Duo and Wufei were both naked.
Duo jumped as Wufei's mouth went lower down his neck to his chest. His breath began to come in short little gasps and the Chinese boy drew small circles around his nipples with his tongue and blew cool air onto them. Duo moaned, and grasped at Wufei's hair, urging him to go lower. However, Wufei just ignored his braided lover and began to lick and nibble at the pebbilish knobs on Duo's chest.
The American gasped and tensed at one finger went inside his hole. He hadn't even realized that Wufei had moved his hand lower.
Wufei inserted two fingers, beginning to stretch him, and Duo raised his hips against the exploring hand, trying to take more in. Responding to the movement of his hips, Wufei carefully inserted three fingers, making Duo moan louder as his fingers brushed against the bundle of nerves inside.
~I'm going crazy crazy crazy
justa thinkin about you Babe~
"Wufei, goddamit, stop teasing!" Duo gasped, grabbing Wufei hair, and kissing him hard.
Wufei smiled in return and pulled away for a few minutes to search the bedside dresser for lotion. When he found some, he applied some to his penis, and positioned his hips.
Softly, he whispered into Duo's ear, "Wo ai ni, darling. Forever." Hips moving forward, he carefully entered himself into his lover, and waited for his pain to stop. Duo was so goddamn tight, though...
Finally, Duo stopped being so tense, and began to grind his hips against Wufei's. Wufei responded, and the dance began. It was slow, and very deep, with each thrust hitting that special spot within Duo, causing him to hold on for dear life onto Wufei's hair. Wufei just kissed Duo's face, eyes, neck, mouth, nose, whatever he could reach, so very happy to be with his lover. Suddenly, the world turned into a blur, and they realized that the dance was ending.
Finally, the whirl stopped, and Duo realized that although Wufei had removed himself from inside him, Duo still had his legs wrapped around Wufei's and Wufei had one arm tightly around Duo's chest, while the other tightly held his braid. They were both gasping for air, and once their breathing had calmed enough for talking, Duo raised himself over Wufei and grinned.
"My turn."
~Crazy crazy crazy crazy
thinkin about you lately~
Wufei's eyes widened, and then gasped as Duo went down below his chest, leaving a moist trail of kisses as he went. He paused only once at his belly button, to insert his tongue over and over into the small nitch. Wufei mewled in the back of his throat, only serving to make Duo harder than before. The American knew that the Chinese boy didn't like to be out of control, but all that would change in a few seconds.
Finally, it seemed Duo had had enough of Wufei's belly button, and moved even lower.
Wufei gasped, feeling Duo's warm breath on his member. He looked down, and saw Duo looking up at him, blowing onto his penis. Wufei groaned, and let his head flop back to the bed. Who knows how long Duo would tease him?
Duo grinned, and moved down to Wufei's thighs. He started on the inside of the knees, and made one moist, slow trail with his tongue, all the way up to the side of Wufei's penis. Wufei mewled again, little noises coming unconciously from the back of his throat.
When Duo licked the tip, just a tiny little lick, Wufei started squirming. "Duo...please...Duo...DUO!" Duo had begun to lick up and down, firmly holding Wufei's squirming hips in place. Wufei could only grab handfuls of Duo's loose hair and hold on. When had his hair come loose? 'Gods only know...'
Duo looked up at Wufei, and smiled, a real smile. Wufei looked so beautiful with his hair down, his face gleaming with sweat *he* had caused. Then the Chinese boy opened his eyes, and Duo's breath caught. The look in them was his favorite, one of both passion and love. Before, he hadn't seen the love in them, only an unreadable emotion, but now he knew better.
~I'm going crazy crazy (Crazy crazy)
when I can't touch you~
Still smiling, he finally gave into his lover, and took him into his mouth. He began deep-throating, and Wufei groaned again, and just barely began moving his hips to the rhythm.
Just before Wufei could come, Duo pulled away, and raised himself up and over Wufei. Wufei made a small whimper, his sound of protest, but Duo quickly began kissing his Chinese lover, and he began to respond to the probing kisses.
Wufei grabbed Duo's hips, and positioned them again. Only this time, the dance wasn't slow and sweet. It was hard, driving, and both of them could only hold on to each other, while they went higher and higher.
Then it was over, and they just lay there, holding onto each other, while the world spinned around them.
~Crazy crazy (I'm going crazy)
if I can't see you again~
When the world was normal again, Duo watched as Wufei fell asleep in his arms. They had never held each other before while sleeping, and Duo loved the feel of Wufei's weight in his arms.
Pressing his lips to Wufei's nose in a light butterfly-kiss, he murmured, "Crazy Chinese baka..." before he fell in the world of sleep, alongside his love.
~See I'm going crazy Babe
Yeah, I'm going crazy...~
*~*~*~*~*
*sighs in relief* I did it! I finished the series! *collapses on floor* ugh...it took a total of 4 hours to write this part. I'll try and get the morning-after PWP lemon out by Monday...but don't hold me to my word on this...sleepy-nappy time...
