SECRETS

Secrets

A Xel/Amelia Lemon...well sort of.


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Amelia awoke, somehow, for no good reason that she could think of, 
afraid to be alone.  Quietly, so not to awaken the others, she 
slipped out of her room and tip-toed down the hotel's hallway.  When 
she reached his room, she carefully pushed open the door and snuck 
in, quickly closing it behind her.  She hurridly made her way in 
shuflilng silence over to his bed and looked at his sleeping form 
for a moment.  He had no shirt on and slept only in his black 
pants as usual.  Cautiously, Amelia slid onto the bed, slippin.. 
under the covers beside him and in a second scooted up to him and 
flung her arm around his waist, burying her head into his soft chest.  
	
Xellos awoke suddenly when he felt small soft arms tighten around him. He opened his amethyst eyes to see Amelia's black hair resting on him. He lifted his hand and stroked her hair, watching as she tilted her head up, her watering eyes falling on his. Worry struck and took over as he sat up almost fully and pulled her close to him, hugging her tightly. "Ame-chan, my Ame-chan, what's wrong? Are you hurt? What happened? oh....." He sighed holding her as closly as physical form could allow and she shook her head to the questions.
"I was scared. I don't know why. Please, I just don't want to be alone tonight." she sobbed, still holding onto him tightly.
Xellos pulled her away. "Do you want to stay with me tonight? You can sleep here with me if you want to."
Amelia nodded and he smile. "Come here." he whispered wrapping his arms around her to encompass and engulf her in a warm safehold, letting her know she was safe there. Amelia sighed against him and fell to sleep, smiling softly in her love's arms.
Xellos sighed softly feeling Amelia's gentle breath against his skin. Carefully, he pulled the covers up to their necks and snuggled in closer to her soft body.


In the morning, Xellos woke to find Amelia gone from his side.
"You awake?" a sweet voice echoed from inside his bathroom at the end of the bed.
He sat up," Yeah."
Amelia walked in out of the bathroom, brushing her hair and made her way over to the bed laying the brush down and jumping into the bed. She hurridly crawled over to him and lay down on top of him, kissing his lips sweetly and softly. Xellos returned the kiss, holding her shoulder and waist with his hands. She pulled away and smiled at him, resting her chin on his bare chest, sighing happily. He reached down and stoked her hair.
"I love you." he whispered.
Amelia's eyes grew wide with amazment and she smiled, hugging him tightly and laughing.
"Oh, Xellos!!!" she sobbed happily. "I love you, too!"


Just then, a knock came at the door. "Xellos! Amelia's gone, we have to get going to find her!"

Lina heard footsteps from inside the room she had just yelled to and her eyes went huge when Amelia opened the door and stood leaning against the frame.
"Maybe I got the wrong room. I could have sworn you were down the hall and- "Lina stopped abruptly when Xellos's arms came around the princess' waist and he rested his chin on her shoulder.
"Oh! Good morning Lina-chan!" he smiled.
Lina was in shock, "What the hell is THIS? What's going on here? Amelia, what are you doing in Xellos's room?"
"So many questions Lina-chan? "Xellos laughed tunring his attention to Amelia. " I'm going to take a quick bath. Meet you downstairs for breakfast?"
Amelia nodded and Xellos snatched a quick kiss, then trodded off to the bathroom. All Lina could do was stare with her mouth open at Amelia.
"I thought you were in love with Zelgadis!" Lina finally blurted out after a minute of silence and Amelia smiling. "How did this happen?"
Amelia sighed. "Come on, let's take a walk and I'll tell you the whole story."


The forest was filled with chirping birds and beautiful flowers covered in morning dew. Amelia had always loved this time of day. When everything was starting anew.
"Well?" The red-headed sorceress asked giving Amelia a look of anticipation.

