I was born to kill. I death is how I make a living. It was all I knew. From the moment I was old enough to walk, it was all they taught me...till I met you.
I was sent to kill you. I could have killed you...why couldn't I? There was such a strong sense of honor with in you, it made me weak. Your eyes held such determination and intensity. I was an assassin, a low life, you made me want to be better then that...
They killed my clan, because I did not kill you. I saw my grandmother and my father's dead bodies lying covered with blood, and I laughed. My father had abandoned me to live with my grandmother, who told me how it was me who killed my mother...I killed my mother as she was giving me life. My father couldn't stand the sight of his wifes killer...
I had no where else to go, so I travailed with you. Each day growing to love you more...I was 15 when I realized what love was.
I stayed at your side all those years, never telling you how I felt. I followed you in your travels, I would have followed you to hell and back, so long as I was near you.
I wanted to tell you. To let you know how I felt for you. I had to find the strength to look you in the eye and tell you what you mente to me.
I had made up my mind I was going to tell you. It was that night you received a letter from you cousin...You were so up set. She need your help...our help. I thought it would be best to wait till after we returned from helping Yuki...if only I had known.
Those demons were going to sacrifice her. We fought them back and saved your cousin Yuki, and the boy she adopted Yumemaru. But at what coast. I thought you had killed the king demon, but as we were escaping he came to life and grabbed. I had to help Princess Yuki and Yumemaru escape...I wanted to go back to help you. Yumemaru was so scared, I couldn't leave them...I should have gone back...I should have told you when I had the chance...I should have said it. "I love you Samanosuke."
Now I know the truth. Now that you're gone...Your cousin told me, told me how you felt for me. Why didn't you ever tell me? Why didn't I tell you when I had the chance? What should I do know? Are you dead? I didn't see your body...You must be dead...If you weren't you would find your way back to me...wouldn't you? I will travel on, to gain power. Then I will come back to find the demons that killed you. I will avenge your death.