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Cross My Heart


by Preventer9~


I'll be taking you with me.
Cross my heart,
No one's leaving you behind.
Just because we say goodbye.
Cross my heart,
I do believe,
In my thoughts and in my dreams,
I'll be taking you with me.
Cross my heart.

~Cross My Heart, property of S'Club7

story:

So, here she was. All grown up. Well, sort of. She was the image of a good looking nineteen year-old. Dark, almost purple hair, blue violet eyes, and very tall.

She felt like she was a child who had lost their way home. Closing her eyes, she tried to picture her parents, her foster parents, and....her friends?

No, she had no friends.

Her parents were dead.

Her foster parents were dead.

They were all gone.

And she was all alone.

Actually, that wasn't the complete truth.

She did have one....aquaintince. He was never one to speak his feelings, but she considered him her closest friend. Opening her eyes, she almost smiled at the pictures of him in the frame. But she frowned instead, noting that not one of those pictures showed the man behind the mask. Literally.

Zechs Merquise. Or was it Peacecraft now? She didn't know. That is, he was Zechs, but it was as if his rebellion, his refusal to destroy unit 01 had led her to believe he was losing the alter-ego. No such luck. The Lightening Count would live on.

It seemed, that now, as Relena Peacecraft's body guard, she too, had turned traitor to the Federation. Strange though. She didn't feel that way. She just felt as if she had followed her heart. And her heart was where the wind took her.

She shook her head.

Treize Kushrenada, the chief, or knight, of Oz. He was the one person who seemed to understand Zechs without fault. Noin never did understand that until she herself had discovered Zechs' real name, and true identity.

Or rather, remembered.

But that was past.

Noin stared at space through her window and felt herself glaring. Her love for outer space was great, and she hated to see such anarchy and meaningless fighting, and loss of lives. It just wasn't right. She fought to bring peace. And it seemed that others would still opt for military and violent forms of peace and rule. It sickened her.

Zechs, or rather, Milliardo's sister had told her something interesting that Noin had believed since day one. "In a war, a frenzied death is the most honest way to die." Noin whispered the words.

She wondered briefly if Zechs had done just that, then pushed the thought away.

He was alive.

She knew.

The wind was still here, there, and everywhere.

And she was too.

Though the wind had taken her to this place, she still felt lost.

And she was confused.

No matter what she did, where she turned, it always led to him. She was sure he knew of her feelings. Noin thought about the words she'd said to Relena that day in Antartica.....'Yes, I do love him.'

Noin soon found herself sleeping, dreams filled with the one who her heart belonged to, without the mask. And, so, Noin would soon save Relena's life, see the fall of the Sanc Kingdom, Relena surrender herself to Romafeller, and finally go back home. To Outer Space, and later still, find the one she loved, only to be on the opposite side.

She would then do what she at that point would feel was apart of her normal agenda, and turn coat, once agin standing at his side. And then she would have to say good-bye again for a time. But she would know, somehow, just like she did now, that he had not left her behind, just said good-bye, until we meet again.

That was the way of things to be. Wherever he went, he didn't have a choice, he would take her with him. And in the end, cross her heart, she knew their life lines had been intricately entwined, destined to say good-bye, and meet again, over, and over, until......... they both found peace.

Until peace.

end


Please e-mail me, reguardless of whether or not you liked it. Well, gotta run. I swear by the Lightening Count, Li is going to have an epilectic seizure if I don't go with him to where ever it is he's dragging me to. Li may be my best friend, but if he doesn't cool it, I'm afraid I'll have knock him out and throw him in the pool. Oh well....

Ja ne!

Sasami
aka
Preventer9~