| I was created for the sole purpose to destroy. I wanted to destroy the earth for my creator. I wanted to fight Goku and prove to the whole world, that I was the strongest. Then you came into my life. You were so innocent sitting there with your binoculars, trying to draw me. You seemed so frightened when you found out I discovered you hiding behind that rock. You couldn’t speak. You sat there with a blank look on your face. Then I let you do something I never would have done. I let you stay and draw me; why I did, I don’t quite know. There was just something about you that struck me. Was it your looks? Or perhaps it was your innocence and bravery. When you were about to leave me that first day, because you had finished your drawing, something inside me didn’t want to let you leave. I wanted to be near you. I flew you home. The more time I spent with you, the less I wanted to be away from you. Why was it happening to me? I don’t understand! Was I falling in love with you from the first moment my eyes saw you? No. It couldn’t be that. I was created to destroy, not to love. Then, came that kiss. You had kissed me on my cheek. Why? I had thought every human was afraid of me. But you kissed me, and then left me standing there, alone. But then, that next day, I had the need to see you again. I didn’t know why. When you came walking out of those woods my heart leapt out of my chest. I was happy to see you. But it was a different sort of joy than I had felt before. Was it my affections towards you? After that…it just clicked. You kissed me again. Then I kissed you. After that there was no boundary between us. Nothing could separate you and me. I felt as though you defeated the purpose of my being. I couldn’t destroy the earth, because it would hurt you. Now I reflect back on the tournament. I was so sure that I would win. Then that child defeated me. Seeing your tear filled eyes broke my heart. I couldn’t bare to see you like that. I know I promised that I wouldn’t leave you; I’m sorry that I did. I was a fool. I am thankful that I was able to see you again, though five years had passed on Earth. I never expected to learn that I had a four-year-old son. I never thought that I would have a girl I loved so much, let alone a son too. Though, I love him very much. However, no one is as important to me as you are. If it weren’t for your braveness in the first place, I never would have changed like I did. I would still be down in that awful jail. I know it was my fault that I was there, but I couldn’t accept the fact that I had failed you. If it weren’t for that Saiyan, I wouldn’t be with you this day. Holding you in my arms comforts me. You are the only one that can truly defeat me. You’re more powerful than I can ever be. Now, I know why I love you. You’re the only one that wasn’t afraid of me. I could have easily destroyed you like the rest, but I didn’t. I promise you that I’ll be here for you for the rest of our lives. Lara, I love you with all my heart. |