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Heaven's What I Feel
Heaven's What I Feel
The sequel to 'Tell Him'
A songfic to the song 'Heaven's What I Feel' by Gloria Estefan

Love sometimes
Can be like destiny
There’s no way to say forever
It may not realize your dreams
And love sometimes
Is like the blowing wind
It can take us to wherever
Sending us on silent wings

"Ok Taichi, get a grip on yourself. All you have to do is pick up the phone and dial... Ok, here I go!” I said to myself as I grabbed my phone and hit speed dial #1. The phone rang a couple of times before being picked up. “Moshi, moshi. You have reached the Ishida residence, Yamato speaking,” a soft, gentle voice said. I took a deep breath. “Moshi, moshi Yama-kun.” “Oh, hi Taichi. What’s up?” he asked. “I was just wondering if you’d like to go to the park tonight? I gotta tell you something.” Is seven ok?” “Sounds great, I’ll see ya than,” I said as I put the phone back in it’s holder. “There, I did it. Now I just have to get ready... it’s quarter to six already, so I have just enough time,” I told myself as I headed to the washroom to take a shower.

But I have broken
All the rules of love
I never dreamed that I could
Come this far
And now I’m lost in my emotions
You’re becoming my devotion
There’s nothing I can do
To stop this love for you

I hope I did the right thing. I can’t believe what I’m going to tell him tonight. What if he doesn’t feel the same way and he overreacts? It’s not everyday that your best friend tells you he’s gay and that he loved you. I’ve tried to hide my feelings for so long but now every time I’m near you, my emotions seem to take over. I’ve tried everything to stop this feeling, but nothing works... I just become more devoted and in love with you everyday Yamato Ishida.

I was not supposed to fall in love with you
I have someone else
And someone else is loving you
And I was not supposed to let this love get through

Everyone always thought that Sora and I would get together, even she did. But what they don’t understand is that she’s like a sister to me, and have you ever seen anyone got out with their sister? I don’t think so, well, at least not yet. And of course you have all of your loyal fans who practically worship the ground you walk on. And how could anyone forget Jun, she is so obsessed with you it’s not funny, well maybe a little. But of course from the way you talk about her you can’t stand her, so there’s no reason for me to worry there. But however did you make me fall in love with you? And how did I let you get through to me?

So let me say for real
Heaven’s what I feel when I’m with you

This feeling is forever
You make me feel like heaven
My love is true when I’m with you

I’ve never knew what love was until I met you. It makes me feel happy and free, like I could just float away with every glance you send my way. This emotion is just one of the many that I hope you’ll allow me to show you tonight.

How could I
Have known that in your eyes
I would find the deepest answers
To the questions of my heart
And how could I have known
That by your side
Was the light to fill the darkness
In the shadows of my life

I remember that time in the Digi-World in out fight against Piedmon. I was sure I was a goner, but than I felt strong arms lift me up. I opened my eyes and saw the face of the boy that I’d long for so long. Your eyes were shining, tears slid down your face for me. In your eyes I could see friendship but there was something more too. Love. Your friendship didn’t help revive WarGreymon and I, it was your love. From that moment on, I’ve felt whole. With you by my side, we can do anything. We are the light that drives the darkness away.

But I have broken
All the rules of love
I never dreamed that I could
Come this far
And now I’m lost in my emotions
You’re becoming my devotion
There’s nothing I can do
To stop this love for you

I was not supposed to fall in love with you
I have someone else
And someone else is loving you
And I was not supposed to let this love get through
So let me say for real
Heaven’s what I feel when I’m with you

"Ok, time to go,” I said. Glancing at the clock I saw it was now ten to six. If I hurried, I’d be there right on time. I ran out of my room and quickly put my shoes on. I told my mom where I was going and dashed out the door without another word. I still can’t believe that I was finally going to do it. The night would change my life forever, hopefully for the better.

This feeling is forever
You make me feel like heaven
My love is true when I’m with you
Heaven, heaven
Is what I feel when we’re together
Heaven, heaven

I arrived at the park a little early so I sat down on a bench. I leaned back and rested my head on my arms. A smile managed to escape from my lips as I thought of what I thought earlier this evening. Hmm... Yama... soon you’ll be mine and we’ll be together in our own little heaven.

Just look in my eyes and you’ll see the truth
I was not supposed to fall in love with you
I have someone else
And someone else is loving you
And I was not supposed to let this love get through
So let me say for real
Heaven’s what I feel
And I was not supposed to let this love get through
So let me say for real

I looked up and saw his figure in the distance. His long blonde hair flowing in the wind. My stomach did a flip flop and my body tensed up. But i couldn’t chicken out, sure some people didn’t think this love was right but I didn’t care. In a small matter of minutes, I would tell him what was on my mind.

Heaven’s what I feel

THE END


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