"Ok, remember about three days ago, when we got lost in that labrynth in that cavern?"
Lina nodded.
"Well, about two hours into sensless wondering, I met up with Xellos. L-Sama, I never thought I'd be so happy to see that Mazoku. Anyhow, we decided that staying togather to search for you guys would be best and that's when we came to one of the labrynths many obsticles."
Lina interupted. "We ran into lots of those."
Amelia nodded. "Yes, so did I, but this one was different. It wasn't an obsticle as much as a wakeup call. It didn't threaten us or try to hurt us. It was a cottage and a little old woman sat inside. She told us that she had been trapped there for many years, and had decided to use her special abilities to open a store for those who came by......"
*******FLASHBACK******* (no. really?)
Old lady: "So, another lost soul comes to my door again. Well, tell you what, since you are so young child, I will tell you your fortune for only three silver peices, eh?"
"That's ok. I really don't need my fortune read. I already know my future." Amelia was skeptical.
"Oh, do you dear? I think you are being mislead by wishful thinking."
"ZELGADIS IS NOT WISHFUL THINKING!"
The old woman fell back out of her chair sweat starting to form. "Ah, so you believe that a dream is truth? Justice perhaps."
Amelia stared in shock, while Xellos, however seemed less interested and looked around the house until her next line, when he fell to the floor in a thud.
"No, no. That monster behind you is your fate deary. You can run but neither can hide from the fates."
"WHAT?!" Both Amelia and Xellos screamed.
"But-but I don't love Xellos!"
"And I can't love!"Xellos squeaked.
"Ahahhahaha......now, do you want to hear your real future?" The old woman glared with a slight sneering to her.
Amelia and Xellos sat absently staring at her.
"I see........" the old woman pulled out a bag of leather and spread bones out on the table.
"EW!" Amelia screached.
"Interesting." Xellos said with much amusment.
"Ahha! I see you child. If you pursue this man with blue skin, your heart will break and you will die alone, but if you open your heart to others and look for love elsewhere, you will lead a happy life of bliss."
Amelia sighed at the revelation of not being with Zelgadis.
"And you, monster Mazoku. You may be ancient and wise, but you have much to learn. Mazoku CAN love. Follow your heart.... that is if you can learn how to listen to it properly. Don't be so cold. You have feelings that you are afraid to admit.....try them out and you may just have alot of fun."
The old woman finished with a smile.
"Wow......"Amelia sighed again.
"Three silver peices!"The old woman grinned.
"Hmm? oh! Oh, ok. here you go." Amelia threw three peices of her silver onto the table.

*******END FLASHBACK******** (don't you just hate me for this! hahahahahahh)

"That's it? That's why you are with HIM! Because some old lady told you so!!!!!!!!!!!!??????" Lina almost fell over in shock.
"No! NO, no! At first we ignored it, forgot it even, until we met up with the dragon.
"Dragon?!" Lina had never run into a dragon in the labrynth.
"Yes. I don't know why, but Xellos saved me from him and slayed the dragon. After that, I felt safer with him than with anyone and he started being nicer to me. In fact, when we slept in the cave that night, I stayed as close to him as possible. He was so sweet to me, bringing me food and water and carrying me when my feet got tired. I think that lady's speech about listening to your heart really got to him, cause I heard him talking to himself when he thought I was asleep. He was saying how he had to learn to be open, because only L-Sama knew how much longer he would live. He could die any day and that would mean he would have lived a sensless life. I don't know what compelled me to do it, but I walked in as he was talking and sat down in front of him.
**************ANOTHER FLASHBACK*****************

"Amelia! How long have you been up?"
"A while. I've been listening to you Xellos." She layed a palm on his cheek. "I'm sorry if she made you feel so bad, but she is right and so are you. You aren't getting any younger and your always in danger. You need to make some decisions in your life if you ever want to really live."
She smiled at him and he compulsivly leaned foreward and kissed her softly. Amelia didn't know why, but she never protested, even when he slowly and carefully lowered her to the ground and shed her of her clothes, but it seemed right. It felt right.......and as far as Amelia was concerned, it WAS right.
****************END ANOTHER FLASHBACK****************(heeehee)

"You had sex in the cave?!?!?!??!!?!" Lina fell back for the second time that morning.
"Well, it just sort of happened and none of us regretted it..... then or now. We still don't. I think we really are in love, Lina. Please just trust me....support me on this. Zelgadis is never going to fall in love with me and if he falls for someone else, then I am very happy for him, just don't tell anyone yet ok?"
"Ok....."Lina sighed." I promise. I guess your right about Zel. He's just too damned stubborn for anyone! hahah. Anyway, so?"
"So what?"
"So how was it? How was he?"
"LINA!" Amelis blushed crimson.
"Well, if you expect me to keep a secret, it's gotta be juicy. You know me!"
Amelia sighed and turned to walk over to a bench. Lina followed her anxiously and Amelia sat looking at her with resignation, rolling her eyes.
"Good."
"Good?"
"Good."
"That's it?!?! Just good? No sparks?"
"What do you expect Lina?"
Lina grinned devilishly, "Details baby! Details!"
"L-LINA! No! ok, he was great. ok?"
"Great like how?" Lina shifted.
"Lina!"
"Come on! I wanna know!"
"He was gentle. He took his time...."
"Yeah? and?"
Amelia groaned." He-he likes to use his hands and mouth.ok?ok! there see you dragged it out of me! Don't ask me for more, Lina! Geez I am soo embarrased!"Amelia turned red as a cherry.
"Is he big?"
"LINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Amelia nearly fainted.
"Comeon!Comeon!Comeon!" Lina was anxious for more.
"arg! yes. ok, there!"
"Long?"
"Is Gourry?"
"Now how would I know that!?" Lina fumed.
"Well, I just assumed because you two are so perfect for each other-"
"Were not talking about Gourry, were talking about Xellos!"
"Ok, fine, you wanna know?"
Amelia sighed when Lina nodded, her eyes shining for information.
"This long and this thick." Amelia showed her with her hands.
"WOW! That's like......."Lina calculated." Eight inches long and an inch and half thick! ~~~~ wow.~~~~~~~~~~~~~" Lina's head swirled.
"Any more questions?"
"Yeah, lots......is he fast or slow?"
"Fast....sometimes. Once he gets going"
"How long he last? Like, once or more."
"Three times most the time. I usually am too worn out to notice."
"Hahah, wimp." Lina giggled.
"Oh, shut up." The princess had a perminant stain on her cheeks.
"So, what happened after that.....I mean, you seemed normal when you came out and we found each other.....what's up with that?"
"Well, you see..................."
**********YET ANOTHER FLASHBACK**********(now you have permission to kill me. heehee)

