Itsuwaru Unsei Part: 1/1 By: Loralei Fairhill Lookie what i wrote! Another part of my dreamhunter/yumegari saga! *giggles* It just never ends, huh, minna-san? I'm still toying with the idea of writing one more short part, because all of these were short anyways. So if you want it, email me and tell me what you thought, and if you don't care, tell me anyways! My inbox is lonely, and so'm I! Itsauwaru Unsei= to decieve fate Yumegari= dreamhunter The road stretches before me, mist covering it, wreathing it in silently woven silken strands of twilight. One foot in front of the other, I follow you closely, not once taking my eyes off your shadowy form. This time, it is not a dream. It is a reality. I feel out of place here, in this country which is not my own. It is not yours, either, but you know . . . you know that you will someday belong; the feeling runs as deep within you as the one inside me that I will never make my home here. Left, right, left, right, my feet fall down onto the cold, damp earth. Where are you going? To which direction should you be traveling? Questions hound me around every turn. Advice was something I used to give. Now I cannot; I have tried time and time again to read the future which used to be so clear to me, but without hope; I can see nothing in the scrying pool, and the water smirks at me through its rippling laugher, mocking my inability. Everytime I look away, ashamed. It is awful to be the butt of the water's jokes, but it is a fate worse than death for me not to be able to control men's dreams through my pool any longer. I am not the maiden I once was, full of passion and adventure and devilish tricks. I am also not the woman I was just a few days, hours, even minutes ago. And you, yumegari, what do you do with the information I have given you? You throw it all away. You stay safe in your little haven of Elysion and let the world be covered in darkness. You don't even take the initiative or the advatange I've given you over your enemies. You could have beaten them so very easily. They would have been crushed like breadcrumbs into a thousand small pieces, flown from your hand to the four corners of the earth, never to be put together again. But you had to sit and wait for a sign from the surface. It wasn't good enough for you that I read the future truthfully the last time I could see so clearly; you had to question my motives, my clairvoyance, my everything. You even had the gall to ask my name. Well, now that you have your precious information, what shall you do with it? It is too late to regret, yumegari. Much too late. The wheels of the destroying machine are in motion, and nothing you try now will stop them. I hope that you will soon reach the two I had forseen, the older and the younger, one of which will bring us to the peace we so deserve. One of which you will claim for your own, who will help you to stay in this part of reality. This is not for me, this will never be for me . . . the air is not pure enough here, the trees, lacking a brightness to their green, the sky, just a bit less blue than my home. But nevertheless, I follow you, wishing that I could travel with you, by your side, praying that my prescence will guard you in some way. Of course the fact that you will be captured is unavoidable. And that you will escape from their clutches and help them to be defeated is also a given. But whether or not I will aide you in it is another question. You can be sure, yumegari, that I will regain my talents. But I sense that it will not happen for many years . . . a lifetime, perhaps. It does not matter to me. By then, I will have regained my lost love, knowing so surely that he will be reborn within a few years, and feel my calling to his soul, and find me again. This time around, you can be sure that I will not make the same mistakes as before, because this time around, he will have no family to miss, no friends to mourn. It is just as well, for I have none myself, having been orphaned at birth and an outcast my whole human existance. That life, the one filled with lonliness and the yearning for human comfort, was not, and will never be for me, as I think I have said before. You continue walking. Your footsteps echo into the surrounding forest, crunching on the dirt road, making tracks in the dewy landscape. And I still follow. Perhaps you can hear me speaking to you, hear my voice faintly whispering what I think into the far reaches of your mind. Or maybe you just haven't the mental capabilities yet to understand what I say. No matter, I shall stay behind you throughout your quest and guide your motions. It is fated for me to do so, and I do not deny that I will take pleasure in the change. From you will be the melding of two worlds, and from you I will find my beloved again. Yumegari, lead on, I trail right behind you, treading soundlessly in your footprints. I know it was short, but not as short as dreamhunter the original, ne? I'm still accepting questions, comments, hellos and criticisms! So send ‘em on over to Loralei1300@aol.com! But if your intent is to flame, then please refrain. I'm only taking NICE feedback at the moment. Flames with be promptly erased from this earth and my inbox, never to be seen again. And you better bet that if you say something mean to me, you'll be answering to Gawen for it!