Oh,
Godalmighty,
What have I done?
To destroy her?
I have done all in my power...
I have used her,
Lied to her,
Manipluated her,
I have valued trivial victories over her life,
And I have refused to admit that I love her,
So desperately as I do.
To give her solace?
I have done so little...
One saving grace,
The freedom I gave her,
Which only served to trap her,
In her affections for me.
She pictured me an angel,
Upon first impression,
Which I was far from.
Curse the heart that drove me,
To show such compassion,
On our first encounter.
Had I been cruel when we met,
Would she love me as she does?
Were I not who I am,
Would I still love her as I do?
Her faith has been unshaken,
By the things that should destroy her.
And she loves me still,
Undyingly,
Even as she slips away...
Couldn't someone tell me,
Why she lies here,
Bleeding to the consequence of her fate in my arms.
Couldn't someone tell me why,
Even as she dies,
I cannot bring myself to pull her close,
And tell her that I love her.
Why can't I have,
Just one more day with her?
One more sunset,
To summon the courage,
To speak from my heart.
She's so young to die.
I am too.
And in all truth,
I will die when she does,
She has my heart,
And it is dying with her....
What has she done to deserve this death?
Is it me,
Loving me,
That kills her?
Of course it is....
She meant to save me...
Although it is only killing me,
To watch her go.
Her eyes close.
She's gone.
My poor beloved......
I did love you.........
More than you could ever know in life....
Your blood on my hands.......
You're gone...
It was me who killed you......
Oh....
Godalmighty.....
What have I done....................?
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Jeez, can you tell I like Soi and Nakago?
And tragedy. I'm big on heart breaking tragedy.
Taiitsu no Miko~*~
