let's see, let's see. i heard from my dad friday night. pretty cool talking to him. he asked if i'd heard anything about my sister. i hadn't.

tonight, i saw my neice and nephews. "heard" the lastest on their whole sitch. it angers me. which is why no one probably tells me anything. apparently, my sister has just up and left. this isn't the first time. it's really hard to know the truth because her husband has issues with the truth. he just doesn't get it. it's not a thing with taking sides, they are both equally pathetic in my eyes. and the ones who are losing out are the three children who seem to be coping rather well under the circumstances.

just changed my imood to mad. there was a time when i looked up to my sister. most little sisters do. i don't feel like i even know her anymore.

caught two movies yesterday. had a nice time for the most part. i'm really analyzing my friend "situation". i don't mind it as it is right now. i have people that i just kick it with every now and again and i'm cool with that. i take people in moderation. i've been meeting and running into people, i figured out they all don't have to be a close buddy. 'cause well, they just aren't. i don't need to be surrounded at all times to have a good time. i'm having more fun than i thought possible. it's weird, i'm not doing anything out of the ordinary...except being me.

i have a few pages left on the above book. i figure tomorrow i'll head to the book store and get another. i need a book for my beach days this week. i am SOOO looking forward to avalon. i've never been there but have only heard good things about it. healthwise, i haven't had the best weekend. otherwise, i have. it feels so great not having to get up tomorrow morning. my watch still needs a battery, so that's on the agenda for tomorrow. me and mom are planning to hang out a bit. i should go do something. the birth of m i r a g e s is coming along nicely. for once, i'm not in a hurry. the site is all about my soul. i'm in no hurry to rush it.

that's all there is for now. there is no more.

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