Truth ~ A Great Detective Of Love~
by Two Mix
(fan fic by Gaberiel Yaslana)




Quest for love, quest for dream, quest for all truth!!
Only way to dream is the time you’re making out
Waste no love, waste no dream, waste no more truth
Going through the days you can praise a life for you,
Hold your truth again.

My heart was pounding in my ears. Sweat and tears mixed on my cheeks, a salty bitter taste. The dreams haunted me, even now. I hear the distant echoes of what was. One voice stays in my ears, I hear him every day. Every night, chasing me.
“Yui-sama, I love you!”
I flinch, trying to escape my past. Nothing can stop his voice from coming, nothing. It whispers to me, whispering from the grave. I saw him die, and in my heart I cried. But no tears have ever fallen for him, am I in denial? Have I pushed everyone
away. Beside my bed a glass rose lays, shattered. Each piece incomplete and broken beyond repair. Funny thing is, there are eight pieces. One for each of us, if I try hard enough I can see their faces.

Just when you show a smiling face one night
Just when you hide something cold in your mind
Everytime you remember that you’ve never been feeling safe so far.
And you mean to be nice to all
And when you try to tell a lie to yourself
Everytime you remember that you’ve always been feeling blue for long

I reached out a hand and blindly grasped one of the shards. It was warm, and sharp. It pricked my hands, warm red blood spilled from my palm to coat the glass shard. I sit up, shaking. Each shard had a character carved in them. The one I had picked was, “kaku”.
“Suboshi, will you ever leave me alone? I never loved you....” I whispered to the darkness, feeling my voice crack. Shivers ran down my spine as I remembered him. After all the years of pushing him into the corners of my mind. Youthful energy and
ove, full of adoration for me and his aniki. I remembered how shattered his soul had been after Amiboshi vanished. The unfailing loyalty and undying love I had brutally rejected. An iron band tightened around my heart.
“I NEVER LOVED YOU!” I cried, the words didn’t ring true. They were shadowed with my own doubt.
“I... never...... I..........” I cried, clenching my hand and the glass shard. It began to crack, right down the middle. Releasing it onto the table I looked down at the broken glass.
“iie... masaka......” It was right next to my own shard. A blank shard, with spiderweb cracks over it. Carefully, with my uninjured hand I shifted the shards. Most of them weren’t even close to connecting. But- his and mind fit together perfectly,
orming a heart.
“iie......”

If your sadness and your pain would beat you up
No need to break your heart, no need to be alone
You got somebody to share with you.
Quest for love, quest for dream, quest for all truth!!
Take it up to the place that you wanted to get one
Break for love, break for dream, break no more truth
Leading to a note that you used to see your name
Quest for love, quest for dream, quest for all truth!!
Only way to dream is in time your making out
Waste no love, Waste no dream, Waste no more truth
Going through the days you can praise a life for you
Hold your truth again

I stared down at the heart, one half red and the other a splintered white. My breath and voice caught in my throat. “I love you Yui-sama!” More tears slid down my face, my vision became blurry. A hand reached out to me from the darkness. I jumped
ay, the hand was stained red.
“Yui-sama.......” His voice, haunting me again. No, no! I wanted to scream, run away, and........ run to him and be held. The bitter taste was in my mouth, of salt and fear.
“Wo ai ni..... Yui-sama.....” No, no, no you’re dead! I protest as his arms encircle me. I struggle, and thrash about. Only to find myself fighting the sheets of my bed.
“Suboshi..........” my phantom lover.

Just when you spend your time in quiet night
Just when you’re sighing for a sweet heart you care
Anytime you remember how much
You’ve been into this love for two
And when you come to know the taste of tears
And when you’re ready for a touch of skin
Reminding you something tough in your heart
In your blood all the way.

“Yui-sama, wo ai ni,” My hands fly to my ears. I don’t need to hear this, he can’t touch me, he’s dead! I run, as I have been running for years. Running away from wispy memories that refuse to die.
“you’re dead.” It was a soft statement, my parting statement as I ran. Ran to the park where I hid my pain and anger under a mask of ice. Nakago taught me that one, nothing can hurt you if you don’t let it. Everything rolls off you in icy frozen numbness. Almost nothing can pierce your armor..... almost.... nothing......
“I did it for you.... do you love me Yui-sama?” he’s following me. His voice that never changes, soft with the caution of approaching me. But, when I turn no one is there.
“I’m waiting Yui-sama,” His whispers, it feels like his breath on the back of my neck. A warm comforting feeling. Pulling away I turn again. He’s not there. Am I insane?
“No... I..... I never loved you!” I fling the words into the darkness. Praying he’ll leave.
“never?” I can see his eyes, begging me to understand, to say what’s hidden in my heart. I flatly refuse.... but the growing feeling in my heart is consuming me.

If you stand alone in distance and far away
Time could be freezed you can always be near your love
You got somebody for you
Quest for love, quest for dream, quest for all truth!!
Make a tender kiss, that you mark your sign on love.

A soft ghostly kiss on my cheek. Raising my hand to my cheek I can see his eyes. Watching me, calling me waiting for me. A thin smile graces his angelic features. With the light of Seiryuu around him, he’s an angel........
“suboshi.... why?” I asked to no one. No one was there. I wanted to scream in frustration. A hand catches mine in a swift movement. He just holds my hand, not taking a step closer.
“I was born to love you,” His whispers. I won’t break down in front of him, I won’t show him how much he hurt me when he died. I refuse to show him love.
“Why are you afraid of love? I won’t hurt you....” No, not Suboshi, he’d never hurt me.... His voice sent shivers down my spine.

Free for love, free for dream, free for all truth!!
Always being here now before magic works
Quest for love, quest for dream, quest for all truth!!
Only a single moment, you live your life for love
Pain for love, pain for dream, pain for all truth!!
Breaking out of the days you can praise a life for you
Heat your truth again

A sense of release came over me, but my panic still ran high as he touched my face, gently.
“Are you afraid of me?” The gray-blue eyes pleaded with me, my heart exploded. Shutting my eyes, I couldn’t answer. Suboshi was many people, at once. He was a rash, aggressive hothead who didn’t think. Or, he was this person who confronted me toni
t. Gently caressing me and whispering things in my ears.
“am I?” I asked him, in a daze. Another soft kiss on my cheek.
“wo ai ni, Yui-sama.....”

Stay with me ever day and night
Don’t let me down, let me be, let me be your love
Stay with my heart anytime, anywhere
Look around we’re leaving the loneliness.

“Come with me, Yui-sama.” He whispered, I pulled away, and face him. I only saw his eyes, he hid in the shadows. My head rested on his shoulder. I felt my hands searching for an answer, running over his chest. I felt something warm. My fingers ca
away red. Angry lines criss-crossed my vision. The whirl of the ryuuseisui echoed in my ears. With a gasp he pulled away. I could hear his panting breath, a dying man’s death.
“I- I have to go, wo ai ni, Yui-sama!” He was desperate. Darn it, not now. Not after I relized what he is to me. I grabbed his arms. If only........
“Stay with me.... onegai,” I begged, to him. The arms under my hands turned to blue mist. I could see him still, smiling as a gaping hole in his chest bled down his shirt. A blue ribbon was clutched in his hand. He threw it.
“NO!” I screamed, not after I found it. A fluttering blue ribbon caught my eye. I grabbed it and held it close. My ribbon, my uniform bow, stained with his blood.
“no..... not again.... no.......” The clouds in the sky shifted, and the moonlight streamed down to meet my tear stained face. The lingering ghostly kisses stayed on my cheeks, my phantom lover.
“I’m coming..... wait for me.....”