Amelia and Xellos walked hand and hand to the exit, when Amelia stopped and Xellos felt her tug, then walked back to her.
"Ame-chan, what's wrong?"
Amelia looked up at his open amethyst eyes. "Let's not tell them yet, I wanna wait a while."
"Why, Amelia?"
"I just want to do it slowly for them. Just let them see it evolve. I don't want to confuse them."
"Alright." Xellos, sighed pulling her close for a hug and kiss."If that is what you want my Ame-chan, then that is what I will do."
He smiled at her and they kissed once more before exiting.
***************END YET ANOTHER FLASHBACK***************(Getting monotonous ain't it?)

"Oh, so that's why you two have acted normal. I wondered why you looked so cautious and guilty when someone came into a room you two were alone in." Lina smiled.
"Well, Xellos is probably waiting for me in the tavern, let's go."
"Ok," Lina smiled, throwing her arm over Amelia's shoulder. "Hey what do you think about going out to a club tonight. That way you and Xellos can be close and it will look like the drinking's fault"
"Lina, you are so smart." The princess giggled, wrapping her arm around the sorceress.


Amelia and Lina laughed loudly, bumping their butts togather as "Dude looks like a lady" by Aerosmith played loudly through the clubs speakers. Xellos happily, and drunkly hopped around the girls, throwing his arms in the air. Amelia turned to face Xellos when Lina slipped away to get a drink, dancing as closly as possible to him. Xellos pressed his body to hers, wrapping his arms around her waist, both laughing as they made large dipping circles. Amelia giggled as her small sticky pigtails bounced while they jumped. Xellos and Amelia separated holding hand and jumping wildly, laughing and breathing for air as they started doing a messed up version of swing, Amelia throwing her head back and kicking her feet up high as they bounced around each other togather. Zelgadis couldn't help but laugh at this, seeing as the two were not exactly party goers unless they were drunk.
As the song ended, a slower one, "Music of my heart" by came on the two sat down, laughing wildly and taking big slugs of water to catch their energy back. They sat drinking until the song was over and "Aye Aye I" By Gloria Estephan came on. A conga line started to form and Amelia grabbed the hiccuping Xellos by the hand and Lina by the other, pulling them into the line with her. They line grew and grew and everyone caught onto the dance. Step step, step, kick left, step step step kick right. Everyone either spun their fists or held onto each other, bouncing wildly in unison. Gourry shrugged his shoulders and decided to join in. Zelgadis was now pretty much the only one not in line and since this drew more attention, he took a guzzle of his beer and waited till Lina and the others came around, cutting into the line to laugh and join them, not being not the attention getter. The song came to a slow finish and people laughed and danced to the slow dances, including the two people who really shouldn't have, unless they wanted to be noticed. Amelia and Xellos. Lina, Gourry and Zelgadis's mouths all gaped as the two danced, gazing star-struck into each other's eyes, smiling and Amelia quietly singing the song to him.
"Oh, no" Lina whispered to herself.
"What are they doing?" Zelgadis asked utterly confused.
"Um, maybe they are just drunk?"
Lina's excuse flew out the window when the two love-birds kissed. Not just a little kiss, but a deep kiss, from both ends. Zelgadis fell out of his chair and stared at Lina who put a hand on his shoulder.
"At least she wont be bothering you anymore?" She laughed nervously.
"Yes, that's good...but XELLOS?!" he was shocked.
"Well, guess it could be worse."
Zelgadis groaned. Like how? he thought.
The two kissed and danced and laughed the whole night.
Zel recovered from shock with lots of drinks.
Lina watched them and brought vodka for Zel.
Gourry just ate.


Lina groaned annoyed as she walked with Amelia and Xellos back to the inn. The others had left early.
"Well, you two really screwed THAT up." She moaned.
Amelia looked over at her, her arm still around Xellos' waist and Xellos's arm around hers. "Oh, Ms. Lina, it was going to come out sooner or later."
"Yes, but still-"
"Oh, Lina-chan, you do worry too much." Xellos grinned at her with closed eyes.

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